The clenching in his chest didn't subside as Leon descended upon him. The moment Percy had been wondering would still be possible between the two was here but... there was a familiar hollowness. Despite the obviously differing relationship circumstances, it felt like when his drunken mother would finally feel the need to hug him. It was a particular look in the eyes, a selfish desperation that this contact was something to try to feel better. Like those hugs, Percy would roll with this, though it made him feel a bit...used. Enough to cringe for a moment before he took the deepest breath he could to bear it.
Tasting the bourbon on his mouth, Percy kissed him back the best he could. It was a bit overbearing and feverish the way the kisses were coming, not leaving him too much room to contribute in his own inexperienced way. "Nnngh," Percy grunted, somewhere between a moan and a vocalization of pain. And that's exactly what it was. He did like things a little rough, but the grip Leon had on his wrist was a little too strong. It really hurt as he was forced back against the counter. He thought Leon pulled away from the kiss to investigate his near yelp, but all he saw in the man's gaze was pain and the type of lust that didn't want to think. The type that just searched for a balm, for any pain relief. Could he do this as his second time?
This was the one thing he hadn't tried to make him feel better, if only because he didn't know how to initiate it without Leon's help. Leon hadn't been interested in him at all. If he wasn't going to stop him, he might as well encourage it. Maybe it'd work? Even if it made him ache inside and want to run away, he wrapped his arms around Leon, dropping his shoulder so Leon could kiss his neck easier.
When Leon finally released his face and leaned back, he said something that made Percy's stomach twist tighter. But no, he had to act like he wanted this. Surely he wanted this. "I did," Percy said with a small smile, trying to take what affection he could get. Was it still selfish to take something for himself in someone else's suffering selfishness? He reached forward to help Leon with his belt and jeans buttons, then slid his hands up the man's chest to lift his shirt up and over his head. The bite of alcohol smothered out how Leon smelled, much to Percy's dismay. But it was to help Leon. His Leon. "Tell me what you want me to do," he said in a low voice. After that, he'd undo his own pants as he leaned forward to place kisses against Leon's chest. Now if he could just get his eyes to stop stinging...
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Tasting the bourbon on his mouth, Percy kissed him back the best he could. It was a bit overbearing and feverish the way the kisses were coming, not leaving him too much room to contribute in his own inexperienced way. "Nnngh," Percy grunted, somewhere between a moan and a vocalization of pain. And that's exactly what it was. He did like things a little rough, but the grip Leon had on his wrist was a little too strong. It really hurt as he was forced back against the counter. He thought Leon pulled away from the kiss to investigate his near yelp, but all he saw in the man's gaze was pain and the type of lust that didn't want to think. The type that just searched for a balm, for any pain relief. Could he do this as his second time?
This was the one thing he hadn't tried to make him feel better, if only because he didn't know how to initiate it without Leon's help. Leon hadn't been interested in him at all. If he wasn't going to stop him, he might as well encourage it. Maybe it'd work? Even if it made him ache inside and want to run away, he wrapped his arms around Leon, dropping his shoulder so Leon could kiss his neck easier.
When Leon finally released his face and leaned back, he said something that made Percy's stomach twist tighter. But no, he had to act like he wanted this. Surely he wanted this. "I did," Percy said with a small smile, trying to take what affection he could get. Was it still selfish to take something for himself in someone else's suffering selfishness? He reached forward to help Leon with his belt and jeans buttons, then slid his hands up the man's chest to lift his shirt up and over his head. The bite of alcohol smothered out how Leon smelled, much to Percy's dismay. But it was to help Leon. His Leon. "Tell me what you want me to do," he said in a low voice. After that, he'd undo his own pants as he leaned forward to place kisses against Leon's chest. Now if he could just get his eyes to stop stinging...
[wc: 481 || total: 14068]