Name: Hibiscussting (AKA: Whatever her owner calls her. She calls herself Hibi
Gender: Female
Age: Two years and seven months, 27 in human years.
Birthday: August 24th, 2013(I’m putting the year for my own reference)
Sexuality: Straight
Special Characteristics: None, other than that she's a cat.
Personality:
Hibiscussting is insecure about everything and anything she does, questioning every movement and motive and fearing judgement. She tries to appear sassy and in charge at times, but those times are usually to hide the fact she has no confidence in herself whatsoever.
While Hibiscussting's feelings may be as fragile as glass, once she breaks you best be careful where you step. For if she sees the one who broke her as the one who was in the wrong she will lash out with extreme prejudice. And you'll only wish she would have done it with her claws. Because if Hibiscussting has learned anything in her life it is that words can strike deeper than any claw could ever hope to. She’ll either strike you back or perhaps do something worse, as Hibiscussting takes even the smallest insults to heart.
Another facet of Hibiscussting is that she could almost be qualified as a compulsive liar. Almost. Despite Hibiscussting’s love of people who are honest and her wish to be one, Hibi does not really know how to tell the truth, be it to others or herself. She finds it hard to tell the truth because she does not know what the truth is.
Hibiscussting is a she-cat of paradoxes that fit together seamlessly. She is unsure about who she is to her very core, and even the actions she takes, and yet she has a strong will that no one can bend. Her will is strong as steel, and yet the best way to handle it is with the touch as delicate as a feather. She is fragile and yet when broken can leave the deepest cuts in those who hurt her. And when she is in most need of help she pushes those who would help her away.
Hibiscussting can also be quite the stubborn one. When she believes, truly and fully that she is in the right no punishment on heaven on earth can stop her from acting on what she believes is right. However sitting her down and having a rational two-way discussion about her position and reasoning to her why your way is better might work if she senses that you’re actually listening to her side rather than just pushing it aside because you have more power than her and think you can use it to make her do something she doesn’t want to do.
Amusingly enough, this method has never been used on Hibi. Perhaps they assume her stubborn streak is too big to listen to reason, and thus resorted to more and more terrible ways of trying to bend her to their will. Negative reinforcement has never worked on Hibiscussting.
As a leader Hibiscussting would be terrible. She is an extrovert to the extreme, with intense emotional states that can be set off by even a tiny insult. Also, while she might be an extrovert Hibiscussting isn’t exactly one to go about a lot and talk to everyone. Her past painful experiences have made her terrified to reach out again for fear that people will hate the real her.
This may seem like an irrational fear, but considering almost the majority of her clan drove her out whilst in a depressive and irrational state where she only trusted her closest friends, it really isn’t to Hibiscussting.
Hibiscussting, if given the offer to lead, would outright refuse it. Despite the fact that she hates herself she listens to her internal moral compass before any leader. Mostly because all the leaders she’s come across so far in her life have been terrible.
Likes:
Dislikes:
Motivations:
Fears: (What does your character fear in life? Can be phobia or anything else. ) 3 minimum, bullet point them individually, with at least one sentence to describe them.
General Appearance
Height: 8.5 inches
Weight: 9 pounds
Hair: Yellowish and chocolate colored, very fluffy.
Eyes: Green
Skin Tone: Yellowish and chocolate again.
Appearance: Hibiscussting, as her base color has a yellowish cream color. The secondary color of her fur is chocolate, and darker brown patches sporadically patch the chocolate of her fur. Hidden by the bangs upon her forehead is an interesting looking emblem, a circle with two curved prong looking things on the sides.
Guild/Council
Guild: Blue Pegasus
Tattoo: Nowhere
Rank: D rank
Gender: Female
Age: Two years and seven months, 27 in human years.
Birthday: August 24th, 2013(I’m putting the year for my own reference)
Sexuality: Straight
Special Characteristics: None, other than that she's a cat.
Personality:
Hibiscussting is insecure about everything and anything she does, questioning every movement and motive and fearing judgement. She tries to appear sassy and in charge at times, but those times are usually to hide the fact she has no confidence in herself whatsoever.
While Hibiscussting's feelings may be as fragile as glass, once she breaks you best be careful where you step. For if she sees the one who broke her as the one who was in the wrong she will lash out with extreme prejudice. And you'll only wish she would have done it with her claws. Because if Hibiscussting has learned anything in her life it is that words can strike deeper than any claw could ever hope to. She’ll either strike you back or perhaps do something worse, as Hibiscussting takes even the smallest insults to heart.
