Kayn Darkera

Darkera wrote:

Name: Kayn Darkera
Gender: Male
Age: 20
Birthday: 11/02
Sexuality: Heterosexual
Special Characteristics: N/A

Personality: The interesting part about Kayn’s personality isn’t the fact that he can be funny or silent at times, he doesn’t have a tick to his personality. This might however be seen that Kayn simply had a random persona due to his emotions in certain scenarios can go from extremely chaotic on a neutral perspective or completely docile. If one could put a match on his personality, it’d be that he simply lives in the moment, free of worry or at moments just completely lackadaisical; perhaps it’ll be unknown to most to what Kayn is really like, a mystery in all honesty. There are moments when Kayn might play the stupid card at times, hiding his intelligence with that or the lack of motivation to get involved, be it to get away from attention or some sort of scenario he doesn’t wish to get wrapped up in. However he is one for paying attention even when acting in this state, in case there is something that bothers him or something is out of place or perhaps even something he can connect an event to through simple deduction.

There is a considerable amount of shrewdness to his personality, not one to do something without reason, not prying into personal affairs of others unless Kayn felt it was necessary to do so, unless it was someone he cared for. However due to his history, the biggest cause for his reason was determination; the determination to do better, be better and get better. The reason for this determination is unknown even to him, was it the desire for acknowledgement due to his background, perhaps the reason was to simply to prove his own worth in the world or simply protect those and what he cares about. Kayns emotions are usually in check with his head screwed on straight, it’s rare in scenarios that Kayn would let his emotions run wild or let them get the better of him, showing strong instincts on staying focused with the scenarios at hand. However this determination can be a weakness when failure and setbacks occur which ends up leaving him depressed and losing control of his emotions but due to the determination he’ll continue to try even if the scenario is completely out of his favour with this undying nature.

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Likes:

• Minimalist
  

"I'm quite happy by simply having the basics of things, doing things in a forgotten way rather than using magic for the simplest of tasks, even when it comes to training physically and mentally without the aid of magic, it feels much more rewarding and such without feeling the need to rely on it."

• Knowledge
  

"Sometimes the more you know, the better and there are cases when there are things you really don't want to know, trust me. They say knowledge is power, I don't believe that to be entirely true, sometimes knowing certain things can spur on some sort of weakness, some sort of flaw on the way that you think, but there's always a balance to these sorts of things and that's what intrigues me. Even on the rare occasion, should it come down to stuff about that blasted magic."

• Peace
  

"You just can't beat peace and quiet, away from the busy towns and cities, away from all the magic, it gives a whole different outlook on the world and something about it is just relaxing for me. It's even better when you have company, you show them what it's like and they can learn to appreciate it just as much as you do, even if it's just a small break away. There are times I feel lost being away from everything else, which surprises some people."

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Dislikes:

• Magic
  

"Some people always feel like they need to ask when they find out, why do you dislike magic? It changed everything, from how we live and to how we act! I can't deny the matter of how it improved the quality of life for most others, but I can't help but feel like it had taken some aspect of that life away. That's why I made the decision to do my best in my life without using it unless push came to shove, there are some things that just aren't worth dying for, so we swallow our pride and get on with it."

• Disrespect
  

"One of the biggest things I can't stand and that is being disrespectful, I've seen some stuff that rattles me to the point where I want to take action, even more so when it comes to the dead, those that had passed and people feel the need to disrespect them. Even those who've been defeated, gone through hard times, never disrespect their efforts, even should they clash with yours or you don't agree with it."

• Loneliness
  

"Seems pretty sappy but in a way, I guess that it is when it comes to this feeling. With the events in my life, as well as the lifestyle that I choose, it ended up driving some people away for good and then there are those that you simply smile and wave at because of it. I know why things are the way that they are for me, none of them are excuses, I just sometimes wish that things didn't happen that way that it did for this feeling to lurk around."

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Motivations:

• Determination
  

"I've always been determined with my actions and ideas, regardless of which one it might be due to the events that have taken place in my life. Determined to be better and make it on my own without the aid of magic carrying me along the way, but should I ever be forced to use it, you're damn right I'll be determined to show that I'm the best with it. Determined to leave my mark somewhere in this world, determined to prove that I'm strong enough to survive and strive in it."

• Curiosity
  

"Curiosity is what drives me sometimes, I have to admit that it's been the cause of some trouble, sometimes you just gotta know what's behind that door, even though you wish you didn't go looking behind it? I've had to run away from some situations simply because they got out of hand, but I put it all down to being in the wrong place at the wrong time and I just can't help myself ya'know?"

• Experiance
  

"I think this is one of the most important factors when it comes to life, you need experience to learn as a person. To learn how strong you are, to learn how weak you are, to learn what you fear and how you learn to overcome that fear. Without experiencing any of these scenarios, we just can't grow as a person."

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Fears:

• Failure
  

"I know this is probably something that's common for a lot of people, but it something to be feared, even more so if you follow similar ideals. You can't learn without failure, but theres that fear of failure, where you just won't bounce back from it, you feel like you haven't learned anything from it. Then it gets to the point where you feel like you won't stop failing and it'll continue to spiral."

• Betrayal
  

"From personal experience, this is something that I fear and I've lost people because they decided to turn and betray me for an opportunity, even passed family members have done the same, which is why I'm caught up in the mess that I am. I think the biggest fear from it, is getting close to people again while having that thought lurking in your mind that they might just do the same."

• Death
  

"This is once again, another fear that I'm sure a lot of people have in common, but we all fear it for different reasons, my fear of it is that if and when I die, I'm going to miss out on the way that the world changes, new things to be explored, experiences that'll help me grow. I can't do anything like that if I'm buried deep in the ground."

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General Appearance

Height: 5ft 11'
Weight: 180 Pounds
Hair: Dull Brown
Eyes: Silvery-Blue
Skin Tone: Light
Appearance: Kayn sports the pale complexion of unmarred skin and has the physique of one who has forged it through hard work and dedication, mostly for had to hand combat; to look at his body from perspective, one can see that he has developed muscular define around his arms, torso and his legs. With his height of five feet and eleven inches, this gives him a slim yet athletic physique; it could be easy for someone to mistake him for being older than his age. Even his facial features make him look older even with the round cheeks of youth faded, his face is round/rectangular. Sporting dull, dark brown and scruffy hair, the edges falling down to his shoulders and a fringe that sweeps across his forehead, a rather unkempt style; silvery-blue eyes, one could almost say that they were as clear as crystals in terms of tone with an almost tranquil like gaze to them at first whenever certain emotions show; however this look can change entirely the moment his anger rises. The only other noticeable feature is the off-chance of having light stubble upon his face.

Guild: Guildless
Tattoo: Black, located just below his right shoulder.