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Name: Salvine "Cheshire" Queen
Gender: Female
Age: 26
Birthday: 11/7
Sexuality: Bi
Special Characteristics:
Naval piercing- A rose with a tiny ruby centered set on sterling silver.
Birth Mark- Rose looking birth mark on right shoulder blade.
Personality: Cheshire, or just Chesh for those who she is acquainted with well enough, is a very quiet and awkward person but she knows how to work her expressions when she needs to, faking a "sparkle" in her eyes, smiles and so on. Such expressions are used to build up the mask she keeps around herself. Inside, Chesh is a disturbed person messed up potentially for life from childhood trauma and the inability to ever tell anyone the feelings of her heart. She has a very difficult time expressing herself and making sense, though with her talent in faking emotion she tends to do well on stages- empowering her voice with fabricated feelings and an insight into where emphasis should be placed on words when reading or singing.
When placed in a situation where she has to communicate with strangers, the stress of it all causes her to sort of "Autopilot", acting sociable but inside she is weary and pained by the interactions. She almost always regrets things she does or says in "Autopilot", often immediately or later down the road. She still stops to cringe at things she did years and years ago, and is ever so keenly aware of mistakes she makes.
With people she knows fairly well she is not stressed enough to even have the benefit of an autopilot, and instead finds herself just unable to converse effectively. She does try though, which tends to amount only to one word replies, maybe a full sentence, other times just a gesture. At the worst of times, she finds herself unable to reply at all, locked by uncertainty and self-doubt.
All of this is made worse by her sexuality, being very active in that regard all her life she finds her thoughts wandering in the presence of others, doubled over still due to her nature as a bisexual giving her no relief in hanging out with members of her own sex, her thoughts wandering with them just as well as they would with the opposite.
Her paranoia doesn't just extend to the social, but Chesh is neurotic and overly paranoid about a great many things which goes as far as to limit the things she can do. She would sooner go thirsty than drink from a bottle or cup someone else has used, She's paranoid about who has touched this or that (Using a sleeve to open doors, a paper towel to turn on the water in public restrooms, not taking food from containers people reached into to retrieve whatever snack was inside, ect). She will randomly get the idea in her head that something has happened to something and will refuse to interact with it, and can gross herself out because her imagination runs wild and she thinks that raisin she ate was really a fly, or that tiny unexpected crunch as she ate was a bug. Was it? Maybe, maybe not. But why take the chance? She cannot drink from exposed cups that she left alone for too long, neither from plates left unattended outdoors and will throw away food if a bug came within a foot, or more, or someone sneezed nearby (Sometimes even if it was in the opposite direction and so on).
And so, there is our Cheshire. Socially awkward, avoidant, anxious, paranoid and generally pretty messed up even more so than I might put into words here.
But moving on, Cheshire has a lot of pent up anger. Something that may seem impossible to the stranger who sees this quirky(putting it lightly) girl who gets embarrassed at the slightest things and is always quiet or soft spoken (One of the many reasons she avoids speaking is because sometimes she has a hard time finding her voice, so when she does speak it can come out softly (or too quick) and she'd have to awkwardly repeat herself anyway).
Her anger is well pent up and she has an easy time of "Letting go", if she wasn't so good at letting go of her problems she'd probably be in the morgue as just another victim of depression resulting in her suicide (Though she finds herself contemplating suicide at times, but ultimately it is not an option for her as she does have the belief that life can aways get better. It could always get worse, but it could always get better.), but her anger is very much there. She has a hard time dealing with emotions, especially strong ones, due to her sense of disconnect from herself and her reality, but when triggered the heat rushes through her body and clouds her mind. This edge of aggression that pulls at her nerves, begging her to act out in violence and causes her discomfort when she doesn't act out on it (Which she rarely does, thanks to that same disconnect).
Some things really grind on her nerves though, overwhelming her. A dangerous blend of sadness and anger fills her when she thinks of the injustices in the world. Always worrying about everyone else, Chesh frequently prays for the safety of, well, everyone. Some nights she goes to sleep with tears on her cheeks as she considers the countless victims out there. Knowing that somewhere out there, someone is in pain, someone is lost, helpless at the hands of another or by misfortune and ill health.
