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by **Princess Natsu** 27th March 2016, 6:17 pm

Princess Natsu: Child of Thunder; - - - - - - - - -
Lineage : Feeling Empty
Position : None
Posts : 333
Guild : Basilisk Fang
Cosmic Coins : 3
Dungeon Tokens : 0
Mentor : Corenglaw ⌜Alive⌟
Experience : 800

Character Sheet
First Skill: Thunder God Slayer ⌜1st Gen⌟
Second Skill: x
Third Skill:

Post n°1

So...

by Princess Natsu 27th March 2016, 6:17 pm

Hey guys. Its Viola here.

I just wanted to apologize for my delay in posts. I know its been frustrating a lot of people, and I'm genuinely sorry for it. Personally I didn't want to write this message, because I don't like telling people about my problems, but, I've been having some family issues since last December, and have been depressed since that time. My depression has been bad enough thats its caused my grades to go down in school, lose my motivation for writing and participate in my art lessons. Its partially to blame for making me extremely tired and sick these past few months.

All of my friends on here, and a lot of other people, are really kind on this site, and I want to thank most of you guys because most of the time you all really cheer me up. Though lately, even that isn't helping me. As much as I want to catch up on posts, right now, school is more important to me than anything, along with fixing the issues that are going on with my family right now. I need time to catch up in school, and to feel happy again. I honestly hate feeling depressed, its not the greatest feeling.

So... I'll be gone for awhile. I don't know how long.
I'll be on Skype from time to time, but, not as much as I usually am.

Any of the admins, feel free to remove my moderator status, as I haven't been doing much work anyway.

Sorry everyone. See you another time, hopefully.

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by **Ahote** 27th March 2016, 6:50 pm

Ahote

Ahote: - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Lineage : Gold Rush
Position : -
Posts : 2244
Guild : Hidden Blades
Cosmic Coins : 10
Dungeon Tokens : 0
Age : 22
Mentor : N/A
Experience : 2,246,236

Character Sheet
First Skill: Forbidden Flame Arts
Second Skill:
Third Skill:

Post n°2

Re: So...

by Ahote 27th March 2016, 6:50 pm

Allow me to be the first to say how sorry I am to see you like this. I find it abysmal to see you anything but happy. We completely understand your position right now and urge you to take all the time you need in order to achieve that happiness again. Depression is not a fun thing, I assume. And it must be difficult to deal with it on a regular basis. No matter how long it is, I will forever eagerly await your return. Even if it's months from now, the moment your face shows up once more is when it will be submerged hugs. >.<

We are always here for you and I wish that you return to us happy and healthy, both as an individual and to your family.

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|| Ahote Chumani Laspor || Lord of The Fallen || Thunder Demon Slayer || Golden Lac until 12.17.20

by **Mark Baxter** 27th March 2016, 7:06 pm

Mark Baxter

Mark Baxter: - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Lineage : Clockwork Soul
Position : None
Posts : 1043
Guild : Black Sails
Cosmic Coins : 0
Dungeon Tokens : 0
Mentor : ---
Experience : 9,213.19

Character Sheet
First Skill: Cephalon Impulse
Second Skill: ---
Third Skill:

Post n°3

Re: So...

by Mark Baxter 27th March 2016, 7:06 pm

D: I'm so sorry Violin-Chan! Take as long as you need to recuperate, and we'll be here waiting, after all, school and real life in general is much more important than ~~we pieces of trash~~ your awesome hobby! Heck, if you feel like the site is contributing to your depression, then you can just up and leave ~~even though we'd all hate that~~. After all, your well being is the only thing that matters. As Shohei said, hugs will submege you as soon as you come back.

Cheers,
Your Favorite ~~Only~~ Loaf of Bread.

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by **Ardere Kasai** 27th March 2016, 7:41 pm

Ardere Kasai

Ardere Kasai: The Fire King; - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Lineage : Legacy of the Fire King
Position : The Vanquisher
Posts : 1740
Guild : Infinity Hydra (Guildmaster)
Cosmic Coins : 0
Dungeon Tokens : 0
Mentor : Hephaestus
Experience : 420,643

Character Sheet
First Skill: Flame God Slayer (3rd Gen)
Second Skill: -
Third Skill:

Post n°4

Re: So...

by Ardere Kasai 27th March 2016, 7:41 pm

Come back soon ;-;

Take care of yourself Vivi, we'll miss ya

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by **Nao** 28th March 2016, 2:00 am

Nao

Nao: - - - - - -
Lineage : Clone of the First Clone
Position : None
Posts : 444
Guild : Black Sails
Cosmic Coins : 0
Dungeon Tokens : 0
Age : 32
Mentor : Nao (Primary) Gem of Time (Secondary)
Experience : 49,325

Character Sheet
First Skill: Water Dragon Slayer (First Gen)
Second Skill: Chronokinesis
Third Skill:

Post n°5

Re: So...

by Nao 28th March 2016, 2:00 am

Just take care of yourself. As much as ftrp can be fun it's more important that you focus on yourself. This is still a past-time place, not a full time committed job/class/partner that demands all your time and energy. But I'm sure we all look forward to when you return... But only when you feel like you're ready to return.

Just take care of yourself first ^^

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by **Aura** 28th March 2016, 2:13 am

Aura

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Lineage : Gingerbread Man
Position : None
Posts : 1345
Guild : Sabertooth 《Guildmaster》
Cosmic Coins : 400
Dungeon Tokens : 0
Age : 29
Experience : 60,342

Character Sheet
First Skill: Fires of Creation
Second Skill: The Riyenas
Third Skill:

Post n°6

Re: So...

by Aura 28th March 2016, 2:13 am

Take your time to figure everything out, get things back in order, and only come back when deep inside you can't control the urge anymore to return, because only then will you truly enjoy writing again. I've been in a depression myself too due to family issues in the past, so I know perfectly well how you're feeling right now. If it may comfort you; things will get better, but don't go scuffling and trying to solve everything on your own. If anything, let someone reach out their hand to help you pull yourself through it. Even if it bothers you without consent to burden them with your own burdens, do it, because you'll be lingering on the edge for quite a while otherwise (and I'm speaking from my own experience here).

But first things first. Get some rest, nurture your body and focus on one thing at the time for now. After that, you can start taking on more little by little. If you need to get things off your chest, although I'm probably still a stranger to you, just shoot me a message on Skype, okay? I'd break me if you'd stay like this whilst I might've been able to help. :)

Take care, Vi, and don't forget there're a lot of people ready to catch you when you fall.

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she is Fierce

So... GWsGXSQ

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by **Fair** 28th March 2016, 2:54 am

Fair

Fair: Aurofortis; - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Lineage : Monkey King's Descent
Posts : 1798
Guild : Silver Wolf
Cosmic Coins : 2
Dungeon Tokens : 0
Experience : 3,050

Character Sheet
First Skill: Heavenly Body Magic
Second Skill:
Third Skill: