Vibrating with excitement at finally reaching his goal, that shattered like glass at Gaia’s announcement. Her great-grandfather? And he was DEAD. Asher felt bile rise to his throat, his expression stuck in a cheerful mask. The information was only slightly helped by Gaia claiming to be good enough to read his letter. Was she? He didn’t want to judge, she really seemed nice, but this was the last will of his only family. But would that mean he would have to travel to Bellum, which he did know was another country, to deliver his letter? What about Sabertooth? What role did his grandfather want this guild to play in this? Thinking it over for a moment with a bit of a frown on his face, Asher nodded to himself. His grandfather spoke well of the guild, and these nice people obviously looked toward Gaia for guidance and Mai-stopping. They all seemed like honest folks! Swallowing the bile in his throat and blinking away his shock, Asher gave Gaia a slightly pained smile and spoke.
“Ok! I’ve, um, never been to Bellum and I’m not sure if grandpa has been there, but I’m sure he’d be fine with you reading the letter for your great-grandfather!” Asher chirps with as much cheer as he could muster, trying to keep his emotions in check.
Thankfully a distraction in the form of Mai came. So much was happening at once, Asher was losing track, his mind rotating in fast circles, jumping from one place to the next to avoid what was actually making him upset. Well actually, the only thing that happened is that after telling her about his magic, Mai thought it was a good idea to summon a ball of glowing black water. Perfect distraction. Sweet, delicious water. Just look at the water and began drool. He might have just had some tea, but that was a relatively small cup. So, boy did it look like it would taste nice… Maybe if he inched just a little closer…
But before Asher could get close enough to take a bite, Gaia summoned another odd person to banish the lovely water away. Too bad. Asher slumped a little in disappointment. Face looking a little drawn, Asher gave Mai a sheepish smile.
“That was really cool Mai! But maybe we should listen to Ms. Gaia and not cast magic inside the bar? Your water looked really tasty though, maybe later you can let me have a bite if you don’t mind!” The young man chirps at the little girl, patting her on the head. Then he looks over to Victoria after a moment, trying to distract himself from staring at Gaia as she read his precious letter.
“This bar seems to get a lock of action huh? Is it usually like this? That would be pretty neat!” he chirps at her, trying to start a conversation. It was really great to be around people again, let alone such friendly people!
Nodding along to whatever their reply was, Asher suddenly snaps to attention before he can reply, looking at Gaia as she put away the letter.
“Um. So. Uh, what was in it?” He was feeling very nervous, and the strain was really starting to get to him now that he was near the end. He could have read the letter himself; it wasn’t magically sealed or anything, but his grandfather specifically said he couldn’t. And Asher wanted to respect his last wishes.
To everyone that had heard him talk and emote the last few minutes, the way Asher’s face paled and went blank at Gaia’s words were worrying. There was nothing inherently upsetting about them, but as he processed Gaia’s kind and welcoming words, the fact that he was really alone in the world finally hit him. His only family had died, his teacher was nowhere to be found, his parents were both absent and his old village only wanted him to leave. And the fact that this woman, who was smiling so kindly at him and speaking nicer than really most people had ever spoken to him (his grandfather and teacher were very rough people, and the villagers overall disliked him), welcomed him into their guild despite the fact he was basically a total stranger? And how nice Victoria and Mai were to him as well. Why were they being so nice to him? It was too much, and Asher felt tears begin to roll down his face. He just stared at Gaia in complete shock as he began to cry, before he gave a full-body shudder and turn his face to the ground, screwing it up to try to stop the tears. When that only seemed to make them worse and make his nose leak snot, he began scrubbing his face on the back of his arm. Which didn’t work because, armour, but dammit his was embarrassing, Asher was an adult bawling in a bar over some nice words!
Rubbing his face a bit more Asher rapidly breathed in a few shuddering breathes and said
“S-sorry I- I’m sorry, I’m fine, really. Sorry.” He reassured them. Gah, crying in front of all these people, his grandfather and teacher would never have let him live it down. He then took a moment, eye squeezed shut, to make a decision. It was a quick and rather obvious one. Taking one last breath Asher looked up with Gaia, and with a watery smile alongside bright grateful eyes, he says.
“Yes. I would be honoured to join Sabertooth. Thank you.”WC: 924
TWC: 3048