For A Bright Future

First of all, do not compare this to the other farewell messages you have seen recently. I am not here to spread any anger. I am simply here to discuss with you life issues that bring me to make this topic, unfortunately.

When I first joined this site, I knew it was at a bad time, and under a brutal coincidence. My IP was, and still is the same as the accused, and I joined only recently after what you all heard about the accused. Albeit, I was so glad I got to join this community, honestly. No matter how many bad situations have come, I always had hope for this site, and still do. Sure, there are people who have made many mistakes on the site (including me), and sure, there are many things that we can only wish to take back, but you know what? That is life, people. Life is unfair, and eventually, we will lose contact with those we love. Troubles will come that cause such circumstances as leaving the site. I know I have attempted to leave the site simply due to being accused as someone I'm not, but that was probably the most regrettable action I have ever taken.

I love everyone I've met here, no matter how much hatred I've shown amongst you. The day after this topic is submitted, I will be gone with one last hope: no matter what the past has done to your relationships with others, treat them as your equal. Keep your friends close, and your enemies closer. Keep your enemies closer so you can rid of your problems and make them your friends again. If we continue to set our problems aside, FTRP will only become a thousand times better than it already is. No more bad blood! Just learn to respect to each other, and love each other! Chaotic Rumble posted a thread earlier about what we all deserve, and it is brilliant and true! Respect is key! I chose Asuna as my FC because she was the most loving character I could think of at the time, and gave her an angel plot because angels are full of purity and warm-hearted traits. That is what you all should show to each other- me included. Let's end the misery we have let absorb us recently, and become happy again! If you really dislike someone, peacefully discuss with them your feelings, and expose your ideas on how your relationship with that person could improve.

There are people here that I wish I could meet IRL, truthfully, especially one person: Hikari. You want an example of love? There is one right there. She gave me an online hug when I first joined this site, and made me feel more welcome in this community than any other online community I've been in. I felt honoured and respected to the utmost degree. We used to chat on Skype constantly before I became inactive suddenly, and just kept getting depressed due to IRL situations, though I've come to learn from this site that giving in to your depression is just a foolish action. Hikari and I did a thread that presented what I believe to be an amazing example of friendship, and I hope you can all learn from it, especially because Hikari is not my only friend here (though she is my cuddle buddy so back off).

Before I start getting emotional, I should express why I must leave the site. Like Aedre, I need to adjust my life so it is mostly about school, because if I do not do well in my educational studies, I will get nowhere in life. My university career starts next September, and while I thought I would stay in Italia, I am actually going to go study in Canada (do not want to say where due to some lurking troubles recently- that's right, they actually do happen). Canada needs teachers, and I want to be a teacher. They pay well, especially for the courses I want to take, so I'm heading there while I can afford it. This is potentially my bright future, everyone, and I wish you all the best with yours. Keep making the best of your day so the next is even better!

I deeply apologize to those I have upset. There are a couple I have snapped on, but understand that I wasn't really...myself...when I snapped on you. To be honest, I have this condition that causes me to get extremely uncomfortable when I feel like I have hurt someone's feelings, but frankly, once I saw a few important farewells here, I felt it was best to get over that, and I have. As a Christian-Catholic, I am participating in a belated Lent, which I'm going to use on the computer for 40 days (the amount of days you must dedicate yourself towards for Lent). I am just too absorbed with the Internet, and need to get over it! I am losing lots of opportunities!

Whether a friend or an enemy, I am going to miss you all so much. There is no word to particularly describe how much you have done for me- in a good way, of course. I cannot think of a better community than this when it comes to the people I have met. I bet even my IRL friends would be jealous if they saw this site! So, without further ado, I am going to leave this site in pride! Happy days forever, my friends!


I love you!


Sincerely,

Anita

Well, that farewell is so positively spirited that you make it hard to feel truly sad about it.

Well, still sad, but it's good sad.

Anyway, good luck with your stuff, and we'll try to keep things working around here. I think that by now everybody is willing to try harder and make this place even friendlier than before.

Also, if you ever find a place in time where you once again have enough freedom to was-I mean spend, come pay a visit and say hello.

Bit awkward that I never really got to RP with you (or even talk a lot), but, well, with this kind of farewell I would feel bad if I didn't pay my respects.

Auf Wiedersehen, and as the Draenei say: 'May your days be long, and your hardships few.'

Man, people come and go in the blink of an eye, but i hope your future is brighter, because im not sure mine can ever be, so do yourself, and ill always keep you on my list of friends.