Alert for those who care~

For a couple months now my family has been out of a job.  It's been rather stressful and random,  unpredictable,  as we've been looking for new jobs and planning courses of actions should we get x job or y job or any number of other jobs as well as planning what will happen if we don't get any job at all.

Well,  the time is running out.  If we do anything besides keel over and die,  we need to act within 1 week or two.  In doing so we'll be without internet.   My parents currently expect that we'll be homeless for a month or so...


While yes,  I've had internet lately,  the stress has been absolute murder on my ability to get into character and let go of myself to just write and escape.  So while I've been around,  I can't really make in-character posts...  I just can't...  it's made unbearably worse by the fact that the text editor here is crap...   I can't type effectively.   The letters and words take so long to type that I've typed this entire paragraph before it actually showed up.   This whole site freezes randomly if I type just about anything in this text editor.  That on top of the chatbox glitching out anytime even an emote is posted.  I cannot use this site anymore because of it.   Gods forbid I actually try to write up an actual post.   This issue has been going on for some time now.   *Took me half an hour to post this because of issues*

I can't really imagine any of the stuff you described which is why I won't lie and say "I totally understand, take your time blah di blah". I'm not a really religious person so keeping you in my prayers is a non-issue as well.

I believe that all I can do is hope... or something. Doesn't really help you out either, I guess... Once you're back, make some good character posts and get some plot-relevance started.

As far as the text editor goes and the slowness of the site, I believe that's your internet connection. Maybe once you've gotten a good connection running, that problem will disappear. But I wouldn't worry too much about internet. It's cool and all, but there are more important things in life. Staying healthy is pretty much top priority in my family, no matter how dim it looks. So, stay healthy , Siren. Until you're back in full form o/

Siren, i can say that i understand this, and the strength it took to openly say all of this, i lost my job recently so i know it feels. I hope everything can turn around for you. All the best wishes ~ Kari/Sara

We are irrelevant. We are just a disposable bonus and entertaining extra in your life. Discardable. I RECCOMEND PUTTING US ON THE SHELF RATHER THAN THROWING US IN THE GARBAGE THOUGH.

Anyway take your time, etcetera etcetera we'll still be here whenever

I'm leaving now.   I might not be actually moving quite yet,  but I've been in pain a lot the past week on top of everything giving me little patience for drama and due to added pressure by a few individuals- who I had considered friends in the past- I've decided to leave early.    I honestly don't feel like anyone here would consider me a friend anyway.  Maybe it's just retarded emotions talking,   I'm medicated, hurt,  and slipping late into the night.   But everyone has grown distant or hostile.    It's probably best.    

I'll give it a new chance a few months from now whenever I regain internet connectivity after jobs are found and we have a home again.   Maybe I'd be forgotten enough to retry things then.  Then again,  maybe not.    Take away Saint if you wish,   you apparently never thought I deserved it.   I imagine you'd take my ocean demon as well,   that'd make it more difficult to return,   I'm quite attached to Siren,  but I guess that's what happens when life drags you through the mud for a couple months and can't be online.

Good luck! I hope things in your life run more smoothly and you will rise out of the mud all clean and shiny and stuffs. 

See you later~

You know what? Where I come from friends are brutally honest with each other and they fight things out to fix things before they leave. Let me point out a few things about you that I have noticed over the months I came back.

You're the most ungrateful member I have ever seen. We have changed rules and bent over backwards just to please you. We have done so much for you that your characters that you keep changing around should be B rank according to the rules. You're ship was given to you as a gift... That's right I gave it to you for free and I didn't even charge Shuhei, but what do you do? You go on a power trip. You want more. More. More. More. You sit there and send pms to Alye and me about how you want a free guild, with free equipment. You want to be KNOWN across the board. We don't give you that. You complain about the plot line. You complain about the systems we have been working on. All you do is complain. Then you pm Seijin about how you want to meta game to foil Dark Guild story lines. Stupid. That's a definite no.

I was going through my stages where I was misdiagnosed for going blind. No one was going through your magic, so I had to make my way through your billion word apps just to see what I could correct. What do you do? You come back pissy. What ever. Adele grades your apps because he can deal with your corrections. When you were on staff, you were out of line with a member grading his app instead of coming to us about. You disrespected Kichi. He doesn't have the IP tracker. He's a mod. You should know... YOU WERE A MOD.

You come into the cbox with your drama and put it out for the world to see instead of trying to fix it yourself. You look for a pity party.

The first time you left because of "issues" was when I banned you from the cbox because you were breaking the code of conduct. So I begged Zenshin to bring you back. THAT'S RIGHT I WAS ON MY KNEES ASKING ZENSHIN TO CONVINCE YOU TO COME BACK.

Why?

Because you have my respect as a friend.

Yet you still do the things you do. You put members down in the cbox about their magic. You complain when you don't get your way. You don't do any rping. Yet I still look at as a friend. Why? Because you're funny and smart and what ever else you got that qualifies to what I see as a friend.

The members of this site are not your play things. The staff members of this site are not your play things. We are not little dolls for you to toy with. You stepped all over the staff, disrespected members, and you disrespected each of the mods in your own little fashion. Don't defend yourself and say you haven't. I have experienced your disrespect towards the mods first hand. It's not pleasant. Yet I grinned and bared your constant abuse. I didn't even say anything when you blatantly called Kichiro an idiot. Siren, you deserve every position you got. Your posts are flawless, but your attitude is cruddy. It's just you walk all over cbox with your drama and the appearance of how your crap doesn't stink.

Then when the time comes and I notice a "glitch" you come in... You're not smug about it... You approach me wanting to start up drama. Your "high horse" bull crap. I'm non confrontational. I never speak up unless there is a need to. Now is the time. I was trying to say get off my back and stand the freak down. Instead you give me the I'm always right, my way or the highway, bullcrap and when I put out my honest to god thoughts (which is a thing I do when I'm friends with someone), you leave. I'm tired of your pity parade Siren. I'm tired of it.

Plus, you have so much going on IRL you would rather put your life aside for a message board. People here know that if I don't post, obviously it's a bad baby day. Get your life together man. I can't take it anymore. The cbox isn't your ranting box where we are all an audience to watch it.

From what I have seen you're supposed to be near my age. Grow up and get some thicker skin.

Bye Siren

Locking this thread to prevent future arguments (because this thread was getting out-of-hand at the start)