Apparently, Gren’s brother actually owned a series of night clubs, and the one in the picture was merely the most recent. Though Cael had taken a different path than Gren, he had managed to make just as much of a name for himself. She teasingly expressed an interest in going to visit the man to get better acquainted with him and to check out his business establishments, and Gren gave his blessing so long as Mercury didn’t reveal anything about Gren’s resurgence, as that was his own responsibility. He did warn her to be careful though, as Cael apparently had a knack for talking women out of their pants in no time flat even back as a teenager. “It’s certainly not a problem, though I admit most days I prefer to be more of a challenge than anything else. But, I’m not against the idea of having my pants charmed off. If I decide to take a trip, though, I promise not to say anything that’s not my business to share. Most likely I’d wait until after you had the chance to see him first, anyway.”
As he could probably surmise already, Mercury was almost insufferably good with keeping secrets and withholding information. But truthfully, the situation would probably be much simpler if Cael had already reunited with his brother, not only because that would keep Mercury from having to deceive him in any form, but also because it would give her a reliable opening to catch the man’s interest and hopefully keep her company long enough to have some fun, whether sexually or not.
She opened up a little bit on how things worked between herself and Vandrad, if only to brush off the question regarding her family. Gren was rather amused at the notion that Mercury had made herself a rather stubborn force in Vandrad’s life, which earned him a cheeky grin. But the light hearted conversation only lasted so long as Mercury finally asked the question that had been burning in her head for quite some time, now. She knew it was a heavy question, one that probably wouldn’t have the most easy of answers, but unfortunately she simply couldn’t keep herself from asking it. For a woman whose whole world revolved around science and the inherent laws of nature and physics, the idea that someone could return from the dead simply didn’t add up. To her credit, Mercury did try to keep the conversation light, adding a little bit of humor and scandalous flirtation at the end in an attempt to keep the edge off, for what it was worth.
And Gren seemed to appreciate that, smirking and assuring her that there was still plenty of time for her to take her panties off if she wanted, which he wouldn’t complain about. She shot him a mischievous grin, but otherwise said nothing… though her mind was certainly churning on the subject with a devious little idea.
But first, came the answer to his question. He assured her that he really had died, causing Mercury to momentarily forget about her food. Her brows furrowed further with interest and she leaned forward, shifting a bit to make herself more comfortable in her seat as she gave him her full attention, her hands crossed gently on top of the table. He explained that when Mythal was a teenager, Faera had attempted to gain control of him and had been at least partially successful. During that time, she’d managed to set the house on fire, and unfortunately he hadn’t made it out in time. He’d woke up in Kingdom Darkness, where the goddess had managed to trap him as retribution for Gren’s interference in getting Mythal as an infant. For years she’d held the man hostage, dealing him all manner of abuse to make herself feel better, and Gren had accepted that that was simply going to be his existence for the eternity of his after life.
However, it appeared that there was a loophole that could be exploited. Supposedly, the Order had known a bit more about Faera’s kingdom and how it worked than even the goddess did, or at least in one specific department. Gren’s spirit, while trapped, was not cemented to the place. All it had taken was having someone who was willing to switch places with him, which sounded like a raw deal to Mercury but apparently someone had insisted. Plus, it wasn’t like Gren had gotten any say in the matter, given that he hadn’t learned about any of it until after it had already happened. The knowledge still haunted him, it seemed, as he poked at his food and openly admitted how much it bothered him to know that someone was in there serving his own sentence. The man had apparently been sick with an incurable illness and wanted his dying act to be something that made a good impact on the rest of the world. It was a choice that Chishan hadn’t been very fond of, though apparently his wife was more inclined to be okay with such decisions, which didn’t surprise Mercury in the slightest. Zifu had painted a bit of a target on her back with the Xocili. Perhaps not as big of one as others in the past, but it was still there.
Mercury had been fully enraptured in his story, her expression even and unreadable, even during the parts where he’d admitted about being tortured. While most other people might have winced or gasped or shown some kind of emotion, Mercury had no such inclinations. She knew all too well what that kind of life was like, and there was no amount of pity or compassion from other people that would do anything to fix or even lessen that kind of pain. That, and she had simply been subject to so much abuse and trauma in her own life that hearing about other’s experiences with similar things simply didn’t affect her like it would someone who hadn’t been desensitized to it already. So, she made no comments, no interruptions, gave him no pitious or sorrowful glances -- merely listened in astute, respectful silence as he opened up about the deeper trauma of his death and subsequent rebirth.
