"A-ah!" he seemed dismayed as he took a few steps back "I am so sorry, I was deep in thought." he was truly apologetic "I didn't mean to get in your way, please enjoy the festivities." his voice was warm as he smile, that was until he looked up and seen exactly who it was. His expression changed instantly to be a glare his hands clenching under his sleeves. "I am glad you are attending so you may learn more about us." he said in a civil a tone as he could muster, which was more hostile than anything else. It was out of character for the normal stoic Ruvel that tended to remain to himself, even when he showed emotion it was far from the true thing but he could mimic it perfectly but the current expression was genuine as it could get that was for sure. For now he listened to the other his golden and moon blue eye never leaving the man who he knew nothing of.
"I don't care that your analytical, I'm analytical... I've had to be!" this had been the first time ever since he could remember that he had let his guard down fully and not kept an eye on his surroundings for possible dangers. "It's the only reason I'm still alive..." he looked to the right his face plastered with shame and pain "So I would suspect that others would likely do and be the same..." his voice showed the pain that he was feeling but his face grew cold as quickly as it had softened "But I never and I mean NEVER overstep bounds!" his voice booming slightly with anger and he didn't care who heard him right now "I never do to other people what I would never allow done to myself; it's a filthy tactic!" he continued, he had everything taken from him so it gave him a clarity that most never gained through out their lives "I don't care if I was ordered under threat of death... I'd still never do to anyone what you've done to me!" he shook his head the veil and long hair dancing around his slender frame.
"How would someone like you understand?" he sighed walking once more but paused looking over his shoulder for a moment before turning around and looking to him "Do I really look like a fighter or any real threat to you?" he was irked with that given the other had seen how he was, more to the point he seen his way of thinking when it came to killing from the job they had done together. "I am not a fighter, I will never be a fighter... I am a summoner and I am very much reliant on my summons." he said in a very matter of a fact way. He looked down "I often feel like I'm a burden to them and my teacher because of my weaknesses, but I still try my best in other ways." he admitted looking up to the other "You uncovered no secret of mine, you have however took away the one illusion of safety and normality I had in my otherwise messed up life." he said with a huff his hand going to his head as he started feeling dizzy again his shadow moving on its own to help him to a nearby tree to sit down. "Thank you both" he whispered his eyes closing for now, he knew getting to worked up was bad for his health so was glad the twins where there to help him.
"I would never do that to anyone, like I said I'd never do to another what I wouldn't do or want done to myself" he said honestly as he tried to calm down, the last thing he needed was to alert Cirven that he was more than a little annoyed or disrupt the festivities for others, it would look bad on the company after all. "I want nothing from you" he said calmly not moving from his current spot "What is done is done, and unless you can use time magic there's no way for it to change." he said honestly, nothing the other could give would ever make amends to the youth, he had very little he classed as his; even his name he knew wasn't the one his parents gifted him but one of two he was forced to accept. "My summons could show you a day of my old life, make you feel everything I had to endure and go through so you could understand why what you done is an unforgivable act to me." he placed his hands flat on the ground "I just want to move forward, feel... normal..." he said looking to the other with saddened and pain filled eyes.