In a bad place

I’m seriously trying not to make this a huge deal, make anyone pity me or think i deserve a real reward for putting up with whatever it is that's happening right now. I’m no more important than any of you and I’m so sorry to all of you who are waiting on me to start/post in our threads. I’m so sorry ):

To any who might be concerned
(and have the patience for my rambling)

Well.. let's start by saying dealing with some stuff I feel like no sixteen year old should be taking on before starting her Junior year. Considering people often have lives and private family related crisis all I can say (or rather all I feel comfortable blurting out) is that I’m going through hell right now and I hope that anyone who may need me understand that. I’m sorry I can’t tell more.

I’m having a harder time than i’d ever think I would unscrambling the words to make this little notice legible; a post seems impossible right now even if i did have the time. I want to be able to keep up with all my topics, omg I really do. I hate going without posting and not maintaining activity with Famine...I love this site and my guild more than you may guess…

However Its occurred that I have to prioritize other crisis’ in my life right now. I think I need to take a step back. I’m not leaving, I’ve come too far for that. I just think i need a break and some time to figure everything out. I’m sure by the time I get in the rhythm of school again and stuff feels more stable I can be around normally. Maybe.

If decisions need to be made IC in the place of BF, I’m setting my Ace in charge of that. Sol’s done a great job keeping things together for me or stepping in when i need him (but don't wear him too thin hahah….) And Sol, any guild decisions have to be taken up with me via skype first if it comes too it. Hopefully not much will happen though. I hope to hear from everyone again 'soon'. :’)

Good luck Ritz! Love you hun <3 Be safe!

I really want to sing Super Survivor right now (I've wanted to for a while, now), but it sounds inappropriate... so I say: good luck and stay safe! We all love our Serpent Queen ^^

It takes a lot to bring a serpent down, and they are survivors. I know you will be able to pull through. I wish you the best and as much speed as needed to set things to the rights.

Be safe and take care. Come back soon!