Name:
Kaoru Matsuoka
Gender:
Male
Age:
19
Birthday:
February 17th
Sexuality:
Heterosexual
Special Characteristics:
Besides a few scars on his back Kaoru has unusually sharp teeth, similar to a shark what most which often makes him seem alarming to most people.
Personality:
Kaoru is very strong-willed; his will is strong, as is his soul, like a wounded soldier, he will trudge onward until his dying breath. Never, giving up no matter what job is thrown his way, which is why so many people look up to him as a strong person.
Protective; if he cares for you, he will defend you at all costs, even if it kills him, whatever it takes for you to live on he will do, or to make you happy, he will do whatever he can.
Fearless; he sees himself as indestructible, invincible. there is little with the capacity to hold him back.
Passionate; deeply fervent with his feelings, he possesses a profound intensity that is often startling, when he shows you who he really is. Usually not liking to show his loving side.
Merciful; while he is more than capable of holding a grudge, his heart is surprisingly soft. He shows sympathy toward those who ask for it, or for others who deserve it.
Resilient; he has been through hell and back more than once. When he falls, he rebirths from the ashes again, acting as if nothing from before happened.
Benevolent; despite being untamed and brash, he handles those he cares for with tenderness. A gentle giant.
Courageous; he wants to be the hero. He may not be as fearless as he pretends to be, but he shows great resilience in the face of danger, especially if others are by his side. Other than that, he lives for the cheers of his guild when bringing down the boss on a job.
Heathen; lacking strict principles, he speaks with a brash tongue, brazen and rough around the edges. Making him seem like a very rude, cocky young man.
Self-loathing; he is a forgiving man, but not to himself. He is unable to let go of his past failures. In his own eyes, he is nothing more than a monster. Which when being alone he is very insecure about himself, and usually pushes himself in the roughest ways to make himself better, and to get rid of his past failures.
Reckless; impulsively careless, he is prone to making rash decisions with little regard for the consequences, which is why he gets himself and his guild into trouble so often.
Confrontational; he has no fear in speaking his mind. If he's got a problem with you, you'll know fast, which is why so many people in his guild title him as the ‘cocky one’.
Hotheaded; rash and reckless, he is quick to lose his temper, especially if you try to make him upset in away.
Prideful; it often prevents from getting the help he needs. He will carelessly swat the helping hand away, even if he can't stand on his own, he doesn’t like to seem weak.
Headstrong; stubborn and obstinate, once his mind is made up, it isn't going to change. Save your breath. He likes learning the hard way, and if you do change his mind, then you are obviously very scary in his eyes.
Prone to jealousy; he often bites his tongue, but it's painfully obvious how he broods when his object of affection is receiving attention from another.
Likes:
Being the hero; he tends to villainise himself, but deep down, all he wants is to be the knight in shining armour, just for a chance to shine in his guild.
Thunderstorms; the soft roll of thunder in the distance. sleeping with the sound of rain on the roof. Who wouldn't be relaxed by this.
Strong liquor; the stronger the beer, the less he feels, the more he can forget. He's rarely sober, in the guild and whenever he isn't it's actually quite rare.
Fighting for a cause; he needs something to fight for, to fill the void of hollowness in his spirit, or he loses motivation to go on in life. So if something is brought up in the guild, that catches his attention, he will go alone to do whatever he can.
Dislikes:
Himself; it's his fault. everything is his fault. It's always his fault, at least that's what he thinks, due to his past.
When people stare; it's rude and it pisses him the hell off. End of story.
Broken promises; he is a man of his word, and while he may be morally conflicted, oaths are sacred to him. So he probably won't forgive you, EVER if you decide to break a promise.
Admitting defeat; he doesn't know when to ask for mercy. He struggles letting go, and unresolved problems often become fixations. So in a battle between somebody stronger than him, it's rare for him to admit defeat.
Motivations:
To make others proud; he doesn't like to be looked down on, and it's practically his lifes work to become stronger and make others proud of him. He was looked down on so much as a kid, and often fought of himself as a failure, and he wants to change that.
To be known; he wants to be known by others as a powerful wizard, to be looked up like any S class wizard would be. Not in a famous way, more in a heroic way. Also due to his past, he failed as a hero and wants to fix that.
Food; yes, his motivation is food. He can sometimes be bribed easily with food, which is why he'll do anything to get a good meal at the end of the day. None the less, he never once gains a single pound, no matter how much he eats.
Fears:
Somebody telling him it's his fault; this is probably his biggest of all fears, because it reminds him of his past, and of the people he wanted to make proud that looked down on him so much.
Loosing somebody; when somebody that he considers a friend walks away, or moves on to heaven, it's also something he fears. Probably, because he doesn't like to be alone either and prefers company.
Darkness; he was kept locked up in a dark room for most of his life, he doesn't want to go through that again.
General Appearance
Height:
6'2
Weight:
180lbs
Hair:
Red brownish, long, just hangs over his ears.
Eyes:
Crimson red.
Skin Tone:
A healthy pale.
Appearance:
Kaoru is a very tall well fit man, dressed in either jeans on sweats depending on his mood, sometimes he will come to the guild hall shirt-less, quite confident with his well toned body.
Guild/Council
Guild:
Ruin Knights
Tattoo:
Black; seats just on the left side of his chest.
Rank:
D
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