Amhal

Name: Amhal
Gender: Male
Age: 17
Birthday: He doesn't remember.
Sexuality: straight
Special Characteristics:
A small cross shaped scar is at his left cheek.
He got a tattoo(Looks like a seal) at his lower back.

Personality:
Amhal would categorize himself as weirdo. He's trying to keep smiling whatever happens to apear like
an optimistic person. But his only desire is to be part of a community and get accepted like he is. He is often lost in his
own thoughts, thinking and asking about himself:"How should i act like? What's important? What would have happened if i
said something else? How would the world be without me? Why ......." He is insecure while speaking to other people and hides
behind a smile. Often he is enjoying to be alone. When watching the gras growing, the clouds flowing above the blue sky or
just waiting for the time to pass by, he is finally able to order his wild thoughts and find peace. But it won't last long. The
lonlyness will come and make things even worse then befor. At these times Amhal tries to distract himself by starting to train
hard. He won't stop even if his body cries in pain because accepting to be alone hurts even more. Amhal wasn't ever able to make any friends.
When it comes to fighting his mood and entire personality changes at once. He becomes dead serious and concentrated. His self-confidence
is raised and all the weird thoughts swirling around his head are focused at surviving. Amhal decided, even if he is suffocating
in painfull thoughts, he can't just die!

Likes:
-being alone to order his thoughts
-things that taste sour because they let him smile
-train all night to distract himself
-getting along with people because he wants to make friends

Dislikes:
-having a crowd of unknown people around himself because it makes him feel uncomfortable
-evil big monster/animals because his village was almost entirely destroyed by a big monster
-damage to innocent and senseless destruction because it is senseless
-barbers because he can't let a person with a sharp blade near his head

Motivations:
The only thing motivating and holding him alive at the moment are the last words of his parents befor they died: "Become happy in life!".
He doesn't think of himself as happy at the moment.

Fears:
-needles because he can't handle to watch people damaging his body(medical needles)
-to ever give up on himself because he thinks, if he looses himself he doesn't got anything left to care for in life
-death because he won't be able to fulfill the last wish of his parrents ("Become happy in life!")


General Appearance

Height: 180 cm
Weight: 83 kg
Hair: Wild long and black hair reaching down to his waist, don't ever visit barber
Eyes: grey, but whenever he gets happy his eyes turn into a deep blue(he doesn't know that)
Skin Tone: light
Appearance:
Due to numerous training sessions he got muscles all over his body, but he is often covered in bruises and scratches because he is overdoing it.
Amhal got broad shoulders and a slim figure.
He wears a blue jacket without any pockets, a collar and with a button closure, long black pants lying tightly around his legs,but not as tight as to limit his movements and a pair of brown sandals on his feets almost all the time. Sometimes he wears a simple dark blue sleeveless shirt without any design and
light blue jeans. In his free time he also walks around without any shoes at his feets.

Guild/Council

Guild: Lamia Scale
Tattoo: His tattoo is yellow and in the middle of his chest
Rank: D Rank

What bad experiences? Evaluate this please.

Why is he afraid of needles, why is he afraid to give up on himself?

Add at least one or two more fears and reasons why he is afraid of them.

How long is his hair, if he has never been to a barber than at least give a figure estimation like is it down to his waist, halfway down his back, down to his knee caps, you know just a reference point.

Almost all the time, what is he wearing the rest of the time? Also please get into a bit more detail into what type of clothing he is wearing.

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bump :D

.......... *waits patiently*

-What was the last wish his parents had?

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I thought it would be enough, if its written in motivations but now its in fears, too, so bump :D

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