Shinra noted that he had stepped on a land mine. Shinra began internally cursing himself that he would not bring that topic up again. He looked ahead through the thick forest, his ears keenly listened to what his ally had to say. Truly it was a tragic story...to have lost so many.....Shinra knew the pain of loss all too well, yet he also knew that he would never be able to feel what Apollo was feeling. With a grim nod, Shinra took in Apollos word politely. A magic designed to protect...truly it was admirable, Shinra's magic specialized in destroying, and taking things.
"When I meet someone... I always hold them with respect... Though they may be a thief, a knight, a mage.....even a dark mage.... I hold everyone with an amount of respect..... even the lowest of scum needs a sliver of respect... you my comrade.... I must say that my respect for has elevated." Shinra spoke in a tired weary voice, his tone was not insulting....he sounded more like a old man, bent and withered like an old willow tree. His eyes dulled as if he had seen too much, and began to realize he knew too less....for a brief moment Shinra seemed timeless...old beyond his physical apperance...
"You know what they say comrade....the best offense....is the best defense....also...I do not think you are cursed... though this may be selfish of me....but at the very least....you felt love from your dear one that have passed away... something tells me....perhaps it the spirits.... beyond the turmoil....beyond the grief...beyond the noise... something tells me....your loved ones are resting peacefully..." Shinra continued to speak as his eyes closed, as he listened to the souls within in him speak.
"You must think of me as mad.... but I come from a long line of shamans, priests, and monks.... my friend...I'm sure none of them blame you.... I'm sure they desire for you to keep moving forward.....after all...moving forward is the only direction us vagabonds can go towards..." chuckled Shinra as he opened his eyes and looked at Apollo. His teal eyes began to flicker a warm fiery red, like the the slow dying flames of coal left over by an untended bonfire. Shinra cleared his throat. "Forgive me....It seems that I had spoken out of place....lets talk about something else....I sense someone ahead..... do you mind taking this one... I'm afraid that I've run out of steam due to my arrogance and recklessness... truly I apologize for my weakness." said Shinra as he gave Apollo a bow, he then gestured over to where the enemy was at.
"When I meet someone... I always hold them with respect... Though they may be a thief, a knight, a mage.....even a dark mage.... I hold everyone with an amount of respect..... even the lowest of scum needs a sliver of respect... you my comrade.... I must say that my respect for has elevated." Shinra spoke in a tired weary voice, his tone was not insulting....he sounded more like a old man, bent and withered like an old willow tree. His eyes dulled as if he had seen too much, and began to realize he knew too less....for a brief moment Shinra seemed timeless...old beyond his physical apperance...
"You know what they say comrade....the best offense....is the best defense....also...I do not think you are cursed... though this may be selfish of me....but at the very least....you felt love from your dear one that have passed away... something tells me....perhaps it the spirits.... beyond the turmoil....beyond the grief...beyond the noise... something tells me....your loved ones are resting peacefully..." Shinra continued to speak as his eyes closed, as he listened to the souls within in him speak.
"You must think of me as mad.... but I come from a long line of shamans, priests, and monks.... my friend...I'm sure none of them blame you.... I'm sure they desire for you to keep moving forward.....after all...moving forward is the only direction us vagabonds can go towards..." chuckled Shinra as he opened his eyes and looked at Apollo. His teal eyes began to flicker a warm fiery red, like the the slow dying flames of coal left over by an untended bonfire. Shinra cleared his throat. "Forgive me....It seems that I had spoken out of place....lets talk about something else....I sense someone ahead..... do you mind taking this one... I'm afraid that I've run out of steam due to my arrogance and recklessness... truly I apologize for my weakness." said Shinra as he gave Apollo a bow, he then gestured over to where the enemy was at.