Since her arrival at the facility she later met Ruvel at she always believed that, that would be the place she would do something wrong and die due to punishment or would fail and be killed due to not being of use. She had no idea that this would send her back to the realm she was originally from as she could only ever remember the small area of the guild she was raised in. She had no idea what they where doing and why it was so painful, why many came and soon were never to be seen or heard from again. They weren't strong enough physically for the harsh training, experiments and treatment they where given on a day to day basis and those that had been often had their brains fried from the mass amount of information forced into them while the rested. It was a harsh existence but they thought that what they were going through was normal, that they had to go through it to make the world purer so the gods could return and remake utopia. For this they had to suffer so pampered gods could do better second time round. It had never sat well with anyone within the family but it wasn't as if they could have argued, that came with harsh punishments, harsher and extended training which no one wanted. So much time had passed since then and where she wished she could remember why she was exiled from the place she called home to the hell she was made to live in all she came up with was blanks. They had stolen everything from her, she knew that and it made her heart both want revenge but ache. She knew why she felt the anger at least in part, the heartache this was something she couldn't comprehend.
This is when she decided to get the bright idea to go back to the place it all began, back to the mysterious canyon. The location of the once feared dark guild called Cor Torva, but as she got to the entrance she felt a twinge of hesitation, fear almost. She knew it was stupid the chances of the guild still being around was slim and even if it was there was perhaps only one person that could match her blow for blow, well that's if their big brother didn't get involved. Taking a deep breath she entered the canyon and moved towards the now destroyed guild hall. "Well there goes my chance to find answers." she muttered to herself, her blood ruby orbs looking around the rubble at the would be front door in the hopes of finding a way inside. She was even questioning what the hell she was thinking, this place had turned her and many others into living weapons while making them do cruel and often inhumane tasks. Still she had holes in her memory and to her knowledge this place was the best bet in finding the answers she was seeking. She had let Ruvel know that she may not be turning up even if he was in danger due to going to the Mysterious Canyon, her contract hadn't been made when Cirven and Ruvel had been here originally before Ruvel became a member of the family he had now; so didn't believe Ruvel would tell Cirven where she had went. Little did she know how wrong she was as the moment she had given him the message Ruvel tracked down Cirven and told him exactly what she had told him. Eventually she found a small opening and squeezed through it moving into the main hall, had she been anyone else her steps would have echoed but the place was eerily quiet within the darkness.
This is when she decided to get the bright idea to go back to the place it all began, back to the mysterious canyon. The location of the once feared dark guild called Cor Torva, but as she got to the entrance she felt a twinge of hesitation, fear almost. She knew it was stupid the chances of the guild still being around was slim and even if it was there was perhaps only one person that could match her blow for blow, well that's if their big brother didn't get involved. Taking a deep breath she entered the canyon and moved towards the now destroyed guild hall. "Well there goes my chance to find answers." she muttered to herself, her blood ruby orbs looking around the rubble at the would be front door in the hopes of finding a way inside. She was even questioning what the hell she was thinking, this place had turned her and many others into living weapons while making them do cruel and often inhumane tasks. Still she had holes in her memory and to her knowledge this place was the best bet in finding the answers she was seeking. She had let Ruvel know that she may not be turning up even if he was in danger due to going to the Mysterious Canyon, her contract hadn't been made when Cirven and Ruvel had been here originally before Ruvel became a member of the family he had now; so didn't believe Ruvel would tell Cirven where she had went. Little did she know how wrong she was as the moment she had given him the message Ruvel tracked down Cirven and told him exactly what she had told him. Eventually she found a small opening and squeezed through it moving into the main hall, had she been anyone else her steps would have echoed but the place was eerily quiet within the darkness.