general
Name: Nirvana
Nickname: Vana
Gender: Female
Age: Ageless
Birthday: January 1st
Sexuality: Straight
Special Characteristics: -
Personality: Vana, during her early years, was rather calm and introverted. She rarely spoke with anyone and the fact that she was not allowed to interact with outsiders or strangers made her a shy person. She was like her mother; very polite and well-mannered. Despite the fact that she went haywire later on in her life and lost her humanity which seemed to have taken a bit of the politeness away, she no longer behaves like the lady she was taught to be. She respected anyone who respected her and did not pick fights with people unless they meant harm to her, unless they were annoying her or making her feel uncomfortable. In the time that she was one against the world, her confidence and self-respect grew immensely, believing that if she didn't depend on herself, there was no one else to depend on; an independent girl, she became.
The teenager enjoys spending time alone and can be usually found playing games, if not burying her head in a pile of books with a cup of tea. She likes video games so much that she has a room dedicated to gaming. Tidiness is very important to her. You will never find her room (or her hair) a mess, and she will find the time to organize anything that is out of order, which doesn't include just her room or hair. She doesn't like noise, which is quite obviously the reason she likes to be in her room most of the time to avoid the commotion outside. All she wants is to finish playing all her games or reading all the books she owned (which is quite a lot). Vana is seem as a rude girl as she speaks her mind and converses quite openly, sometimes leaving people quite offended with her blunt way of talking. It isn't something that she is aware of enough to fix, not that she actually cared about what other people thought about her.
Vana has never been in the role of a leader and probably would not be able to become one as she is quite a selfish person and too impatient to carry this kind of burden. She would probably never succeed as a leader. But then again, that is something that you cannot predict so easily as one of her greatest fear is 'failure'. Who knows? Maybe she might try to overcome this fear by overcoming her selfishness as well as her lack of tolerance by taking up this great challenge when it came by.
In combat, Vana is an agile fighter with fast reflexes, thanks to her lithe frame and fairly light weight. She always has a flawless plan, and several backup plans just in case. Her experiences in life have sharpened her skills in many areas including combat mostly, since almost every single day after making everyone in the world her enemy, she had been fighting to survive and under the pressure of keeping herself alive, Vana had improved greatly from this.
Likes:
- Beauty: Like most females, Vana is fond of taking care of her looks, especially her hair which is highlighted. She goes to the hairdresser's regularly keep it in good condition.
- Cats: Her favorite animals. She owns a few cats.
- Cookies: Cookies are almost like healing nectar in a different form for her. Without a jar of cookies wherever she lives, she probably wouldn't survive.
Dislikes:
- Hindrance: Vana is normally a very productive person and does not like to be hindered in any way. Any hindrance to her goals will be removed.
- Delay: She hates waiting for anyone or anything. This is due to her lack of patience and a sort of habit from how she was treated before. She always got what she wanted, when she wanted it.
- Noise: Any form of disruptive sound will drive her insane since Nirvana is very fond of peace and quiet, unless she is the one causing the ruckus
Motivations:
- Peak: To be at the top, Vana will put in all that she's got and make herself proud. Her goal is to make herself known and join the others at the high table.
- Genocide of the Evil: By evil, she actually means foes of herself. Any and all opposition of hers will be annihilated by her own hands.
- Ethereality: Vana once had a vision showing the future of all beings and that they were all growing towards ethereality. Until she experiences this herself, she has yet to thrive.
Fears:
- Death: Who knows what comes after death? Only theories and beliefs that could not be proven existed. If her vision of ethereality was nothing more than a figment of her imagination, she feared of leaving this world.
- Coulrophobia: The fear of clowns. Vana couldn't remember when exactly she developed this fear, but whenever she saw people dressed in clown costumes, all she knew was that she was afraid.
- Failure: Vana cannot afford to fail in anything that she does. Everything that she attempts to achieve is as important to her as how vital being alive is. The fear of ending up a failure is far too great for her to be oblivious to it.
