Find what you love and let it kill you

Kakuma was terrorizing some of the staff that day, mainly because she was hungry and that always ended up badly for Black Roses cook. She was watching them prepare her food when she heard the door open to the main hall, one of her ears moved to hear it better. She didn't turn her attention away until the smell of blood came creeping into the kitchen, she suddenly turned from the cooks and walked out of the kitchen. All of the cooks were flabergaster, Kakuma was not one to walk away from food. Kakuma followed her nose into the commons, to a man bleeding on a table and the floor. Kakuma cocked her head, she had meet him once before, "are you ok?" Kakuma grabbed the back of his collar and pulled him upright. She patted him down trying to find out what was broken. after getting a good idea she leaned in, pushing her hair back behind her ear and kissed the man on the lips, enjoying the taste of his blood. She gave him her blessing, she let his collar down and held out her hand, she pulled light from the area to herself, Once she had enough she targeted the man with the spell, healing as much as she could. Once she was done she huffed and poked the man with a clawed finger, "hey... you alive?"

Kakuma licked the mans blood from her lips, "You were injured... now your are not." Kakuma reached out and wiped some of the blood from his face off and stuck her fingers into her mouth, sucking the blood from them. "And a note cat... you call me a mutt again... and i WILL kill you." Kakuma narrowed her eyes dangerously. Kakuma yawned and turned away from the man, she got a few steps away, "You should still go see the medic, follow her instruction and you will be fine." Kakuma moved back to the kitchen and sought her food, after a bit of bitching at the kitchen staff, who didn't finish her food despite the fact she had walked away.

She entered the commons again, holding two plates, walking back over to the man. "Eat first..." she set the plate down where he was sitting before. "Thats a order from your guild master." Kakuma sat down and started eating her food.

Kakuma was a bit insulted at this point, she had done what she had cause she cared about her guildmember alot. She had found out recently the her lack of interaction had cause alot to feel that she was not a appropriate guild master and now she wished to changed that. Kakuma didn't let it show that she was angry, she simply ate her food letting him rant it up a bit. When he seemed like he was finished Kakuma spoke.

"If i thought you were replaceable do you think i would have healed your wounds? If i thought you were Replaceable do you think i would have even showed up in the room? I smelled your blood from the kitchen and came to make sure you were ok." Kakuma took another bite of her food. "I don't know if you hostility is due to my race or if thats how you are naturally... but here in Black Rose we take care of our own." Kakuma stood up, picking up her food as she did. "Anyone bearing that mark." She pointed to a flag hanging on the wall, one that bore the mark of Black Rose. "Is my family... and i will protect my family." Kakuma looked at the man with her piercing red eyes. "And for the threat, i spent 18 years of my life being called half-breed and even nearly being kill because of it a few times. I will not take it from a mage who didn't even spend the time to get to know who i am." Kakuma huffed at the man. "You are a ungrateful one, but i should expect that from someone who does not even know what they have." Kakuma walked away from the man, finding another table to sit at. Kakuma sat down and finished her food, not even caring about that fool she had just encountered.

Kakuma heard the mans plate hit the floor, she chuckled and continued eating, she couldn't help but compair the man to a child. She was just about done when the man came and sat across from her again, leaving his plate for the staff to clean up. He looked at Kakuma as if he wished to say something, she raised a eyebrow again. He started talking, calling Kakuma perfect and saying everyone loved her, Kakuma just broke into laughter. It took her a bit to calm down but when she did she spoke, "There are many who left the guild because they dislike me, weither their feeling made sence or not." Kakuma yawned, "And my roles is only as big as the people surronding me make it, without people like you i am nothing more than a person. I don't like being considered special because I'm the guild master, while i do enjoy it, it is a lot of work trying to run this place. Then there is the fact... i have to deal with all the bad that comes from what happens to my members." Kakuma leaned back a bit, "In short... I'm not perfect... and i don't think i ever will be. And in my mind... thats just fine." Kakuma picked up her plate and stood up. "Can you at least clean up your plate." Kakuma kept calm the entier time.

Kakuma sighed as the man went into a huge rant about how she was suppose to be protected. Kakuma let him finish then followed him over to the plate, "I spent a large portion of my life being protected. because of it more then a few people are dead. I won't let them protect me, but i will let them stand beside me." Kakuma knelt down and helped pick up the pieces of the plate. "And i am a healer... or sort of one. Its my job to heal people which includes you and your wounds." Kakuma licked her fingers of the food that she had touched, not caring about the fact it had hit the floor. "well no harm done i suppose." Kakuma picked up a piece of meat that had not been picked up and popped it into her mouth, She chewed and spoke again. "welp i hope you don't mind sharing?" Kakuma walked off to her office, she motioned for him to follow her. "So what do you think of me?" Kakuma didn't know what to talk about anymore and was just asking questions now?