Rhace Tarrin
Life, Death and Circles - Part One
Rhace Tarrin, wandering swordsman elite of Meliora Vitae, was beginning to feel that the path he walked had become too rocky and dangerous for him to continue treading. Or, more to the point, that he could no longer see it.
In the last six months, or some other approximation of time, he had achieved a lot for someone of his station. He had joined the guild, taken up mentorship under an incredible warrior in the form of Lethe Ortinbras, found himself two lifelong friends in the form of Cassiti and Cordelia. He found that their relaxed approach to life, to maintaining the conservation of nature, and to ensuring that the cause of good was still championed despite their neutral approach to the world’s stage of politics, which suited him just fine. By nature, Rhace was not a political being. He couldn’t stand the divide between people on the basis of ideologies, nor did he have time to be particularly politically minded himself. His belief was very simple: give people what they needed to survive, and if they lacked the means to do it themselves, then have the simple human compassion to raise them from the dirt and treat them with the dignity that they deserved. As such, his choice of guild had been absolutely perfect, in his mind; he was in the right place for people such as himself, who preferred the action of preservation of life to simply speaking about it. He could fight dangerous monsters, travel the world, and see things - things that he would not have been able to see were he cooped up in his old life. Truthfully, it had been the best decision that he’d ever made, to join the Guild. His life had taken on a much better trajectory than it ever could have without the prompting of leaving the nest.
If truth be told, it was much deeper than just wanting to leave home. Rhace’s sword school, the ancestral blade school of the Granven style, which had served noble lords and ladies, kings and queens, of the Ca-Elian empire, promoted that each of its students learn about the trials, tribulations and travails of the world around it on a student’s very own warrior’s journey. This had been what he had undertaken, where he had taken up his school’s ancient blade Granveil, and left the island nation to explore the world. He had ended up in Fiore after some time, and as a result had seen the way that guild mages assisted the masses, in a change of pace from what he knew from his home and the way that the military traditionally took up that role. Even in ancient times, swordsmen of the Granven school would have performed some form of similarly perfunctory duty, where they could assist the citizenry by performing tasks of that nature. Now, however, those things went left by the wayside in Ca-Elum. It was such a departure from the way he had imagined his life being, which was not a drastic issue in and of itself. However, when he had a mind for where his life was heading, Rhace knew full well that he was going to have to start chasing his life in his own way.
The problem was that he felt like he was hitting the wall when it came to his own training. Yes, he was developing his skills with Lethe; she was a keen swordfighter herself and while he could definitely out-power her with his raw strength and keen combative acumen, she was so powerfully magical that he had no chance in an actual fight. Truth told, he’d learned a lot from her, and not just because she was good. Her sword style drew on the Midian tribal heritage, something that he’d identified from the first few minutes of watching her fight him. She was good. She was graceful, able to move about in the combat space effortlessly, and put sword edge on target like it was in her blood– which, to be fair to her, it very much was– and kill a man if absolutely necessary. She had taught him much. She drove him hard; she was willing to hit him harder, and harder, and harder, until every lesson sank into his muscle memory like it was going to be carved there so indelibly that it would take death to undo it. She’d broken ribs. She’d left weekly bruises. She’d put fire and passion into him that he didn’t know he could feel. He was truthfully absolutely blessed that she was such a good teacher and he wouldn’t have traded her for the world. The issue was that, as the inheritor of the Granven school, he had to make progress in that style as well. Yes, he was a student of the third circle, and that afforded him a reasonable amount of leeway in his training. Granven’s circles were not lightly handed out, but to only be of the third circle of six indicated that he had a very, very long way to go. And, truthfully, until he attained complete understanding of the third circle, he was never going to make the progress he needed.
Realistically, transitioning from the third to the fourth circle was the biggest hurdle that most students faced. As far as Rhace knew, there were less than ten people in the last fifty years to have earned past the third circle; most of them had been Tarrin blood, and some of them had been the greatest swordsmen in the world, both in Granven-style and out, for they had been students of other sword styles that wished to diversify and they were already powerful and well-trained swordsmen in their own right. They came and went. As a sword art, the school was dying, and every Tarrin knew it. It would be their birthright until the day they died, of course, but it was up to those living to ensure that its teachings lived on, where they were all taught it regardless of their interest - but at least one from each generation was expected to pursue it until their dying breath. That, of course, was Rhace - as a sense of duty, more than anything else. So much of his identity was bound in the fact that he was the inheritor of the Granven school, to one day be its head instructor and great master, that there were times that it felt like he was very little other than that. This was something that his great and wonderful close confidants Cass and Cord were trying to fix, of course, but there was only so much they could do to undo the mental conditioning he had given himself to prepare for a lifetime of the sword.
However, he still needed to make the jump. Without that mastery, he was nothing, as far as he was concerned.