Which was quickly followed up with a return to her prior flirtation, as he rounded everything up by summizing that, while he had died, it hadn’t quite been in the same fashion that most did, which thus allowed him the chance to be back in the world of the living, wondering what color her underwear was. Mercury had actually been so focused on his tale that for once she wasn’t quite ready when he came back at her with the teasing. She blinked for a moment as if caught off guard before a small laugh sprang from her lips. “Well, I’m nothing if not thoughtful. Who knows? Play your cards right and maybe you'll get to see them yourself.”
Mercury gave him a sly smirk, but it lasted only a moment before she clearly became wrapped up once more in thought over all he had said to her. “I’m going to be honest, I still don’t think I fully understand, but… I’m not sure there’s really anything that can be done about that. See, in my culture we don’t have anything like gods or demons. It’s actually one of the bigger things I’ve been struggling to understand since coming to Ishgar, because there just is no equivalent to it where I was raised. It was, and in some ways still is, a completely foreign concept to me, all the worship and spirituality, different realms that seem to exist like… outside this one, but not in the sense that they’re simply in another content or something. Science is the only thing we really had, so the existential has been a bit rough for me to grasp.”
She shrugged. This was a matter she saw no harm in speaking about, as there were a great deal of countries and people on Earthland that believed all manner of different things, so it wasn’t so far-fetched to suggest that she simply hadn’t been raised to believe in or really understand the supernatural. The only thing she could safely conclude was that magic had been involved in some fashion, but even that sounded ludicrous. There was nothing more permanent than death, and the thought that there were forced out there that could cheat it both fascinated and intimidated her.
What was more, Mercury wasn’t entirely sure what to say to him after all that. If he was anything like Vandrad, he probably didn’t expect her to say anything at all, but even to a woman that made it a point not to bond too much with anyone around her, even she couldn’t help but feel the need to respect him with some kind of reaction. Particularly when he had just opened up about something deeply personal, despite how much she’d been deflecting his own questions about her this entire time. “I can’t imagine the strength it would take to do what that man did, particularly for a stranger. They must have thought you were pretty important to go to such lengths to save you. I admit, I probably would be pretty torn up about it in your shoes. That kind of compassion is… well, I’m sure it’s not very easy to accept or make peace with. I had a hard enough time with Themmy tossing clothing and a house at me, so someone offering their own life up for mine would be a difficult pill to swallow. I’d probably never understand it, even if I spent my whole life analyzing it.”
There was no but to her ruminations. Mercury wasn’t about to try to make him find some kind of peace with the man’s choice, or to try to put him at ease over his struggle with it. In a way, trying to do so would be almost insulting to the man’s act, like it would cheapen his sacrifice. Making any kind of suggestion along those lines in an attempt to cheer him up or lessen the deep impact it had on Gren would have not only been insensitive, it would have been downright rude. So, she wasn’t about to even think about going there. But, she could at least empathize with him on some level, and validate his internal conflict by reassuring him that it wasn’t a simple issue to live with, nor should it be. It certainly wasn’t fair to the man who had given his life in place of Gren’s. Mercury had never known that kind of compassion, and as far as she was concerned she probably never would. In a way, she was envious… but that wasn’t something she could really say, so she didn’t.
“I’m glad that you at least seem to be making the most of it as best as you can, though, despite how bitter I’m sure it is to live with. Sometimes, that’s all we can do… just play with the hands we’re dealt and hope we can find a way to make some kind of meaning or substance out of it before we run out of chances to live. Regret is an awful feeling, and I try to avoid it where I can. I can’t say I’ve always made great choices, but… once an opportunity for something passes me by, I may not get it back, yknow? I guess you know more than most just how quickly it can all go to shit and be lost in the blink of an eye, and then that’s it. Not everyone appreciates what they have, nor how much is sometimes sacrificed for them to have it. I guess what I’m trying to say is, I’m glad that you don’t have to stay hidden anymore. I’m glad you got a second chance, whether fairly or not, and that you have the freedom now to make up for the time you were robbed of.”
Mercury hadn’t really been looking at him through most of her words, her eyes lost in a mixture of thought and reflection. It was perhaps a bit more telling about herself than she normally would have liked, but… well, similarly to his son, it seemed that Gren’s moment of deeper honesty had the power to draw out such moments from herself, if not so openly. She didn’t say as much, but there was no mistaking that she was no stranger to hardship, perhaps even abuse, and that her view of life was so bleak and practical that she’d simply learned to handle it one day at a time, making the best of things where she could and finding pleasure in whatever simple thing happened to present itself before she was left with nothing at all.
She looked up at him then with a small smile, the look in her emerald eyes far more genuine and soft than what she normally expressed. “Thank you for sharing your story with me, Gren.” | |