Aika
How crazy it is?...How unfair?...The ones who want to live seem to have the shortest of lives....Those who want to laugh, seem to be the ones to cry first....How sad it is to truly realize how fleeting our meager existence really is... Sometimes.....I think my life is a tragic comedy.... Irony plagues my life, as if fate simply winds me up like a toy. Only to watch me head down one direction. The key on my back turns, the gears in my spin, and my legs take me closer to the edge of the table.......and then....I fall..... The same heart that brings me pain, and suffering.....is the same heart that pumps the very life through my veins.... The same eyes I see all things beautiful, is the same eyes that shed my tears..... Is Death really just Life being a hypocrite?.....Why is it that I who was said to be the first to lay to rest, is still awake? Why is it those I love are the one sleeping, deep in an eternal slumber?...... Why them, Why not me?.... How many times has it been? How many times Have I desperately tried to collect the broken pieces only to have them turn into dust in the palms of my hand? Am I cursed, or am I just blessed with misfortune?
These were the thoughts that Aika was having. She was sitting up right on the hospital bed. Her eyes fixated on a wilting plant resting upon the windowsill. The room smelled like alcohol and latex gloves. The blanket that covered her legs didn't give her enough warmth, and the thin hospital garb was little to no help either. Aika was silent as she listened to the drops, of magical water drop from her near by I.V. The needle buried in her skin no longer hurt, it was just there like a very large splinter waiting to be removed. On her arms could be seen, bruises and small dots. All of which came from the multiple needles that constantly pierced her flesh everyday. What was she feeling? Emptiness? Sorrow? No, Aika was just numb. The nurse spoke to her about her condition.
Cue the words:
You're condition is stabilizing.
Don't push yourself.
Eat the right foods, stay healthy.
Come back next week for your treatment.
You have another test next month.
Perhaps its best if you stay here at the hospital.
You're condition is stabilizing.
Don't push yourself.
Eat the right foods, stay healthy.
Come back next week for your treatment.
You have another test next month.
Perhaps its best if you stay here at the hospital.
These all so familiar words, rang in Aika's head. Sure enough the nurse, said the words as anticipated. Aika didn't even bother to look, as the nurse took more blood from her. A slight prick, priced through Aika's arm as the needle dove deep into her skin. The nurse smiled and thanked Aika and left the room. Once again, Aika was alone. She looked at her new band aid that stuck upon her skin.
"Another one to my collection....." Whispered Aika as her bandaged finger tips ran across the gauze of the band aid.
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