At this point in time, the night was becoming late. As part of Rhace’s usual routine on a down day, he had woken up, performed his morning cardio and weights routine for a half-hour before travelling down to the training halls with Lethe and putting in a solid daily hour of work with her - which was typically followed by an hour or two of medical recovery, thanks to how brutally they trained. He loved it, in his defence, but the fact was that his body needed to recover afterwards no matter how much healing magic was applied to him. Afterwards, it was lunch, followed by another hour of training on his own where he could focus on sword kata and moving through a lot of the things that he would need to learn that others could not teach; these were movements that he had known for far too long that they had become muscle memory to him. Eventually, somewhere in that was a nightly walk, a shower in the mix, and then bed. Some days, he trained more, some days he trained less, depending on the day, or his physical condition. There were plenty of considerations to be had there when he had to ensure that his swordwork stayed as sharp as the sword with which he practised it, but also he needed to look after himself too. All things in moderation, where Cassiti and Cordelia would have punched him in a freshly-broken rib thanks to Lethe if he did not follow some basic rules of self-maintenance. It was a good system. He really did owe them a lot.
And how much did he owe it to the people in his life to master the blade as he had always promised he would? He’d been to Joya, dealt with part of the situation there– and he had come home beaten, broken and bruised. The girls had fretted for him and for his recovery that day, until he had woken up; so much blood had been lost that Rhace had required a transfusion just to stay alive. The wounds from that monstrous lion-beast were still fresh in his mind, so thoroughly trounced had he been, and it had pointed out to him all of the flaws in his sword work so keenly that he thought he was going to lose himself to the malaise that was self-doubt. That day he had sworn never to fail them again. No. Never again would he fail as much as he had on the streets of Felidae City. He now had a damn good reason to fight harder than ever before, for it was no longer for him. His reason to fight was for them.
However, it was clear that simply working on his own was no longer cutting the mustard, so to speak. He needed to go home, to seek the wisdom of the ages, of thousands of years of knowledge and practise. He needed to speak with his father, who was currently the only living master of the sixfold path, who had taken in the mysteries of the sixth circle and applied it to every facet of daily living. It was the greatest mystery of all, one that could not be granted except by someone else who understood it in the same depth. And it was one thing to be able to say it, but another to show it. That was the greatest secret of the Granven style; the inner mysteries were not just communicated, but had to be demonstrated, not just by blade but by word and deed. This was what made the style so different; many martial arts purported to be a ‘way of life’ - but Granven actually was. So, for someone to be able to say they were a true student was a different story entirely, where they could live the life of kindness and goodness and selfless service to others.
As Rhace began to wind down during his nightly shower– it was the one place that he could think, even if the showers aboard Meliora Vitae’s airship were communal showers– he realised that the only real path available to him was to go and speak to his father and mother. Despite him being finished with his shower, and the room still incredibly steamy, Rhace stood in front of a mirrored basin and splashed his face with some water, just so that he could feel himself feel something. There was a hint of despondency as he worked through all of this, knowing that he was just going to have to sate the need of learning and visiting home. Truthfully, he’d barely maintained contact with his family since joining the guild; sure there were the occasional emails and other such communications to let them know that he was alive, but due to the fact that the workload was kicking up and he was supposed to be away from his family, he’d given them little else to work with.
So, instead, he realised now was the perfect time to change that. It was time to consult his father, and face the battle that was mastery of the third circle of the Granven style.
Finishing his nightly routine, he retired to his quarters, opting to begin packing for a few days’ trip out to Ca-Elum, and to the place that his family called home. He’d be able to take a shuttle for a couple of days; the Captain would likely acquiesce to the request if absolutely necessary. First, a number of changes of clothes, so that in case some became dirty– or more entirely likely, damaged in swordplay– he had plenty of spares. It was a temperate place for him to live, so the chances that he was going to be able to keep warm were high. He’d need the essentials for travel, of course, like toiletries and a good book or two to keep himself entertained during the later periods, or even just in downtime.
Then, of course, once he was sufficiently packed, there were a few other things that he would need to attend. Three separate messages to be sent to Lethe, Cassiti and Cordelia; he’d have to let them know he would be gone for a few days and not to worry, because he’d be at home in Ca-Elum. He just needed to go and see his family for a little bit, and that everything would be fine. He’d be back in due course. Naturally, despite the fact that members of the guild could come and go as they absolutely pleased and that this was entirely normal, he wanted none of them to fret, especially if Lethe decided to punish him with a good old fashioned beating if she thought he was running away from training. No, that was never the case. In fact, she got an additional part to her message - that was exactly why he was leaving and not to worry, he’d come back ready to go.
Finally, with all of the necessary arrangements made, Rhace took the time to book one of the ship’s shuttles for the better part of a week. He’d have to be ready to depart early in the morning, but he planned on making his arrival at home something of a secret so that his family could have a pleasant surprise when they awoke. After all, it wasn’t difficult for him to pull something like that off if he absolutely tried his best. Rhace knew just how to make all of this work for him. Still, that did little to shake the nerves that he was going to be home for the first time in… what, eighteen months? It was a long time for him to have been home and wandering the world, making some progress on his journey. He knew that there were going to be plenty of questions when he arrived, likely a mother who over-doted on her eldest son, and a father who would inevitably test his skills now that he was home. And what about his siblings? How had they fared in all of this? What had changed since he last saw them?
There were too many questions, and not enough answers. Rhace planned on making this a good trip regardless. So, as he lay down to sleep, turning off the last light in his quarters, he found himself drifting away to a dreamland filled only with the anxiety that something was about to change in his life. Something big. Something drastic. It was just a shame that he had no idea what it was.
MEL @ WW
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