Najee Siddiqui

Name: Najee Siddiqui
Gender: Female
Age: 21
Birthday: October 13th
Sexuality: Bi (technically pansexual which means gender does not apply to her attraction)
Special Characteristics: Unusually golden eyes.

Personality: Najee is a carefree traveller, who goes where her whim takes her, often finding places to meditate and connect with the trees around her. The more trees and wildlife there are the better. She lives to see all that she can of the world and will never be satisfied with just descriptions or pictures of said places. She will find something good to say about almost everywhere she goes, with the exception that death magic has drained the life from the place. She is an incredibly empathetic person, able to understand or even feel one’s pain as her own. If she finds someone in any sort of trouble, she will do her best to help out, even if she overexerts herself in the process.

When she isn’t traveling and has found a place to settle in for a while, she will find any book she can and read it. While she enjoys fantasy the most, she will also go through more lackluster texts just so she can have it in her head. She might not be able to immediately recall things that occur in what she reads, but if the proper memories are jogged, she’ll almost be able to recite parts or, at least, state the synopsis.

Despite her lax hobbies, she has a very rowdy nature. She will often do things for the sole purpose of getting her blood pumping. The bigger the fight the better, and getting some good bruises is the best. The pain of it makes her feel alive, if that says something about her self-punishing personality. She finds that a bar is the best place to have a brawl, since drunks can be unpredictable, easily provoked, and easy to make up with.

Najee suffers from manic depression, which greatly affects her personality, either making her feel at her very best or completely empty inside and difficulty finding good things about life. There is very little middle ground for her to tread. On the good days, she will be performing at 110% in every aspect, very much including her anger. These are the days that most people know her by, which is what she prefers. She hates it when people see her at her low points and would much rather pretend she has zero troubles while helping other with theirs. The bad days weigh heavily on her, making her physically slower and slows her processing of information. On these days, it is easier to trigger a breakdown, where she is unable to do anything productive and just curls into herself and sobs. Only time will bring her out of it, then she will either go on her merry way or continue to be an impassive robot.

In a real fight, Najee will prefer to either fight alone or under the directions of her comrades. She hates the thought of being put into a leadership position, feeling that she would not be up to the task, especially since she lacks the tactical knowhow. Regardless of her position, she will act as she typically does in her adrenaline-junkie ways. Her general philosophy will be to punch it ‘til it stops moving, and will continue to act in such a way until instructed to do it a different way. She is not a fan of retreating, but will do so if she absolutely knows victory is nigh impossible. When she is simply leading the enemy on a chase, she will treat it like a game, laughing at them when they can’t catch her. Her low days will still affect her in combat, making her slower. She, herself, will feel weaker for not being able to keep her normal pace, becoming angrier and more reckless than usual.

Likes:

• Fighting for the sake of fun and also a little bit for the pain. The pain makes her feel alive and also acts as a penance for every little thing she has ever done wrong.
  
• When her romantic affection/desire for friendship is return. She gets overly excited when this happens, sometimes to the point of crying happy tears. This stems from self-hatred and low self-esteem issues.
  
• BOOKS!! She loves books, especially fantasy. While she doesn't really acknowledge it, they are a way for her to escape and put off reality.
  
• Gardening relaxes her and helps refresh her mind. This is due to her connection with nature.
  
• Playing little tunes on her thumb drum, usually while in a park or just sitting under a tree. She finds the sounds to be relaxing.
  

Dislikes:

• People who come on too strong. People who generally do this give her the creeps.
  
• Wearing shoes. They make her feel a bit claustrophobic, and she prefers being barefoot. Or mostly barefoot given her odd leather sandals.
  
• People who keep trying to insist after an affirmative “No” was given. It’s one way to drive her out of a good mood, especially if she sees it happening to someone.
  
• When people say someone shouldn’t cry. Much like the one above, it pisses her off to no end. “Crying is a healthy, cathartic way to relieve pent up stress and emotions,” yells the hypocrite.
  

Motivations:

• The idea that tomorrow may be brighter. It’s an optimistic view she has to keeps herself from becoming too self-destructive.
  
• As cliche as it sounds, the people she cares about and their well-being is a big motivator. She will go to self-destructive lengths to keep them safe, even if it kills her. Which it probably will.
  
• Feeling connected to nature around her, she follows her feet to find all the places nature has to offer. She enjoys the new excitement of discovery and exploration.
  

Fears:

• Losing every last shred over hope, including her will to live.
  
• She suffers from mild claustrophobia, making it nigh impossible for her to deal with being in small spaces, such as closets, enclosed vehicles, holes, etc.
  
• Being manipulated by those she sees as friends. Being somewhat gullible as a child, she was used a lot, so the paranoia will constantly sit in the back of her mind
  

General Appearance

Spoiler:

Height: 5' 7"
Weight: 165 lbs (a majority of that is muscle)
Hair: Deep teal, worn loose, falling a bit past her shoulders
Eyes: Gold
Skin Tone: Semi-dark, golden bronze for a more specific color
Appearance: Najee fits the description for strong. She is lean, with muscles everywhere proper. She shows off her arms and abs with a tight fitting, sleeveless, mock-neck shirt. To complement its dark color and snugness, she wears loose fit sirwal, held up with a gold colored belt. Rather than actual shoes, she wears foot coverings that wrap under her feet and around her calves.

Guild/Council

Guild: Guildless
Tattoo: Gold, right shoulder
Rank: D-rank

Hi there! Raiza here to grade your app. There are only a few hings I see wrong.

1. Personality needs to be at least 500words.

2. You need to write an appearance even if you have pictures. 3-5 sentences should be enough if you're descriptive enough.

3. Guild if you do not have one, would be Guildless

4. Your rank needs to be D-rank.

I think I fixed it all... There was already a physical description, not just a picture. Tell me if I need to change it up again

Approved.