Zeron smirked as she saw how the crowd reacted to Micheal's sudden foray into femininity, but quickly moved on, making sure Phaje was following. She'd gotten her revenge, and that was what mattered. Despite all the awkwardness and annoyances in the night so far, she was actually enjoying herself. Most of the formal events she had gone to in the past were research gatherings where she was a guest of honor, so to speak; always there to speak about some topic or make connections in the field, never to have fun. There was something relieving about not being at a party for any particular reason, just being here to be here. She thought on the benefits of it as she bit into a cookie, savoring the flavor as it spread through her mouth.
The sound of a bowl clattering behind her caught her attention, but she quickly dismissed it as some clumsy fool who'd had a little too much to drink. Zeron never really understood the point of alcohol; why diminish your mental faculties for any reason, let alone do it by ingesting poison? A sudden increase in gravity behind her, however, clued her in to the fact that something else was going on. "Phaje...?" The half-demon turned around, only to catch a trace of the gravity mage's toga flutter in the wind towards the direction of the door. A spilled bowl of strawberries was the only thing left behind. Oh jeez, what happened? I was just talking to him; did I say something wrong?
Zeron took off towards the direction she had last seen Phaje moving in; namely, towards the exit. She blew past a green-haired, awkward-looking girl on her way, barely turning her head in acknowledgement of the teen before moving on. She was very grateful that she hadn't worn the heels now. They would have very much gotten in the way of the mad dash she was now making. She reached the edge of the ballroom within a minute, leaving a trail of thoroughly confused and miffed partygoers behind her, but she didn't care. At the moment, she was fully focused on finding Phaje.
At the edge of the ballroom door, Zeron heard quiet sobbing from the other side. Was it Phaje? Only one way to find out. Just as she was about to step outside, though, she heard him speak through the tears. "I'll just hinder your research, " he sobbed aloud to himself. "Maybe I should leave. She can achieve her dreams."
Oh, Zeron realized belatedly. That's what's happening here.
It seemed as though Zeron's end goal had finally made it through to Phaje. She fully intended to wipe herself clean of all emotion, which would mean that Phaje's feelings would never be reciprocated. A week ago, Zeron would have been completely fine with this; although she would have missed him, she was confident that she could have overcome the obstacle and keep moving forward towards a brighter future.
Now, though, the thought of doing so made something...rather unpleasant settle in the pit of her stomach. An unshakable feeling that what she was planning was taboo, deplorable, wrong. She looked at her own hands, suddenly aware that she was shaking violently; this was an attack on the core of her being, her whole reason for living. She'd lived the vast majority of her sentient life searching for a way to be free from the tyranny of this thing called emotions, and now, suddenly, her whole body was telling her to reach out to the mage on the other side of the wall. The sudden music blaring certainly didn't help matters; the voice sounded obnoxiously familiar to Zeron, and what lyrics she could catch through the mental turmoil only served to dig her hole deeper.
It seemed as though she had a choice to make, but there was really only one decision.
Zeron stepped out of the ballroom, turning to face the figure of Phaje. "Phaje," she called out, trying to grab his attention as she made her way over to the depressed mage. As she reached him, she would stagger, briefly overwhelmed by the gravity he was giving off, but would quickly readjust despite the stress on her body. She had something she needed to do, and nothing, not even the man himself, was going to get in her way. Her hands shook with anxiety, confusion, fear, and several other emotions she deplored, but she would push through. She was Zeron Guzmial, prodigal researcher and heir to the power of Seranesca, the Demon's Desire. A little fear would not stop her.
She grabbed ahold of one of one of Phaje's hands with both of hers, hesitating only slightly. The grip was tight, rigid, and trembled noticeably, but she could only hope that the message would get across. "Phaje," she started, not realizing how out of breath she was until her voice came out a gasp. "I overheard you crying to yourself." Normally, the line would have come with a teasing smirk, but Zeron was mentally exhausted and just wanted to get the message a across. "We can talk about it later. I'm...I'm not sure where I want to go. I'm being pulled in several directions at once, and it's one of the worst things I've ever felt. But...I don't hate it. Just, please, stay with me. I'm not sure what it'd do to me at this point if you left, and I don't think you want to leave either. So let's keep walking down the path. Maybe...our path."