Name: Ludrix Kastina
Gender: Male
Age: 18
Birthday: December 21st
Sexuality: Straight
Special Characteristics: Has a stitched scar running across his chest diagonally.
Personality: Ludrix, upon first glance, is the kind of individual that shouts confidence to the heavens above. He walks with his head held high and is regarded by those he knows as a boy not to be taken lightly in a fight. Most his age are deterred from engaging in conflict with him because of his fight-or-die attitude. Wherever he goes, he is praised for his willingness to greet everyone with a determined and noble nature. A young man who knows what he wants out of life and is very competent in obtaining his goals and his dreams. This, however, is an outward projection of who he wishes he was.
In truth, he is very insecure and views others as above him. He has little confidence in himself and is consistently putting himself down in secret. When trouble comes his way he often becomes discouraged and hesitant to face the issues, especially in matters regarding combat. Insecurity is a big part of his life, and constantly questions his worth and value to the world and whether he can contribute anything worthwhile. He chooses to hide these concerns and problems from others because he believes that he wouldn't manage to stay alive around magic users appearing so weak and defenseless, and is the main reason for taking up his more desirable mask of a personality.
He tries his best to make sure everyone around him is as happy as possible, and does what he can to keep others safe from harm. He has a certain sort of kindness that can sometimes be contagious, rarely holding a grudge against most people; because despite his facade, morals and respect are two things that have stuck with Ludrix throughout his life and influence his tough decisions in life.
It can easily be taken away that conflict isn't in the nature of Ludrix, but should it push itself upon him, he can push back. Due to the nature of his magic, it awakens within him a truly stronger personality without the deception of a false persona. When in a fight, Ludrix obtains a confidence that can be spoken for without words. His demeanor becomes calm and firm, and he stands tall in the face of his foes. Sometimes this new personality can result in stepping overboard and injuring his opponent more than reasonable for the situation. A friendly spar may turn into a death battle if he cannot take control of his magic's influence, or a criminal who was supposed to be merely subdued may end up with broken limbs. Ludrix is becoming more aware of this danger and is trying to control his emotions more carefully.
Ludrix would never want to be the leader of a group, though if forced upon him, he would appear more macho and daring than usual in an attempt to gain the respect of those around him. He would try his best to ensure the overall morale is at an all-time high. As he often considers others as having more value than himself, he'll do his best to preserve the lives of his teammates. Due to his dislike of conflict, he'll also try to find the quickest way to secure victory and end the battle.
Likes:
- Time alone. Ludrix likes to be alone, as it gives him a feeling of completion and time to reflect.
- Praise. As his insecure nature would suggest, being praised for his actions makes him feel important to others in some way.
- Classical music. It makes him feel relaxed and in control for brief amounts of time, so he likes listening to orchestral pieces, operas and symphonies.
Dislikes:
- Cruelty. Ludrix can't stand to see someone enforce punishment or pain without need.
- Loud noise. Any noises above a certain level that don't originate from an orchestra will drive him insane.
- Sweets. He's always paranoid about the kind of bad things one could contract from overindulging on sweets and calories, and so is hesitant to eat anything sweet.
Motivations:
- Becoming stronger. To become the kind of person he currently fakes himself as is the kind of man he wants to truly become.
- To see the world. He's always been curious of the world and what there is to explore, but he's currently too scared to take the first step alone.
- To be remembered. He doesn't want to fade away into the unknown without being remembered for something. He wants to do something notable that no one will forget.
Fears:
- Mottephobia. Ludrix is terrified of moths to no end, to the point he will do anything to kill one in the most savage and brutal way possible.
- Blades. Ludrix doesn't like anything bladed, and the feeling that comes with being cut. As such, he avoids blades adamantly whenever possible.
- Darkness. Ludrix is afraid of being shrouded in the dark. The thought that something could be lurking is enough to make him start shaking and quivering.
General Appearance
Height: 6'0"
Weight: 175 lbs
Hair: Black and left mostly unkempt aside from a quick ruffle in the morning.
Eyes: Red.
Skin Tone: Light.
Appearance: Ludrix, standing at 6 feet tall with ebony black hair and burning crimson eyes, is one who prefers to dress humbly. He can never be found without his red and white jacket over top a plain black shirt. He wears black pants and has red and white running shoes covering his feet. On his head he likes to wear a plain white and red cap to complete his appearance.
Guild/Council
Guild: Fairy Tail
Tattoo: Ludrix's tattoo is on his left hand, colored red.
