https://www.fairytail-rp.com/t31956-monster-management-a-job-based-event
[725/3,000]
True and genuine sorrow was not an emotion she was used to feeling churn within the confines of her existence. Yet, the emotion was nearly drowning her now as she walked forward along the road that led into the place known as Era, the capital of Fiore, a place currently rumored to be under attack by monsters. When she first decided to head out and get involved in whatever was taking place in the capital? Nyx had not realized how much it would cause sorrow to rise up within her, it wasn't until she realized this monster attack was connected to the last two that the sickening emotion took its claw within her. On average, she was not one to be saddened by much of anything, but the remembrance that she had been with Chaoris the last two times was enough to conjure up the rare downtrodden emotion from her. Walking straight on this path was just another reminder she had not seen him in what now felt like forever! The high priestess of Savage Skull had never gotten around to 'reuniting' with her god after she had regained her ability to venture in and interact with the physical world in her ghostly state, following the actions that had been committed by Fluffy when that thing had control of what had once been her body.
Nyx knew very well the reason for her sadness was the fact she missed Chaoris and worried over what he now thought of her, maybe even feared the latter a bit. "Mortal emotions are such a hassle." Of course, she also knew that the emotions and ideas attached to them happened to be entirely pointless. Chaoris was a god, she didn't need to see him in order to be near him, everytime she killed in his name she was close to him! Secondly, if he blamed her for the cowardly things Fluffy had done, believed it had been her, the god would have already taken care of her existence. Thus the sadness that she felt inside only served to annoy the ghost because she knew everything she was feeling in connection was part of ridiculous mortal notions. Even if she was beyond the realm of normal mortals now? Nyx couldn't change the fact she had been born human and that was where all her emotions came from, it was infuriating. "Hopefully my feelings will stop this nonsense once I get blood on my hands again." that always seemed to make her feel better, worshipping in spite of the mortal emotions that said she may not even be considered a follower anymore. Once she let herself go like that? The only thing she could feel was the fight, and she couldn't wait for that again.
Anyway, ignoring the feelings gripping her stomach as she had done many times before now the ghost pushed forward reminding herself that once she got her hands soaked again it wouldn't feel like this. "Myth!" a black haired woman shortly up the path from her caught her attention, only breaths being required to realize it was Mythica, someone she had massacred alongside before. "I suppose we're both heading to Era from the direction you're heading, if you don't have anything against it, I'll walk with you until we get there and start fighting." she already knew the other girl, well aware there was no way Mythica would pass up a perfectly good opportunity to murder someone or thing. After making her comment, the ghost simply kept moving forward clearly not in the mood for a conversation today, expression clearly betraying how badly she just wanted to get her hands on someone and rip them apart.
It felt like her ability to breathe abandon her completely even though she was already dead, incorporeal heart clenching and skipping a few beats against her own will. "Chaoris." the god's name slipped from her transparent lips a smile spreading. Mere minutes from the fight she had been eagerly making her way towards, he stood tall as if not even a single day had passed. Oh, why hadn't she brought one of the many skulls she had cleaned from recent fights! Words wouldn't come past the mortal emotions she was trying to reign in, as the hope of fighting by his side once more exploded away the feelings from before.
[725/3,000]
True and genuine sorrow was not an emotion she was used to feeling churn within the confines of her existence. Yet, the emotion was nearly drowning her now as she walked forward along the road that led into the place known as Era, the capital of Fiore, a place currently rumored to be under attack by monsters. When she first decided to head out and get involved in whatever was taking place in the capital? Nyx had not realized how much it would cause sorrow to rise up within her, it wasn't until she realized this monster attack was connected to the last two that the sickening emotion took its claw within her. On average, she was not one to be saddened by much of anything, but the remembrance that she had been with Chaoris the last two times was enough to conjure up the rare downtrodden emotion from her. Walking straight on this path was just another reminder she had not seen him in what now felt like forever! The high priestess of Savage Skull had never gotten around to 'reuniting' with her god after she had regained her ability to venture in and interact with the physical world in her ghostly state, following the actions that had been committed by Fluffy when that thing had control of what had once been her body.
Nyx knew very well the reason for her sadness was the fact she missed Chaoris and worried over what he now thought of her, maybe even feared the latter a bit. "Mortal emotions are such a hassle." Of course, she also knew that the emotions and ideas attached to them happened to be entirely pointless. Chaoris was a god, she didn't need to see him in order to be near him, everytime she killed in his name she was close to him! Secondly, if he blamed her for the cowardly things Fluffy had done, believed it had been her, the god would have already taken care of her existence. Thus the sadness that she felt inside only served to annoy the ghost because she knew everything she was feeling in connection was part of ridiculous mortal notions. Even if she was beyond the realm of normal mortals now? Nyx couldn't change the fact she had been born human and that was where all her emotions came from, it was infuriating. "Hopefully my feelings will stop this nonsense once I get blood on my hands again." that always seemed to make her feel better, worshipping in spite of the mortal emotions that said she may not even be considered a follower anymore. Once she let herself go like that? The only thing she could feel was the fight, and she couldn't wait for that again.
Anyway, ignoring the feelings gripping her stomach as she had done many times before now the ghost pushed forward reminding herself that once she got her hands soaked again it wouldn't feel like this. "Myth!" a black haired woman shortly up the path from her caught her attention, only breaths being required to realize it was Mythica, someone she had massacred alongside before. "I suppose we're both heading to Era from the direction you're heading, if you don't have anything against it, I'll walk with you until we get there and start fighting." she already knew the other girl, well aware there was no way Mythica would pass up a perfectly good opportunity to murder someone or thing. After making her comment, the ghost simply kept moving forward clearly not in the mood for a conversation today, expression clearly betraying how badly she just wanted to get her hands on someone and rip them apart.
It felt like her ability to breathe abandon her completely even though she was already dead, incorporeal heart clenching and skipping a few beats against her own will. "Chaoris." the god's name slipped from her transparent lips a smile spreading. Mere minutes from the fight she had been eagerly making her way towards, he stood tall as if not even a single day had passed. Oh, why hadn't she brought one of the many skulls she had cleaned from recent fights! Words wouldn't come past the mortal emotions she was trying to reign in, as the hope of fighting by his side once more exploded away the feelings from before.