Lamya Musiikki Gradient

Lamya wrote:

Name: Lamya Musiikki Gradient
Gender: Female
Age: 19
Birthday: October 31st
Sexuality: Straight
Special Characteristics: None

Personality: Outside of battle Lamya is a calm child. At least on the outside. On the inside she is always fighting her other side. She is the more silent type, just because of her other side, but at times she can be loud and talkative and even friendly. She likes to try to keep her face either neutral or smiling and she is usually happy on the outside when she has not switched over. Also she has in her hair a light blue ribbon and wears it wherever she goes. It is her main connection to the world from her good side. If the ribbon is either taken or lost Lamya has to struggle to keep her darker side in check. Lamya likes people but she chooses to stay away most of the time so that she doesn't hurt them when she goes dark.

Lamya's dark side is when she will kill anything and her attitude and personality do a full 360. Her dark side loves the sight of blood and loves to hear screams of people as she tortures them and eventually kills them. Her dark side is much more cocky and arrogant compared to her light side which is polite and sweet. She will also laugh at others pain and for every scream a person makes she with smile and giggle. The dark side of her usually carries around a sword and she will still have her ribbon. Also, the dark side has no fears and is almost willing to die as she does things.

Inside of a battle Lamya’s nice side is to mostly evade fighting and use her magic instead of fighting hand to hand in combat. This make her feel more in control of whether or not she will switch over to her dark side. She likes to stay on the nice side of her because in battle that is the side that is most observant to all parts of battle, where she is what she is doing who she is fighting and who she is fighting with. In her nice state Lamya likes to be careful of how she is fighting and she doesn't want to hurt anyone that is outside of the fight. If Lamya was to lead a battle when she is on her good side she would be very direct in what will happen. SHe would make sure no one was to get overly hurt or that anyone outside of the fight would get hurt. Also she would care about how much damage would be caused seeing how that would impact negatively on people's lives and she would not like that.

On the other side of the balance when the dark Lamya is fighting she takes no care in what is around in a fight and all she wants to do is win no matter what the consequences are. Lamya will not care if someone else gets hurt or is she herself gets hurt. As long as she wins nothing else matters. Also, Lamya would fight until she would die, she would never run away or forfeit any battle that she walked into. The dark side of Lamya is almost too easy to activate in a battle all one would have to do was to take away her ribbon and threaten those around her. This will immediately cause Lamya to snap and force her into changing. This in a battle is when she would not care who she harmed whether it be an ally or it be an enemy. A dark Lamya in charge of a battle would be dangerous for the fact that she would no longer give directions but do as ever she pleased in taking down the enemy.


Likes:
*Her ribbon- She carries it around with her everywhere it is the only thing that keeps her connected to the real world.
*Music- It keeps her calm.
*Older people- They make her feel calmer with their more mature attitudes and capability to know when it is okay to yell.
*Being loved- She wants to feel loved but does not know if she wants to get close to someone

Dislikes:
*Loud noises- They hurt her ears and they make her aggravated.
*When people take her ribbon- It means a lot to her and it causes her to go crazy when someone takes it.
*String instruments- They hurt her ears when they aren't played correctly.

Motivations:
*Music- She wants good music to be spread throughout the world.
*To keep calm- There is something in Lamya that if set off causes her to go berserk.
*Friends- She wants to protect them not only from other people but also from herself.
*To find someone who will care for her- With a lack of a family in her life she wants to find someone who will care for her

Fears:
*Herself- She is afraid of what she can do and who she may hurt.
*Silence- There should always be sound in the world whether it be the scratching of a pencil on a piece of paper or a song from a bird.
*Needles- She absolutely hates them after being experimented as a child
*Finding her family- She wants to find him but she is afraid of what she will find

General Appearance

Height: 5’5”
Weight: 115 lbs
Hair: Purple that ties up into a bun in the back with two pieces of hair framing her face.
Eyes: Blue
Skin Tone: Pale
Appearance: She is slender but has a great amount of muscle due to having to live on her own for a great while. Her hands are slightly calloused but yet small. She is very flexible. She is usually in a shirt and a skirt with the skirt ending about mid-thigh. She usually wears boots that reached to a little below her skirt. She always has a ribbon anround her neck and her small pet bunny in her hair. Lamya usually has a straight face and expresses very little emotion until you get to know her then she becomes very expressive. Though she has a slightly tall build for a girl she is soft on her toes and is very silent as she moves. She is also very graceful and smooth in walking.

Lamya:

Guild/Council

Guild: Guildless
Tattoo: It would be a Dark purple on the side of her left thigh
Rank: D-Rank