When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Name: Katyusha Morozov
Nickname: Zima
Nickname: Sasha Tolstoy
Gender: Female
Age: In her twenties
Birthday: Forgotten
Sexuality: Aromantic
Special Characteristics: Zima has a Russian accent. She is covered in tattoos.
Personality:
I am crazy... to put it mildly. Chuckles. But I am more so scary than I am crazy... if I say so myself. I can distinguish good from evil, but why should I? I know I am hurting people, but I don't care. No, now I am lying... I do CARE, I really do because I relish in it. When someone's life force drains out of their bodies when you can see it in their eyes, as you push your knife into someone's abdomen again and again and again and again and again... I got carried away there, Chuckles. They don't always scream... most are silent, trying to realize that they are being stabbed and that they are DYING! I don't always go around killing, at times I simply don't care about it. I have that often you know, I basically feel dead at those times... Can't help but wonder if I am actually already dead... but in a way animated back to life? I know I am not human, and no not because I 'behave like a monster', but because I AM a monster.
When you meet me you do not know what you will get. I can be nice, an act would be more appropriate to say, if that suits me. I can be uncaring. Or I can be extremely happy, I'll let you figure out if that is true or an act. Chuckles. Perhaps I act flirty or maybe I stab you. Raises shoulders, I don't know. I do know, and keep this to heart (unlike my blade, if you are smart) that I am deceitful and you should not trust me. Be on your guard. We can be temporally allies until I decide I want to kill you.
Do I really need to talk about how I am in combat? Sighs, well I am ALIVE when I am in a fight. If you had not guessed that already, roles eyes, it's like murder but this time with the possibility that I get killed as well! What? Why shouldn't that make me feel happy? IT IS THRILLING! Anyways, I start blasting; with pistols, rifles and grenades.
Traits:
ΦLow Arousal - Zima suffers from a condition that makes it difficult for her to get excited for things, and seeks excitement through excessive activities such as aggression and violence. The mayhem she creates help her to sustain attention and low reactivity to suffering often leads to excessive violence and cruelty. When he is hunting the beasts of the forest or humans of the cities. The kick from the adrenaline makes him feel alive in his undead state of being.
ΦDeceitful - Zima is a devious person, she cares little about her reputation and therefore doesn't mind to cross an employer for better gains or just for a more fun on the job.
ΦNo regard for safety - Zima doesn't care about self-preservation and does dangerous things for the thrill. Life-threatening actions are riveting.
ΦNo remorse - Zima has no regard for the lives of other people, whenever it happens as collateral damage, an assignment or just for the hell of it.
Likes:
ΦExplosions - The sudden flash, the shockwave and lingering heat that follows, exciting isn't?
ΦChaos - Discord is the natural state of being, it is the purest state and allows beings to rise to greatness; unhindered by the chains of the establishment.
ΦGuns - Bringers of death and destruction, is there any more reason to have a love for them?
Dislikes:
ΦThe Established Order - The order created by man is an artificial construct that keeps everyone from achieving their potential; to keep their monsters at bay.
ΦOthers - Human's are annoying.
ΦSerenity - Quietness is deafening, order is deviant to the natural course.
Motivations:
ΦSeeking Thrill - To feel alive on must feel the adrenaline run through their veins.
ΦHappiness - To keep the kindling feeling of glee persist.
ΦImmorality - "madness is like gravity... all it takes is a little push"
Fears:
ΦDepleted Munition - No more shoot shoot, what life is that?
ΦReality - This is fine, this is fine.
ΦThe creator - Afraid that the Creator shall toss her aside for a different character.
General Appearance
Height: 1.68m
Weight: 63kg
Hair: Long hair in colour ash blonde, sometimes gray or white
Eyes: Azure and sometimes red
Skin Tone: Pale
Appearance:
Guild: Hidden Blades
Tattoo: On her left shoulder
Tattoo colour: Black
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