Another facet of Hibiscussting is that she could almost be qualified as a compulsive liar. Almost. Despite Hibiscussting’s love of people who are honest and her wish to be one, Hibi does not really know how to tell the truth, be it to others or herself. She finds it hard to tell the truth because she does not know what the truth is.
Hibiscussting is a she-cat of paradoxes that fit together seamlessly. She is unsure about who she is to her very core, and even the actions she takes, and yet she has a strong will that no one can bend. Her will is strong as steel, and yet the best way to handle it is with the touch as delicate as a feather. She is fragile and yet when broken can leave the deepest cuts in those who hurt her. And when she is in most need of help she pushes those who would help her away.
Hibiscussting can also be quite the stubborn one. When she believes, truly and fully that she is in the right no punishment on heaven on earth can stop her from acting on what she believes is right. However sitting her down and having a rational two-way discussion about her position and reasoning to her why your way is better might work if she senses that you’re actually listening to her side rather than just pushing it aside because you have more power than her and think you can use it to make her do something she doesn’t want to do.
Amusingly enough, this method has never been used on Hibi. Perhaps they assume her stubborn streak is too big to listen to reason, and thus resorted to more and more terrible ways of trying to bend her to their will. Negative reinforcement has never worked on Hibiscussting.
As a leader Hibiscussting would be terrible. She is an extrovert to the extreme, with intense emotional states that can be set off by even a tiny insult. Also, while she might be an extrovert Hibiscussting isn’t exactly one to go about a lot and talk to everyone. Her past painful experiences have made her terrified to reach out again for fear that people will hate the real her.
This may seem like an irrational fear, but considering almost the majority of her clan drove her out whilst in a depressive and irrational state where she only trusted her closest friends, it really isn’t to Hibiscussting.
Hibiscussting, if given the offer to lead, would outright refuse it. Despite the fact that she hates herself she listens to her internal moral compass before any leader. Mostly because all the leaders she’s come across so far in her life have been terrible.
Likes:
- True friends, one she can be herself with no matter what and not be hated.
- Honest people with good hearts.
- Healers, they always seem to be nicer than most people.
Dislikes:
- There is no one that Hibi hates more than herself. It could even be said that not even those who hate Hibi enough to kill her hate her as much as she herself does.
- Deceptive people, Hibi is often times perceptive enough to figure out what their game is. Even if she doesn’t discover it immediately she will one day. And when that day comes… Its kind of a good thing Hibi has a spell that can produce prozac for her.
- Obeying leaders who only use their position of power as a reason she should listen to every single thing they say.
Motivations:
- To be loved, this is all Hibi truly desires out of life, to have someone truly love her, flaws and all.
- To be seen, once upon a time Hibi wanted this to be everyone and anyone she interacted with, but nowadays all Hibi really wants is just a few friends she can trust to truly be seen around and not be hated for her true self.
- To find out who she truly is is another motivation, having sort of forgotten who she was a long time ago while trying to lie about who she was in order to please others, which only made them hate the fake version of her.
Fears: (What does your character fear in life? Can be phobia or anything else. ) 3 minimum, bullet point them individually, with at least one sentence to describe them.
- Being judged, she has an unfortunate habit of lying constantly to try and hide her true self. She tries not to lie, but has been hurt in the past by allowing people to see her actual self, so she’s scared to not lie.
- Being a liar for all of time. Hibi has a tendency to lie. A lot. She’s afraid she’ll never be able to stop.
- Never knowing who she truly is, or liking herself. Hibi has lied for so long to herself and the people around her that she has forgotten who she actually is, and what little she does know she hates. She fears hating herself for the rest of her life and beyond.
General Appearance
Height: 8.5 inches
Weight: 9 pounds
Hair: Yellowish and chocolate colored, very fluffy.
Eyes: Green
Skin Tone: Yellowish and chocolate again.
Appearance: Hibiscussting, as her base color has a yellowish cream color. The secondary color of her fur is chocolate, and darker brown patches sporadically patch the chocolate of her fur. Hidden by the bangs upon her forehead is an interesting looking emblem, a circle with two curved prong looking things on the sides.
Guild/Council
Guild: Blue Pegasus
Tattoo: Nowhere
Rank: D rank
