Sakura Kisagami

Aoi wrote:(Note: This is replacing my current character and am aware this uses the one free change.)

Name: Sakura kisagami
Gender: Female
Age: 16
Birthday: September 13
Sexuality: Pansexual
Special Characteristics: Doll's body: Due to the help of both a mage and master puppeteer, Sakura's soul and life force had been transferred into a magical porcelain doll, allowing them full bodily use of it as if it were a normal body, minus slight restrictions due to the type of limbs they have.

Personality: Blank: Throughout her lifetime as it stood as being someone who treated themselves as though they were a brittle being ready to fall appart at the seams at any moment, Sakura has kept an air of an outter shell to her personality to which she normally can be seen to have at first glance or even first meetings. More to the fact that she has no real desire to push herself into friendships to help assolve those that could get hurt from the effects of her condition. Although in this body the necessity to do so is irrelevant, however it's her habit and varying on her mental state, it becomes more of a necessity to keep herself together and ready to be called upon in a moments notice. Her blank slate is very easy to cross once it comes to engaging her in conversation and once Sakura is able to recognize that her body isn't what it's used to so her fear of making those she's close to upset and depressed no longer exists.

Anything but Normal: Beyond her normal shell, Sakura is as one would describe as myriad of different emotions. She could go from being calm and collected to extremely angry or breaking down in tears with simple key words or phrases. Her fragile state doesn't always present itself, but if a conversation goes deep enough into it, she can snap easily and quickly back into someones face without much consideration and no warning what so ever unless it was seen in small bodily ticks. Her attire choices in comparison to her personality are things that some don't tend to recognize as a fitting type. When she's happy and normal like, her clothing would still reflect something of a Victorian lady, but the need to wear that form of clothing is more necessary to her due to a longing love of that age of clothing combined with the desire to hide her doll like appearance to keep a more human-esque form.

Kind and Generous: When it came to present themselves to people whom have stayed long enough to get through her blank shell, her kinder side makes her seem like a more innocent person from whom she actually is. As it stands in helping others, her generocity jumps in front of her protective shell, always smiling and offering herself to helping someone with an issue they may have. For someone that might end up greeting her after such an instance, her mind set would be to enveloped in her more enjoyed and joyful mood to jump straight back into her shell... Given whomever she met wasn't in some form of rediculous attire or doing something offputting. Then again, that would all vary on the person and situation, so the mystery of any changes would become much more fun.

Friendships: As far as these are concerned, there's no chance that someone can't be viewed a friend in Sakura's eyes. Whether they tend to return the title is variant on the person, however that isn't really her main care. Friends are as good in quantity as they are in quality as each friend can carry themselves useful in special cases if a chance presented themselves. Whether they were weak or strong, good or evil, goofy or serious, and so on. The person whom they are matters not to Sakura so long as the two of them are on good terms. If a person had wanted to refer to her as a toy due to the fact her body resembled and in fact was that of a doll and on the same side of the coin would take a bullet for her, than there's no real rime or reason to deny them the right to take from them what things interested them in the girl in the first place. To Sakura, even an insulting comment in the right context can be considered more of a friendly term of endearment and she wouldn't cast a friends choice to criticize her appearance at all.

Enemies: These are truthfully one of the fewest in things that could ever be attained for her. As much as she is in willing to accept everyone for any fault they have and to ignore the complications of wars and sides being taken in order to breach peace. To add into that, the act of gaining an enemy is still possible and very much a real situation. Enemies though do carry a different merit to her specifically than the traditional sense of the word. All enemies can potentially become allies, or just even useful for bartering in help if the need is that strong, however the problem lies mostly within the act of the person themselves and the degree of reason from which they are labeled an enemy. Enemies for Sakura usually just entail a very sarcastic and snarky personality, a lot of eye rolling, and a lot of uncooperative attitude from her, unless someone were to directly order her to or otherwise so. Enemies in combat deserve the same form of approach as if she'd been on a mission to purge a town from hollows; No mercy and kill them 'til they die!~

Combat: This is more of a tricky topic to be considered. As a person who's never learned to fight, it's not really like Sakura to fight in any fashion. Should she have to? Sure, she'd do it... But it's nothing she would go around to pick fights for. For her friends, she would ask to spar, pick up a few tips and tricks on how she could learn to fight better, however she still does make many amateur mistakes that she could easily die from, or at least lose parts of her artificial body. Because her body is mainly artificial, there's no real fear of dying in the afterlife like she is, so there is always no hesitation when it comes to trying to be hit or blown away by abiltiies. Though in the case of normal combat, there would rather be a peaceful outcome as opposed to absolute bloodshed, but her loyalty would overwrite her own desire for peace if it had meant that much to do so.

Loyalties: The ways from which Sakura keeps her loyalties to is something that first may come across as simple and basic, however given the alignment of her friendships, that could drastically become a large issue within itself. As far as those whom Sakura remains the highest grade of loyalty to are those among the ranks in the guild and the person of whom she considered herself to be eternally loyal to for his efforts in saving her life from having to deal with the issues from which plagued her life among the world of the living. Outside of that, those whom are among the same position she stands in as well as those known to be positives associates with the guild members take precedance in terms of her loyalty. However, should a time come where her friends and those in her ranks put her in a divide.. Well that crossroad would be something that would need to happen to show otherwise.

Likes:

• To be treated normally: Due to her physical appearance, Sakura wants to be treated like she is a normal person and not some object or toy that can talk back.
  
• Making friends: Despite the outer shell she has, there is a deep seated need to want to make friends. With friends, it gives her a sense of comfort and acceptance.
  
• Adjusting to new surroundings: Still getting used to her new body and the things surrounding it, Sakura has found the second point of view in life to be very unique and challenging.
  

Dislikes:

• Being looked down on (metaphorically): Because of the body she's in, she dislikes it when people try to treat her as if she's worth less than a moment of someones time.
  
• Disappointing people: For those she's closer to, letting them down is something she tries her hardest not to do. For her, having to work for the trust and then to lose it seems more of a personal let down than anything else that could be perceived to be.
  
• Betraying trust: When her trust is placed in someone, or vice versa, and it's broken in some way, the results though may vary, would bring about a very angering or depressive mood.
  

Motivations:

• Adjusting to her life: Something that she's looked forward to since she had woken up for the first time since her "transfer" is the idea to view and enjoy another life and embrace both the ups and downs of it.
  
• Developing her magic: In the discovery of her magical prowess, Sakura's goal is to understand and work her magic to the best of her ability and enhance it to be her own.
  
• Making tons of friends: Her next of kin in goals is to make herself as many friends whom accept her for more than just her physical appearance.
  

Fears:

• Becoming an outcast: This fear sits in the back of her mind at all times; the thought that no matter what she does, she'll always be looked down upon like something that doesn't belong and should leave to go die off somewhere else.
  
• Returning to her former body: The idea that she could ever go back to the mortal form of her body and having to endure her former fears frightens her severely, enough to do whatever it took to avoid it.
  
• Watching others suffer: There's nothing scarier to her than to watch someone suffer, even in a way that she'd had started to deal with and the fears she grew up all her life with.
  

General Appearance


Height: 3 feet (90 cm)
Weight: 5 lbs.
Hair: Snow white in color and usually left down.
Eyes: Violet, and becomes red under certain lightings.
Skin Tone: Porcelain, artificially created so it remains completely smooth.
Appearance: Due to the nature from which Sakura takes a form of, her appearance rarely changes from one thing to another, if at all. Her mind is set within a certain frame of choice for attire choices and should she do change them, she would require them to fit into a criteria of her choosing. Whether it was easy or not to come across hadn't minded to her, but she was more of the type to remain within her comfort zone than to go about doing anything else. The artificial parts made for her were of those that had been modeled from her previous body, which allowed for an easier transition from one to another. The only benefit to the ones she uses as compared to the types used for actual toy dolls is that her appendages are ball joints, which allow her to move her arms and legs in ways that allow her to remain fully independent for herself and to be able to function without the need to remain under someones perview.

In part to that, her attire choices are very strict and mainly remain within the same realm of the theme of victorian dresses. Mainly anything with long sleeves and something that can help to cover most if not all of her body is what she prefers to wear. Her decision of dresses over casual wear is to be able to comfortably walk about without much care as to what she would need to worry about with needing to do anything. Not to mention she'd worn them most of her life until her surgeries to undergo the change. Now, as it comes to people whom want to try and help her come to terms with being confident about her appearance, Sakura isn't opposed to trying things out, but the likelihood that she would ever wear them might never happen. She's a creature of habit whom would rather be looked at for being overly dressed as opposed to "that freak with the toy parts", as an example.

Her actual bodily appearance is another astounding aspect. The near exact matching of tones from her old body when looked at her new form is incredibly close to one another. The color tone of the limbs and torso from her new body appears as a more bland ivory tone, however due to the nature of it, it would never diminish or become altered in some way from weathering or otherwise. Another thing notable in her bodily appearance is the lack of a nervous system, even one to say would be made of her magic to help the brain with adjusting to the body normally, this comes more to Sakura's benefit than anything else. The plus side of no pain but the drawback of never being able to really understand what it would feel like to hold something soft or rough, hot or cold, heavy or light can take a toll on her mental state as well. As previously mentioned, her doll like apendages are connected in sockets via ball joints, which allows the users equal if not better reach with their body than one could with a human body, however the only issue with that is the possibility that the joint may pop off. That however requires serious strength or just the right action. The only genuine human part of her left is her head. It still allows her to eat and drink normally, and allows her to retain her own thoughts and dictate her own actions as well because of it. Her eyes are like Rose Quartz colored, and in some cases may become red due to either choice or via an intense anger. Her hair is a snow white color and when left down can reach to her waist in length and the ends layer out in length from the outside towards the center from shortest to longest ends, which even by itself makes it only an inch to two inches shorter. Her general decision is to leave her hair down but maintain it looking nice through brushing it, even if several times a day. If the mood is right, she might do something nice with it as far as styling, but otherwise it's just left to a natural state.


Guild/Council

Guild: Black Rose
Tattoo: Located on the ball joint of the left leg.
Rank: B