Fear, confusion. Was that really was Selene wanted for her life? To join the Rune Knights? She did in fact sought Fiore's peace and wished to one day be able to protect every man in the country using her magical abilities; however, she was still quite far from achieving that. After doing some research, she realized the best way of working towards her goal was joining the military. Selene was of course very nervous. What if they did not take her in? What if she was not right for the job? What if she committed to something to big for her? Because that was the word she most feared. Commitment. How was she going to agree to join the Rune Knights if she had no experience with them at all. She did not know if she'd like it or if she'd even make friends there. It was all very scary for Selene.
She reached the door that would represent the start of her new life. Opening it could mean a complete and aggressive change to her reality. She knew there were no backsies in this business. Saliva passed down her through just before she decided to close her eyes and act a bit bolder. She used her hands to push the door open without worrying about anyone else in the world but herself. She was still pretty nervous and scared but after a deep breath, she stepped inside the building. She slowly opened her eyes without knowing what to expect and saw nothing scary at all. There were norma people walking by, Rune Knights in their uniforms, and nobody was in pain, distress or suffering. This immediately helped Selene to calm down, but she still was not sure if she wanted to take such a commitment. "This is not at all what I was expecting." She said.
She started to walk inside, as shy as always and scared of the unknown, hoping for someone to pass by and offer her some help. She was confused and had no idea what to do or where to go. Honestly, it was just a matter of time before she decided to leave and accept her fear of commitment. But a small part of her really wanted someone to help her and push her into joining.
She reached the door that would represent the start of her new life. Opening it could mean a complete and aggressive change to her reality. She knew there were no backsies in this business. Saliva passed down her through just before she decided to close her eyes and act a bit bolder. She used her hands to push the door open without worrying about anyone else in the world but herself. She was still pretty nervous and scared but after a deep breath, she stepped inside the building. She slowly opened her eyes without knowing what to expect and saw nothing scary at all. There were norma people walking by, Rune Knights in their uniforms, and nobody was in pain, distress or suffering. This immediately helped Selene to calm down, but she still was not sure if she wanted to take such a commitment. "This is not at all what I was expecting." She said.
She started to walk inside, as shy as always and scared of the unknown, hoping for someone to pass by and offer her some help. She was confused and had no idea what to do or where to go. Honestly, it was just a matter of time before she decided to leave and accept her fear of commitment. But a small part of her really wanted someone to help her and push her into joining.
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