Kyoko Shirasaka

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Name: Oumae, Botsu (name meaning to drown, sink)
Gender:  Female, she/they
Age: 17
Birthday: February 21
Sexuality: bi
Special Characteristics: bandage on inner elbow (as if from an IV) dark bags under eyes, always wears socks and never wears shoes. A bit chubby. Really into mythology/ all different sorts of gods and such. Obsessed with "being ethereal/ celestial"

Personality: Botsu is a multi-personality system. Her personalities can be described like the sun and the moon. When she's splitting, it isn't something obvious, it's the slight change in tone, the sharp glances in all directions, it is a soft drift into a familiar but separate mentality. If even in just the slightest way. She lives in her own world, with distorted views of her actual self. She is severely disconnected from most everyone around her, and only connects with people through the idolized image she puts of herself onto the internet. She eats a lot, and is always tired. When she is not sleeping, shes usually sat at her computer, or taking walks. She likes to get lost, she'll sometimes wander around in areas she's never even heard of before, almost like a ghost without a home to haunt. She'll often go off on monologues when talking to people, and comes off as a know-it-all, but in a jaded sort of way. She always has headphones on, and listens to a lot of soft lo-fi indie music. (things like beach house, teen suicide, the smiths etc)

She genuinely does not know what is real and what is fake. Her "moon" personality is sort of like a demi-god, or an archangel. And it's not like shes in a "do-no-wrong" state, it's as if she is a true, human hating angel. Ironically, she also becomes extremely frail because this personality usually comes out when she's on a bender. in her "moon" state, she transcends her ego and becomes omnipresent. When in her "sun" personality, she becomes all ego. Narcissistic, completely full of herself, and unaware of it. These are the times she goes on he monologues. When on the sun like side, she finds it easier to fight when she has to. she still has a great reluctance to, but she has a better chance of saving her ass than if she was in her moon state. It more or less just gives her more of a push, its not like a power or anything, just a state of mind, it doesn't make her stronger at all.  

Botsu tries very hard to avoid physical conflict. She's very passive when it comes to battle, and only fights if she absolutely has to. It may come off as a bit lazy, but she'd rather fight with her words or passive aggression. She has a pretty bitchin' cool sword, with a gold jeweled hilt and serrated base of the blade. [placeholder for when i get around to drawing it] And she also has a lengthy trident in her armory that she saw in a dream once, and it came into her possession through a trade of a rusted swiss army knife. Botsu's fighting style is as flaky and undetermined as her personality, and twice as unstable. When she's able to use her words to defend herself, she might use a very preachy speaking manner. Other times she might seem manipulative, trying to get into the others' head. Maybe she might try to appeal to her opponent, you never really know whats up this girls sleeve. Nevertheless, she rarely succeeds with trying to argue her way out, and usually ends up limping off with her pride dragging alongside her.  


Likes:

• soft, emotional music. Music with lyrics that actually mean something are the only way she can come to grips with her feelings.
  
• spring. Spring is her favorite season, because its just warm enough that she can fall asleep in the grass without getting too hot. (even though she likes every season to be honest)
  
• Technology. Tinkering with computers and whatnot makes her feel smarter, and she just likes the way circuit boards and other computer components look.
  

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Dislikes:

• cold, windy weather. Aggressive wind blowing and knotting up her hair is not her cup of tea, at all really.
  
• bugs. Delusions of bugs crawling all over her have been happening since she was a kid, so she squashes bugs every chance she can get. sorry, little guys, it's nothing personal.
  
• rom-com's. She cant stand cheesy romance's, even ironically. they just suck.
  

Motivations:

• being able to get stronger some day.
  
• being able to overcome everything that's holding her back currently.
  
• the fact that she knows she could stop whenever she wants and just become a NEET, but she still doesn't. and she doesn't really know why.
  

Fears:

• losing her sight or hearing, life would be unbearable without her music or being able to see nature.
  
• hair loss, her hair is her favorite feature, as vain as it is.
  
• bugs, coming back to the delusions she has. they are terrifying and she just can't stand bugs.
  

General Appearance


Height: 5'6
Weight: 155-170 (fluctuates constantly)
Hair: black, shaggy bob, with strait across bangs.
Eyes: green
Skin Tone: pale, freckles
Appearance: chubby, sailor style school uniform. never wears shoes, but always wears socks (thigh highs 80% of the time) black velvet choker, beaded bracelets (usually red) or a hair tie around her wrist. sometimes wears jeans with either a graphic tee or grandpa like sweater or a black turtleneck, but is usually in her school uniform.
Guild/Council: N/A currently

Guild: golden phoenix
Tattoo: left wrist, red
Rank: D  

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