No matter what she did lately? The young woman could not seem to settle down where she was, not without those memories assaulting her mentality and trying to tear her apart. Jiyu worked very hard and was recognized often for her sweat, yet only one man knew the reason behind, heck maybe even he did know why she worked so hard! Simply put Kazehime worked herself until the breaking point so that she never had to think of then torture she had endured for two years. Instead of pushing herself to confront and cope with her past? She ran away in any way she could, went far away as her feet could carry her because she did not want to turn around and confront the monster hugging her from behind. If she stopped, the wind user knew she'd be forced to confront her flaws, her own pain and inability. Jiyu would have none of it! Yet each day running became harder because she had to come home to the exact same place, and it was so different from the life she had lived since she was ten, the conditions she knew how to cope with.
“I kind of miss ships.” But there was no way she was getting the entity most important to her on one of those! He was afraid of heights and got seasick, Jiyu could never ask him to board them, and she could never be away from the feline for long enough to go back to that life herself. Kazehime laughed as she slid down on a bench overlooking the docks in hargeon, gripping the hot chocolate she had gotten earlier. What was she suppose to do? Part of her wanted to wait for her sailing legs, her need to travel, those things to vanish, so she could do more things. Yet another part of her wanted to keep those things alive. “It's so early.” She did not have to decide yet. As it stood right now, she could go on like this for now, nothing was forcing her hand. The young woman yawned, hand nudging the kitsune sleeping beside her, and yes the ace had slept outside on a bench instead of renting a hotel room.
“I kind of miss ships.” But there was no way she was getting the entity most important to her on one of those! He was afraid of heights and got seasick, Jiyu could never ask him to board them, and she could never be away from the feline for long enough to go back to that life herself. Kazehime laughed as she slid down on a bench overlooking the docks in hargeon, gripping the hot chocolate she had gotten earlier. What was she suppose to do? Part of her wanted to wait for her sailing legs, her need to travel, those things to vanish, so she could do more things. Yet another part of her wanted to keep those things alive. “It's so early.” She did not have to decide yet. As it stood right now, she could go on like this for now, nothing was forcing her hand. The young woman yawned, hand nudging the kitsune sleeping beside her, and yes the ace had slept outside on a bench instead of renting a hotel room.