Nickname: Vana
Gender: Female
Age: Ageless
Birthday: January 1st
Sexuality: Straight
Special Characteristics: -
Personality: Vana, during her early years, was rather calm and introverted. She rarely spoke with anyone and the fact that she was not allowed to interact with outsiders or strangers made her a shy person. She was like her mother; very polite and well-mannered. Despite the fact that she went haywire later on in her life and lost her humanity which seemed to have taken a bit of the politeness away, she no longer behaves like the lady she was taught to be. She respected anyone who respected her and did not pick fights with people unless they meant harm to her, unless they were annoying her or making her feel uncomfortable. In the time that she was one against the world, her confidence and self-respect grew immensely, believing that if she didn't depend on herself, there was no one else to depend on; an independent girl, she became.
The teenager enjoys spending time alone and can be usually found playing games, if not burying her head in a pile of books with a cup of tea. She likes video games so much that she has a room dedicated to gaming. Tidiness is very important to her. You will never find her room (or her hair) a mess, and she will find the time to organize anything that is out of order, which doesn't include just her room or hair. She doesn't like noise, which is quite obviously the reason she likes to be in her room most of the time to avoid the commotion outside. All she wants is to finish playing all her games or reading all the books she owned (which is quite a lot). Vana is seem as a rude girl as she speaks her mind and converses quite openly, sometimes leaving people quite offended with her blunt way of talking. It isn't something that she is aware of enough to fix, not that she actually cared about what other people thought about her.
Vana has never been in the role of a leader and probably would not be able to become one as she is quite a selfish person and too impatient to carry this kind of burden. She would probably never succeed as a leader. But then again, that is something that you cannot predict so easily as one of her greatest fear is 'failure'. Who knows? Maybe she might try to overcome this fear by overcoming her selfishness as well as her lack of tolerance by taking up this great challenge when it came by.
In combat, Vana is an agile fighter with fast reflexes, thanks to her lithe frame and fairly light weight. She always has a flawless plan, and several backup plans just in case. Her experiences in life have sharpened her skills in many areas including combat mostly, since almost every single day after making everyone in the world her enemy, she had been fighting to survive and under the pressure of keeping herself alive, Vana had improved greatly from this.
Likes:
- Beauty: Like most females, Vana is fond of taking care of her looks, especially her hair which is highlighted. She goes to the hairdresser's regularly keep it in good condition.
- Cats: Her favorite animals. She owns a few cats.
- Cookies: Cookies are almost like healing nectar in a different form for her. Without a jar of cookies wherever she lives, she probably wouldn't survive.
Dislikes:
- Hindrance: Vana is normally a very productive person and does not like to be hindered in any way. Any hindrance to her goals will be removed.
- Delay: She hates waiting for anyone or anything. This is due to her lack of patience and a sort of habit from how she was treated before. She always got what she wanted, when she wanted it.
- Noise: Any form of disruptive sound will drive her insane since Nirvana is very fond of peace and quiet, unless she is the one causing the ruckus
Motivations:
- Peak: To be at the top, Vana will put in all that she's got and make herself proud. Her goal is to make herself known and join the others at the high table.
- Genocide of the Evil: By evil, she actually means foes of herself. Any and all opposition of hers will be annihilated by her own hands.
- Ethereality: Vana once had a vision showing the future of all beings and that they were all growing towards ethereality. Until she experiences this herself, she has yet to thrive.
Fears:
- Death: Who knows what comes after death? Only theories and beliefs that could not be proven existed. If her vision of ethereality was nothing more than a figment of her imagination, she feared of leaving this world.
- Coulrophobia: The fear of clowns. Vana couldn't remember when exactly she developed this fear, but whenever she saw people dressed in clown costumes, all she knew was that she was afraid.
- Failure: Vana cannot afford to fail in anything that she does. Everything that she attempts to achieve is as important to her as how vital being alive is. The fear of ending up a failure is far too great for her to be oblivious to it.
appearance
Height: 6'
Weight: 180 lbs.
Hair: Brown
Eyes: Gold
Skin Tone: Light
Weight: 180 lbs.
Hair: Brown
Eyes: Gold
Skin Tone: Light
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guild
Guild: Grim Heresy
Tattoo: Black, on her tongue.
Rank: A
Tattoo: Black, on her tongue.
Rank: A
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