'Why... why now!'
Outside of the guild, on the large balcony that eventually lead to the entrance. Was standing Frederick, clamping one of his hands around the railing while his other hand was on his head. That he grabbed so hard as if he was trying to pulled out his own thoughts. A strange sight, especially since Frederick hood was pulled backwards and hung loosely on his back. Revealing a tired face with raven black hair that was waved backwards. However the face had a complicated look what was covered with sweat and eyes that were opened wide.
Fredericks thought's were raging through his mind, memories, regrets and maybe even guilt. The fact was that Frederick is trying to recall every memory he had in his mind, any regret or mundane moment that happened in his life. And as loud as possible, only so that he could quell something else that laid dormant inside of him. An unsatisfying hunger, a gluttonous craving for the source of life itself. It was a plaque that he casted himself into after he lost the battle in the Spooky Forest. It had turned him mad and made him walk around Fiore depleting every living being he'd encountered. Something he thought that was buried the moment Zenshin saved him from himself, yet lately he started to feel the same hunger again.
He tried to ignore it, hoping it was just nothing more then a fluke. But the more he'd ignored it the louder it got. And eventually it started to trouble his mind. Repeating words over and over again. 'Hunger...life force..devour..'
It became unbearable, enough so he had to drag himself out of the guild. Evading everyone he encountered on the way. Afraid that if they came to close he would immediately start draining them.
Outside of the guild, on the large balcony that eventually lead to the entrance. Was standing Frederick, clamping one of his hands around the railing while his other hand was on his head. That he grabbed so hard as if he was trying to pulled out his own thoughts. A strange sight, especially since Frederick hood was pulled backwards and hung loosely on his back. Revealing a tired face with raven black hair that was waved backwards. However the face had a complicated look what was covered with sweat and eyes that were opened wide.
Fredericks thought's were raging through his mind, memories, regrets and maybe even guilt. The fact was that Frederick is trying to recall every memory he had in his mind, any regret or mundane moment that happened in his life. And as loud as possible, only so that he could quell something else that laid dormant inside of him. An unsatisfying hunger, a gluttonous craving for the source of life itself. It was a plaque that he casted himself into after he lost the battle in the Spooky Forest. It had turned him mad and made him walk around Fiore depleting every living being he'd encountered. Something he thought that was buried the moment Zenshin saved him from himself, yet lately he started to feel the same hunger again.
He tried to ignore it, hoping it was just nothing more then a fluke. But the more he'd ignored it the louder it got. And eventually it started to trouble his mind. Repeating words over and over again. 'Hunger...life force..devour..'
It became unbearable, enough so he had to drag himself out of the guild. Evading everyone he encountered on the way. Afraid that if they came to close he would immediately start draining them.