It gets worse when it hits closer to home, when she reads the accounts of victims who may or may not have made it through their trials. A spark of rage fills her chest reading the accounts of the criminals who bring these terrors. Her heart especially in tune to victims of sexual abuse or the murder of the young. Such terrors ring truer to her from her own past experiences. Knowing what it is like to have your innocence ripped away, Chesh is wrathful with those who would take it from others.
She has a natural affinity for the arts of war, she grew up around many men and her own family lines has seen a great number of great warriors. So perhaps it's in her genes, perhaps there's some truth inside her yet to be fully realized, but Chesh is well adept at most forms of weaponry, including her own body. Having a great father for this, she was raised to know how to handle herself well. And not just herself, but to utilize weapons. She doesn't get to practice much, but her natural talents and insight into weapons had proven invaluable, allowing her to pick up a weapon and intuitively utilize it better than many who have a couple years of practice on their belt. She's by no means a master, but put a weapon in her hands and her instincts kick in.
Regarding others, she has a hard time leading anyone very much due to the given social inadequacies, but she grew up attending leadership meetings and conventions of one sort or another to try to become one. It never fully sunk in though, her social walls preventing her from coming into her potential- the potential that is in anyone really, she'd like to believe- but her mind is sharp, and clever, she is very good at strategies and tactics. She read a few books and looked into the arts of war and so on, but she hasn't had any actual training on the matter. Still, she is very talented and one shouldn't make the mistake of underestimating her because of her outward nature.
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General Appearance
Height: 5'11"
Weight: 130 ish
Hair: Long red hair, wavy, often adorned wit a white flower of some description.
Eyes: One blue eye, one green eye.
Skin Tone: White, almost pale. Not prone to acne, but she scars easy with silvery-pale marks on her wrists, thighs, along her throat, and one above her hip. Random nicks and cuts have left similar tiny scars here and there.
Appearance: Chesh is a pretty tall woman, young woman still, with long red hair that she is pretty proud of and considers it one of the only nice things about her body. She has a lot of annoyances with her body, such as the tiny bump in the tip of her noes but isn't actually noticeable until you feel it, how her lefty is bigger than her righty a little, the placing of the odd freckle here or there, how the nails on her left hand grow faster than those on her right, and so on.
Chesh is a very clean person and you'd rarely find a smudge on her, as she compulsively washes very frequently and often takes multiple showers or baths in one day, and washes her hands and face as often as the opportunity to do so presents its self. She often has to stop when she catches her reflection in something to make sure everything is alright and her hair isn't a mess. With or without a reflection she often stops before entering somewhere or after doing something to brush a hand through her hair to try to keep it in order.
So, you might imagine she tends to look fairly well put together and in fact the compulsion to look her best is such that she will refuse to leave her room or home if she does not think she looks presentable or thinks she might smell funny.
Physically, Chesh is pretty slender with a thin waist and you can kind of see her hip bones and lower ribs, quite skinny but hardly emaciated. She has just enough meat on her bones to look shapely enough to pass as a 6 or 7 out of ten (With makeup it's said she's an 8 or 9 depending), with breasts that are just under C-cup and her rear is nice enough.
As for clothing, Chesh likes wearing whatever she feels like wearing, which is shaped depending on where she intends to go. She always coordinates her fashion, and isn't random or careless. She just wears whatever without too much of a defined style. Regardless of that though, her favorite outfits usually involve black jackets and silver jewelry. She likes blacks and reds a lot, but also favors greens and whites. She's more likely to wear boots than heels, but has nothing against wearing heels (Or even heeled boots). Her favorite jacket has a hidden hood that she tucks her hair into and pulls up when it rains or if she thinks it'd be less conspicuous. She also has quite a collection of glasses, sunglasses, contacts, and attachable shades for her glasses. While she is very perceptive, her eyesight is still not all that and she has to wear such things. She tends to have a pair of sunglasses, clip-ons, and contacts in her purse along with her various products.
Guild/Council
Guild: -
Tattoo: -
Rank: D