Rank: D
Gender: Male
Age: 18
Birthday: December 21st
Sexuality: Straight
Special Characteristics: Has a stitched scar running across his chest diagonally.
Personality: Ludrix, upon first glance, is the kind of individual that shouts confidence to the heavens above. He walks with his head held high and is regarded by those he knows as a boy not to be taken lightly in a fight. Most his age are deterred from engaging in conflict with him because of his fight-or-die attitude. Wherever he goes, he is praised for his willingness to greet everyone with a determined and noble nature. A young man who knows what he wants out of life and is very competent in obtaining his goals and his dreams. This, however, is an outward projection of who he wishes he was.
In truth, he is very insecure and views others as above him. He has little confidence in himself and is consistently putting himself down in secret. When trouble comes his way he often becomes discouraged and hesitant to face the issues, especially in matters regarding combat. Insecurity is a big part of his life, and constantly questions his worth and value to the world and whether he can contribute anything worthwhile. He chooses to hide these concerns and problems from others because he believes that he wouldn't manage to stay alive around magic users appearing so weak and defenseless, and is the main reason for taking up his more desirable mask of a personality.
He tries his best to make sure everyone around him is as happy as possible, and does what he can to keep others safe from harm. He has a certain sort of kindness that can sometimes be contagious, rarely holding a grudge against most people; because despite his facade, morals and respect are two things that have stuck with Ludrix throughout his life and influence his tough decisions in life.
It can easily be taken away that conflict isn't in the nature of Ludrix, but should it push itself upon him, he can push back. Due to the nature of his magic, it awakens within him a truly stronger personality without the deception of a false persona. When in a fight, Ludrix obtains a confidence that can be spoken for without words. His demeanor becomes calm and firm, and he stands tall in the face of his foes. Sometimes this new personality can result in stepping overboard and injuring his opponent more than reasonable for the situation. A friendly spar may turn into a death battle if he cannot take control of his magic's influence, or a criminal who was supposed to be merely subdued may end up with broken limbs. Ludrix is becoming more aware of this danger and is trying to control his emotions more carefully.
Ludrix would never want to be the leader of a group, though if forced upon him, he would appear more macho and daring than usual in an attempt to gain the respect of those around him. He would try his best to ensure the overall morale is at an all-time high. As he often considers others as having more value than himself, he'll do his best to preserve the lives of his teammates. Due to his dislike of conflict, he'll also try to find the quickest way to secure victory and end the battle.
Likes:
- Time alone. Ludrix likes to be alone, as it gives him a feeling of completion and time to reflect.
- Praise. As his insecure nature would suggest, being praised for his actions makes him feel important to others in some way.
- Classical music. It makes him feel relaxed and in control for brief amounts of time, so he likes listening to orchestral pieces, operas and symphonies.
Dislikes:
- Cruelty. Ludrix can't stand to see someone enforce punishment or pain without need.
- Loud noise. Any noises above a certain level that don't originate from an orchestra will drive him insane.
- Sweets. He's always paranoid about the kind of bad things one could contract from overindulging on sweets and calories, and so is hesitant to eat anything sweet.
Motivations:
- Becoming stronger. To become the kind of person he currently fakes himself as is the kind of man he wants to truly become.
- To see the world. He's always been curious of the world and what there is to explore, but he's currently too scared to take the first step alone.
- To be remembered. He doesn't want to fade away into the unknown without being remembered for something. He wants to do something notable that no one will forget.
Fears:
- Mottephobia. Ludrix is terrified of moths to no end, to the point he will do anything to kill one in the most savage and brutal way possible.
- Blades. Ludrix doesn't like anything bladed, and the feeling that comes with being cut. As such, he avoids blades adamantly whenever possible.
- Darkness. Ludrix is afraid of being shrouded in the dark. The thought that something could be lurking is enough to make him start shaking and quivering.
General Appearance
Height: 6'0"
Weight: 175 lbs
Hair: Black and left mostly unkempt aside from a quick ruffle in the morning.
Eyes: Red.
Skin Tone: Light.
Appearance: Ludrix, standing at 6 feet tall with ebony black hair and burning crimson eyes, is one who prefers to dress humbly. He can never be found without his red and white jacket over top a plain black shirt. He wears black pants and has red and white running shoes covering his feet. On his head he likes to wear a plain white and red cap to complete his appearance.
Guild/Council
Guild: Fairy Tail
Tattoo: Ludrix's tattoo is on his left hand, colored red.
Rank: D
