Mona

DEMOGRAPHICS:
✹ NAME: Monika 'Mona' Faar
✹ GENDER: She/her/hers
✹ AGE: 22
✹ BIRTHDAY: 1/31
✹ SEXUALITY: Bisexual

SPECIAL CHARACTERISTICS:
Nothing (for now...)

PERSONALITY:
✹ Astute: Mona is painfully observant and thorough. She analyzes others quickly and makes assumptions quickly (also applies to herself). She’s the type to evade a con artist (or ruin her own surprise birthday party). She’s also hypercritical of herself and others (with more forgiveness), setting impossible standards and expectations. To others she might just be a judgmental perfectionist. Really just the matter of perspective if you ask her.
✹ Austere: Cordially treats others upon a first meeting, saving her truer feelings—judgements, etc.—for herself or those she trusts. Always ‘pleasant’ to chat with, even when her words are buttered. Has a certain ability to deliver a backhanded compliment, all while you feel bad to question her ‘good’ intentions.
✹ Part-time amnesiac: While it appears that she has all of her memories, long and short-term, she has a certain sadness about her. Can commonly be seen trying to remember something. Something she lost…? Déjà vu? Something that reminds her of…? Memories that aren’t hers, not entirely.
✹ Private: Mona seems reserved, which is partly true. Lonesome by nature, she trusts slowly, and especially with strangers, seems shy or meek. Not that she is though—quite the contrary, she is often chatty and lively, just also a chronic introvert. With her friends, she’s quite the comedian.
✹ Shrewd: Pausing to think before she speaks, micromanaging her disposition. By the way she acts, it’s clear she is overly mindful of her actions. When she acts, she does so deliberately, even if against her own wishes. Though if you know her well enough, her eyes betray her true feelings…

LIKES:
✹ “Cold nights and an open hearth: bad wine and good company.”
✹ “Hot gossip and sweet nothings: secrets and the joy of over-sharing.”
✹ “Close friends and cherished memories: acts of service and quality time.”

DISLIKES:
✹ “Dim lanterns and snuffed flames: ashen smells and white smoke.”
✹ “The smell of iron: flashes of reflected light.”
✹ “Not remembering: why can't I remember?”

MOTIVATIONS:
✹ Completionist: Mona needs to prove to herself that she follows through on her convictions; both to feel skilled enough and to avoid feeling ashamed from giving up.
✹ Moral superiority: Mona feels deeply that she's evil, a fraud, etc., and must continuously prove herself (to herself).
✹ Self-fulfillment: In Mona's opinion, there is a great “blank” in her future. Lack of purpose guides her to see what makes her fulfilled, happy, and productive.
✹ “What feels right:” Perhaps from Mona needing to feel moral (or to be right) and the general aimlessness she’s recently been stricken with—she will do what feels needs to be done in the moment. She's a chronic problem solver.

FEARS:
✹ Forgetting: No, not again!!
✹ Imposter syndrome: Being insecure in her morals and identity, she fears being exposed (whether it’s for a true reason or not).
✹ Loss of control: For someone who grips desperately at the small things she is able to control—hair color, organization, etc.—the loss of perceived control is a large fear.


APPEARANCE:
✹ HEIGHT: 5’9”
✹ WEIGHT: While on the athletic/muscular side, it varies, as any person’s does: around 175lbs.
✹ HAIR: 4B and dark brown
✹ EYES: Dark hazel, almost black
✹ SKIN TONE: Umber, with cool undertones

REFERNCE:

GUILD/COUNCIL:
✹ GUILD: Uhhh
✹ TATTOO: Silver-blue, on the back of her left hand.

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