Yulia Valeryevna Zaripova

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freedom is only an illusion like opening a cage to let a bird fly out, while it remains tethered Name: Yulia Valeryevna Zaripova ❅ Gender: Female Age: Adult Birthday: November 20 Sexuality: It is what it is. Special Characteristics: N/A Personality: Some people are born rotten and raised to take others apart rather than fall to pieces themselves. It's not one thing or another to really make them that way, but an intrinsic sinister sense coiled around their soul from the very beginning, even if latter events do affect things. Yulia isn't a very complex person, especially upon first glance. She's kind to those who she considers her own and cruel to those who she doesn't support. In the past, she was never told that her ruthlessness was wrong, and in fact, she was rewarded for it. A combination of bad parenting and alien, surreal circumstances raised Yulia to be the person with psychopathic tendencies she is today. To those she considers not worthwhile, weak, or enemies, she will frankly treat them like trash. Her cruelty knows no bounds. As a sadist who enjoys never getting bored, there are far too many creative ways she knows how to torture someone. At the same time, Yulia can be extremely protective and caring of her own people. So long as they are strong or she is training them to become strong, she will not kill them herself. She is not void of emotions and still experiences loss, fear, love, lust, and the whole spectrum of the human comedy. However her reactions to these emotions can vary drastically from an ordinary person's. For example, when Yulia is bored, she can kill people and justify it because they were weak and allowed themselves to be killed. If one day Yulia loses a fight, she will not consider her life worthless because she is weaker than someone, but she would understand that it is correct and righteous for her to lose because it is only natural that the weak will fall under the shoes of the mighty. She might be a hypocrite of epic proportions if only because her justifications for both the world and her own actions fly on a level so out of the ordinary. To Yulia, might makes right. If she is the strongest then she will be able to decide everything regardless of how unfair, cruel, or nonsensical it might seem to anyone else. When it comes to violence she does not necessarily go around on random murdering sprees. More likely she channels her aggression and brutality into certain areas or groups of people where she believes they deserve to be treated with savagery. For example those who she thinks are weak or her enemies. Yulia is not completely without sympathy for certain groups like children but she does not give them an excuse in her mind for being weak. Same goes for the laws of the land. They are there for reasons at times but are free to be manipulated and ignored as long as she has something to selfishly gain from it. Recently, Yulia has been making an effort as ridiculous as it may sound to rehabilitate herself and lead a less violent lifestyle. While she always thought she would never bend her desires to someone else, plans do change. Whether this outlook is temporary or a true fresh start is yet to unfold. Likes: To be amused: Yulia is really in it for the fun. She likes thrills, she likes the vigor and cruelty of battle and the savage ways you can kill a person. An indulgent and self centered person to the core, she feels her existence is proof that she is right to live this way, that is to say any way she likes. Strength: Impressed by shows of strength, Yulia can be judgmental of people but that's just part of her nature. Her mind is somewhat easily seduced by attractive and talented people and she is not without human and bodily needs. Prowess either on the field of battle or competition and sparring in other areas intrigues her. Pain: Not really on herself but she enjoys inflicting pain on others, that's just a cornerstone of her personality as sad as it might be. The exception to this is that she won't go out of her way to make people she considers her own suffer. Yulia isn't really that type of manipulative person who enjoys it when people she has a positive connection to are angsting. However for those she considers her enemies or targets it's a whole other story. Dislikes: Weak individuals: They pose no threat, yes, on their own, but together they can do things that they shouldn't have been able to do. They do not have the right to have rights so to speak, at least in Yulia's eyes. If the world was filled with only strong people, they would all be strong subjectively and in different ways leading to new weak individuals. That's why humans must constantly be evolving and culling whoever make up the weakest links. Chit chat: Yulia is sometimes helpful and can even be gentle or a good teacher but that doesn't mean she is that interested in basic small talk or getting to know people on a shallow, surface level. Leadership roles: Even though Yulia makes decisions on her own about others' strengths and whether she thinks they should be allowed to live, she is a pretty good subordinate under a commander as long as she believes in the cause or believe they are stronger than she is in a way she's okay with. Basically it's highly subjective but she usually dislikes being the one at the top in a formal hierarchy. Why mess with management things and paperwork when she could be having more fun otherwise, is basically the thinking process. Motivations: Beating opponents: It is altogether too satisfying for Yulia to put other people in their place and watch them stare up at her from under her shoes like the dogs she believes they are. Making the world a better place: In essence, she truly believes that by killing off the weak and people who do nothing but squeal, hide, complain, and contribute nothing to society, everyone will be better off. Accomplishing goals: Yulia sets personal goals for herself sometimes or when she joins an organization. These varying milestones are not motivations on their own, but as a goal oriented and also someone who enjoys the journey and effort to get there, Yulia is determined to accomplish whatever she sets out to do. Fears: Being weak: Since Yulia believes the weak who go against the right deserve to be struck down, she would be wary of being part of that category herself. Losing her mind: She has been told before that she is crazy, however, Yulia thinks she is perfectly sane. If she becomes a wild animal unable to think then she will be disappointed and afraid that she has lost herself. Boredom: Yulia anticipates with apprehension the day she might completely be so bored that nothing can ever entertain her. If that were to happen she fears she might do something she would regret even though she has confidence in herself. General Appearance Height: 170cm or 5'7" Weight: Approximately 60kg or 132 lbs. Hair Color: Silver/Blue Eye Color: Silver/Blue Skin Tone: Light/Fair Appearance: Spoiler: Guild: Rune Knights Tattoo: Center of chest Tattoo Color: Black

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