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She needed to see him again. Fluffy did not know exactly why, but she needed to see Chaoris again, badly.
The buzzing within her head she had once taken no notice of through the past few months, it had gotten somewhat worse, now she was sometimes aware of it. Every time she heard that buzz within her head? The noise drove her nearly directly to the paint of random blabbing insanity, she became a drooling rabid monster for five seconds, locked inside her head, terrified someone would come in and a body suddenly out of her control would do something horrible to someone she cared for. Every-time she heard that buzzing she felt as if she was drowning in a sea of her own flames, suddenly victim to her own magic even though she had never been burned by it before. Nyx had no understanding what was happening to her, yet the buzzing she would at this point do anything to get rid of felt so familiar, as if she already knew what the noise was. Little to the Kasha's knowledge her slowly decaying human self did really know where the sound driving her nuts came from. Fluffy could not remember, she could not recall all the times she had heard the noise growing up, she couldn't recollect how it didn't always sound the same, the way it sometimes had one clear voice. Nyx was the only one who could remember that noise was the voices of the dead, the voices of demons, spirits and energies that had been allowed unchecked into her body, into her head, trying to take her over and make her do their bidding. Fluffy had no way to protect herself, and they were already too rooted for her to verbally reach out for help, if she tried they would prevent her because they already had made home near the base of her brain were motor functions were controlled.
She needed to see him.
Yet they could not overcome her increasing loyalty to the god she had chosen to worship, her will to pledge her allegiance to him and please Chaoris, that was stronger than they were at the moment. Due to this? The second he reached out calling that he needed some of his followers in the fat monster-lands, she was instantly able to fight off the incessant buzzing with thoughts of the silver haired man. From the second she heard his voice this morning, Fluffy knew she was alright again, nothing was wrong and she wasn't going insane or loosing self, she knew exactly who she was, Fluffy once known as Nyx Chaotica, a girl tuned kasha trying her best to be a devote follower to the god of blood, skulls, war and honorable combat. Even just an indirect, generalized call from him was enough to give herself back to her failing brain, pushing the buzzing voices back for now. Though the longer she went without them, the easier she just forgot they had been there moments before and now that it had been almost a day, she did not remember she wanted to ask him to help her with them, nothing within her recalled the buzzing, it was gone again, like it never existed.
"Chaoris?" she had another skull in her jaws, though this one was not cleaned well as the last one. Fluffy had been cleaning it when the buzzing took over, never finished before he called upon her, so she simply ate whatever had been left on it, leaving the skull stained with blood that had been sitting on it while she lost herself. Still, she was doing right, the feline knew she was, bringing him another skull would make him happy, the fight had been a fair and honorable one, she was trying really hard to keep doing those, not torture, not just kill aimlessly. "Anyone else responding to your call besides me?" was she going to have him to herself again? Just the two of them running around taking down his enemies once more?! Fluffy did like when it was that way, though she also no objections to when other followers came, for some reason she was a bit more ecstatic at the opportunity for it to be just the two of them doing this, whatever he was going to have her do. "Also, here ya go!" she than nudged the red stained skull towards him, her twin tails flicking happily at the tip for a moment.
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She needed to see him again. Fluffy did not know exactly why, but she needed to see Chaoris again, badly.
The buzzing within her head she had once taken no notice of through the past few months, it had gotten somewhat worse, now she was sometimes aware of it. Every time she heard that buzz within her head? The noise drove her nearly directly to the paint of random blabbing insanity, she became a drooling rabid monster for five seconds, locked inside her head, terrified someone would come in and a body suddenly out of her control would do something horrible to someone she cared for. Every-time she heard that buzzing she felt as if she was drowning in a sea of her own flames, suddenly victim to her own magic even though she had never been burned by it before. Nyx had no understanding what was happening to her, yet the buzzing she would at this point do anything to get rid of felt so familiar, as if she already knew what the noise was. Little to the Kasha's knowledge her slowly decaying human self did really know where the sound driving her nuts came from. Fluffy could not remember, she could not recall all the times she had heard the noise growing up, she couldn't recollect how it didn't always sound the same, the way it sometimes had one clear voice. Nyx was the only one who could remember that noise was the voices of the dead, the voices of demons, spirits and energies that had been allowed unchecked into her body, into her head, trying to take her over and make her do their bidding. Fluffy had no way to protect herself, and they were already too rooted for her to verbally reach out for help, if she tried they would prevent her because they already had made home near the base of her brain were motor functions were controlled.
She needed to see him.
Yet they could not overcome her increasing loyalty to the god she had chosen to worship, her will to pledge her allegiance to him and please Chaoris, that was stronger than they were at the moment. Due to this? The second he reached out calling that he needed some of his followers in the fat monster-lands, she was instantly able to fight off the incessant buzzing with thoughts of the silver haired man. From the second she heard his voice this morning, Fluffy knew she was alright again, nothing was wrong and she wasn't going insane or loosing self, she knew exactly who she was, Fluffy once known as Nyx Chaotica, a girl tuned kasha trying her best to be a devote follower to the god of blood, skulls, war and honorable combat. Even just an indirect, generalized call from him was enough to give herself back to her failing brain, pushing the buzzing voices back for now. Though the longer she went without them, the easier she just forgot they had been there moments before and now that it had been almost a day, she did not remember she wanted to ask him to help her with them, nothing within her recalled the buzzing, it was gone again, like it never existed.
"Chaoris?" she had another skull in her jaws, though this one was not cleaned well as the last one. Fluffy had been cleaning it when the buzzing took over, never finished before he called upon her, so she simply ate whatever had been left on it, leaving the skull stained with blood that had been sitting on it while she lost herself. Still, she was doing right, the feline knew she was, bringing him another skull would make him happy, the fight had been a fair and honorable one, she was trying really hard to keep doing those, not torture, not just kill aimlessly. "Anyone else responding to your call besides me?" was she going to have him to herself again? Just the two of them running around taking down his enemies once more?! Fluffy did like when it was that way, though she also no objections to when other followers came, for some reason she was a bit more ecstatic at the opportunity for it to be just the two of them doing this, whatever he was going to have her do. "Also, here ya go!" she than nudged the red stained skull towards him, her twin tails flicking happily at the tip for a moment.