by Aria Beleren 2nd February 2014, 9:57 pm
((Best to play Kyll's past song))
Kyll looked at Zeno and listened intently to every word he had to say to her. "But I..." She was interrupted by Zeno telling her what she needed to do. To become self aware to make it through this and to see that she was after all... A hero of Fiore. Kyll sighed as she had no clue what she should do. Should she follow in her mother's footsteps? Should she find out if she can just move forward only to use up Alye's healing magic? Kyll was at a loss of words.
Kyll nodded to what Zeno had said. She HAD been in this guild for a very long time. She couldn't explain to Zeno how she came into the guild hall with the marking on the back of her neck other than she had a letter from Einrich stating that she was far too much for him to work with. Then Zeno stopped talking. Kyll was clueless as to what he was about to say to her, but when he asked her to be honest. Kyll was tempted to just lie about it. However, the urge was suppressed as she finally forced the words out of her mouth. "After all this time, you finally will get your wish," she finally opened her eyes completely to reveal to Zeno that everything she said was true. Zeno would see a ghost from the past standing right before him. "My name has gone through two name changes since birth. My maiden name was Greaters. A family of noble lineage because they teamed with the Magic Council research and development department. My mother came from Midi. She carried the blood of magic meant for healing. The magic I was supposed to have. My father, William Greaters made a discovery. In the journal Harland gave me, he discovered a creature that could grant wishes. He was meeting a deadline when he finally succumbed to the greatest sin of all. He placed the creature into my mother, Kalister Greaters. Upon these events, I was then placed in my arranged marriage to Harrigan Crawford. Harland's son." She grabbed a napkin off of the table and placed it on her nose. "He was the only one... I ever..." The napkin turned into a crimson color and tears began to stream from her eyes. She took her mind off of the thought and gathered herself back together. "According to my father's journal. For a year she refused to speak, eat, or even help with research. She mumbled how much she hated my father for ruining my life, even though I was happy. This wasn't the route she wanted me to go. Even though I..." She took a deep breath and sighed. "Then one night she surrendered to the creature. Making the key wish that would activate the creature. Which in turn caused it to bond with her magic reproducing these 'faeries' all over the world. That wish was something that could 'grant' the impossible. For my ability to understand what Einrich writes about to be taken away. So that I may leave Harrigan."
Kyll stopped and looked at Zeno for a reaction. "My mother then made a second wish that caused her to completely lose her 'being.' From what the journal stated. For me to have a magic as powerful as a 'certain Rune Knight.'" Kyll sighed. "I would only guess this certain 'Rune Knight' would be Einrich. Mainly because it was Heavenly Body Magic I received. Something that I would learn later on from him... That my magic isn't mine." Kyll sighed and walked away from Zeno only to find the tea kettle. She carefully put water into the kettle, then she put it on the stove top turning it on. "My father tried to find ways to cure my mother. Healers from around the world came to her, only to contract the creature because of greed. His last entry was about his final attempt. He was going to extract the creature. He put down all the possibilities, but in the end his journal ended with blood spattered all over the page. My mother's last wish was for me to kill her, but as we know... That never was meant to be. Instead, I spent months in the forests outside of Savage Skull. Where a cloaked man came to me every day, promising to help me if I simply wished for it." The kettle went off and Kyll took it off of the burner and set it aside. She opened the cabinets and pulled out a couple mugs. She began to shake as she thought back to what she had done. Her hand squeezed through the mug as she tried to think of what to say next. "I'm sorry..." Kyll said and pulled out another mug this time much more carefully than she did last time. She pulled out another mug for herself. She was too scared that she would break her lotus cup. She poured the water into each mug and got into the cabinet, pulling out her wooden box of teas. "I was in this state. With sores all over my body. Surrounded by ghosts, but I stayed strong... Until one day where I couldn't take anymore. My resolve dissipated and I asked for help, at a high price. I don't know why, but I was sent a good ways away from where I resided for weeks. That's where I met my mentor. Who took me in with the full intention of teaching me the balance of light and dark along with The Universe. He stamped me with HIS personal mark to show everyone I was his student. Or so I thought." Kyll placed the jasmine tea bags into the mugs, then walked up to Zeno handing him one and placing hers on the table. She walked back to the counter and pulled out a pen and paper then came back. There she sat and lightly drew the Eclipse Soul marking. She then drew an arched fox over the tattoo. "I guess you could say Einrich really trusted you as a friend." She smiled. Kyll sighed and looked into the cup as the pictures of her past that haunted her came into her mind. "I've had to repeat the sealing spell three times now. One time when I was discovered. The second time when Harrigan found me. The third time when I was found in the woods recently."
She looked up at Zeno. "One fateful day, Einrich found Harrigan. Bringing him to the guild. Of course... I would've died of blood loss around him, but instead SOMETHING happened. It's rather fuzzy, but I had to say the sealing spell. All I know is that it caused such an explosion on my Heavenly Body magic, that it left a rather large crater there. Einrich changed my name right then and there to Kyll Vie. Many mages died that day and we buried them all. That was when the fox over my tattoo had disappeared and I had been excommunicated from his guild. He gave me directions to you. To seek out redemption. He also told me that I had the choice to run away from this and hide it forever from myself only to learn in the long run I would have to face it head on... or... I would face it head on right then and there." Kyll sighed as she took a sip of tea and looked at Zeno. "That's when I journeyed to find you. I believed that maybe... just maybe everything would disappear..." Kyll smiled as tears began to drip on to the table. "That if I continued to risk my life for the sake of others, it would all just fade away.... but... It all caught up to me. A member of Savage Skull knows of 'The Queen.' As Alexander revealed that he had possession of my diary. It's only a matter of time before something grave happens." Kyll immediately put the cup down on the table and gripped her fists so that she wouldn't destroy ANOTHER mug. Plus burning sensations on her burns didn't help. She tightened her jaw and she knew what she had done. "And this... Recent news... Is all my fault. I was sloppy. I was slow to remember my diary from the ruins. And the thought of causing you trouble, Zeno." Kyll said as she bowed her head down hiding her glowing green eyes. "I don't want to cause you guys any at all. I'd rather face my own demons of my past on my own than hurt any of you all any further than I have already done." She continued to hold her head in a humble manner. "Master, I already know deep down that you've been wanting to hear this. I completely understand... If you don't want to take me in anymore." Kyll sighed. "It's just that I got caught in my own web of lies as I had tried to find something... A clue... As to where to go next."