I found out some awful news about a month back that's why I have been sparse, I found out I have stage four brain cancer and expected to live 2-3 years max even with treatment. So I have been fighting severe depression as well as trying to figure out how to break the news I guess blunt is the best way. So I dont hate you guys I just... have other things I have to get together and do right now.
Where I have been
Rekka Hecate
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Aoi
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It's understandable about needing your space, it's always more important about yourself first then others, but I wanna be able to tell you now that you're one of the best people I've ever met since I started rping and I'll always miss you and chatting with you too. All I hope is that you live up the rest of your time doing whatever you want and making the rest of your time precious to ya. But all in all, I love you like a sister and I'll never forget the fun we've had together. <3
Merlin Ambrosius
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It seems I'm not in position to say anything but to represent those who remain, already left the site, to the new members that never met you yet, Rekka I always consider you as a good rival and, in all my 7 years of roleplay, I believe that you'd even surpass me literally.
And like I said I have no right to say this but:
Screw the medical results, there's hope while there's still time no? I believe I speak for all of us here to request that you don't give in to this crap. Find a way, don't try just do it. Umm.. sorry i'm not good at this kind of thing knowing that, well XD. Yeah.
I think you did the right thing by telling us this, this better not come true cause most of us here really hate to say goodbye to one of our most loyal and great rpers of the board. I know I'm still considered new here but from the stories I heard around here, you've definitely made such a wonderful impact into the development of the site.
And like I said I have no right to say this but:
Screw the medical results, there's hope while there's still time no? I believe I speak for all of us here to request that you don't give in to this crap. Find a way, don't try just do it. Umm.. sorry i'm not good at this kind of thing knowing that, well XD. Yeah.
I think you did the right thing by telling us this, this better not come true cause most of us here really hate to say goodbye to one of our most loyal and great rpers of the board. I know I'm still considered new here but from the stories I heard around here, you've definitely made such a wonderful impact into the development of the site.
[16:54:16]Dubhlainn : What does the name Hikaru mean?
[16:54:27]Eclipse Valerie : Hikari means light o-o
[16:55:04]Eclipse Valerie : I think Hikaru is like the male form of it? maybe..
[16:55:34]Dubhlainn : So does that mean Hikaru is a transgender?
[16:56:04]Eclipse Valerie : uhm o-o
[16:56:08]Joan Blackheart : Lmao.
[16:56:53] Merlin Ambrosius : 10 out of 10 would still bang.
Kakuma BlackflowerWolf Spirit
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For someone whos been there dont give up... tell the docs to fuck themselves and prove their "Time to live" wrong. I wish you luck with all the hard ships you have ahead but i want you to know... if you ask for it we are all here for you. Good luck rekka, i just want you to know my time period of life... 6 to 9 months... and here i am cancer free. your not hopeless and we are here for you.
