It was quite nice and comforting to see Yuiisai in what he would consider a casual attire, and that attire being something of an Eastern nature. The way he dressed, lived, decorated his room, greeted others, mannered himself, all of these things seemed to come from what Ahote would consider faraway places, and each time Ahote laid eyes on him, his eyes filled with wonder yet again. The boy's gaze scattered between different decorations throughout the room before finally landing on the long-haired man when he commented on his own outfit. Ahote shrugged and smiled softly,
"It's no trouble at all." He insisted.
In the midst of Ahote's touching things, he would flinch and come to an abrupt halt when Yuiisai queried about his fascination. The boy blushed in embarrassment of his behavior, realizing how strange if not uncomfortable it might of been to see someone touch everything they owned so willingly. In response, he simply nodded and stiffened his position afterwards. This, however, would simply not be the only thing tensing Ahote up tonight. At the mere mention of Rain's name, Ahote went pale and stared down at the floorboards with an anxious expression. When Ahote first met the card-reading woman, he was about as rude to her as he was to Yuiisai, and like Yuiisai, treated the meeting as him more having a bad day than him actually disliking them, and thus treated them indifferently. However,
unlike Yuiisai, he hasn't made any efforts to interact with Rain when he had the chance. Why? Because she was terrifying! Not only was she tall, but she was tall, pale as a ghost, and had long, black hair! Additionally, wore far eastern clothing that challenged even Yuiisai's own wears! She was like a Midian Ghost straight out of the books, and it didn't help that she spoke through the mind. Ahote impressed even himself that he could live among outlaws, murderers, demons, and dragons but it was
this, yes,
this, a tall, pale woman, that drove him to the edge of his seat in fear.
Rain? Did he say Rain? That weird, pale ghost of a woman? I think I'd piss my pants three times over if I had to sit in the same room as her! I swear to the Gods and the seventh heaven in which they dwell that I see her floating around the halls at night, submerged in darkness! I bet she watches the others sleep at night. I bet she watches me sleep at night! GYAH! ME! And she's so tall that I bet I'd have to break my neck to look at her! And her two familiars. . . hell, I don't even know what they are! Little bringers of all things bad,
that's what! Ahhhnghm. . . Ahote thought to himself, a mask of cold sweat running over his face before the click of a closed door brought him back to the now, back to Yuiisai.
"You don't have to change, if you don't want to. . . you don't always have to be all dressed up, if that's what's bothering you." Ahote suggested, understanding that he had no place to say what he should wear in front of who, much less that not only was he younger, but also talking to his Father's supposed servicemen. The thought would not cross his mind until later.
"You make these things, huh? You'll have to give me one a little later." Ahote grinned before returning his gaze not to the floor, but the table. Enough to see the torso of Yuiisai, but not directly looking at him.
Ahote would not return eye contact with Yuiisai until he mentioned taking Ahote to wherever was home to him. Instantly, Ahote jerked his face up with a toothy grin and wide eyes full of excitement. He nearly jumped out of his sitting position at the news,
"Really?!
You'd do that? You aren't just saying that to tease me, are you? Are you?!" He spoke in a voice unlike what others had seen, one full of glee and childlike eagerness. Moments following, the boy realized his sudden outburst of excitement and quickly re-seated himself, his cheeks flushing pink in embarrassment, rubbing the back of his neck nervously,
"Sorry.
. ." He apologized. Although embarrassed, he decided not to let the mood of the conversation diverge from this outburst and looked back at the table again with a weaker smile. Ahote would then listen in silence as Yuiisai would continue, apologizing and whatnot, and continued to listen as he described Sol from his perspective. He simply nodded in response.
The next thing that Yuiisai would bring up couldn't help but spur a reaction from the boy, flinching at his self description. Surprisingly himself, Ahote did not seem to have any notable emotional or mental reaction, and simply felt like he was being told what the weather was.
"I am not surprised. No one comes to this castle with any innocence, any purity.
Every flower I thought as innocent and harmless always hides thorns that draw blood, hatred,
apathy. There is no room on this mountain for anything but weeds." He chuckled to himself, telling him things that before this, he did not want to believe, but the calmness and relief expressed in his tone told him that he had long accepted this in the back of his head, and grew used to it. That being said, he still felt somewhat attached to the man in front of him, despite his own confession. It seemed when he spoke honestly, he felt the most empty. The most uncaring and apathetic. He shifted between this emptiness and anxiety, fear, and resentment. It was truly an unhealthy balance. He looked away again before Yuiisai would graze a pair of soft, thin lips against his forehead, settling his nerves yet again. It made him feel whole and loved. Of course, he would never tell him that. Ahote would continue to soak in his lectures in a calming silence, nodding when he would make suggestions.
It was then that Yuiisai would notably comment on his inability to maintain eye contact. This was primarily because he was anxious most times, and that he generally felt fidgety when in Yuiisai's presence. Ahote flinched at this comment, and like so, fidgeted around anxiously.
"I maintain perfect eye contact. What're talking about?. . ." Ahote grumbled, raising his head and furrowing his eyes, staring directly at Yuiisai. In truth, he wasn't actually looking him in the eye, instead, looking at the tip of his nose. Looking him directly in the eyes would probably give him a heart-attack, he suspected. This would be enough for now, or at least for the next few minutes. His entire body seemed to tense up trying to maintain this forced eye contact, but was determined to satisfy him. However, his determination had scattered into confusion and shock upon Yuiisai's proposal of doing a job, later turning into a non-negotiable confidence field trip, which Ahote would then understand that it had been an exercise.
"Well, uhm. . . I uh, have taken a task, and. . ." Ahote began, before it fading into a bunch of grumbles. Yuiisai followed the proposal with a quick briefing of how deception is involved in situations like these, leaving him one more piece of food for thought.
"We aren't really doing this, are we? Ah, man. . ." Ahote held his head down low in defeat, succumbing to Yuiisai rather passive demands. He was far too thoughtful and considerate for Ahote's liking at this moment, and he felt like he was going to die of embarrassment by repeating what he said. With a deep breath and the puff of his chest,
he looked Yuiisai in the eye an spoke at a reasonable volume in a stern voice.
"I... I have taken a task decided I want you to come with me. This isn't up for debate." He maintained eye contact and made no other noise for several seconds before he broke said contact and hid his face between his prosthetic and untouched hand.
"Ahhh. . . I can't believe I just did that. . ." He said, his cheeks flushed red, peeking at Yuiisai through index and middle fingers on his right hand.
Like some God saving him from his own personal hell, he was interrupted by unfamiliar voices. He sighed in relief and held a hand to his chest in victory, but quickly returned to despair once the frightening name had returned to the conversation.
"R...Rain? Mission? COME?" Ahote panicked, accidentally speaking his mind. But in such a panic and fright, he found himself unable to work up enough energy to care. Ahote turned away with pale skin and wide eyes, forcing the fakest smile a man could pull off, grabbing his chest through his long-sleeved sweater with his left, prosthetic arm, which had been hidden well enough that no one commented on it. He would hope the others would not notice the metal fingers gripping the sweater.
"OF COURSE! AHA! We'd LOVE to have her! I can't wait to have her! Heh-heh. HEH-HEH." Ahote spoke loudly, loud enough to drown out his fright into false glee. He breathed heavily, sweating until his face was coated in a layer of moisture, and laughed empty laughs. When Rain would enter the room, however, Ahote screamed in laughter.
"AHAHA! HELLO RAIN!" I want to die. . . Ahote thought to himself.
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