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Real Name:
Natsuzora
Fake Name:
Evelyn Godfray
Nickname(s):
Natsu, Eve & Lynn
Gender:
Female
Race:
Guardian | Spirit
Age:
Biologically 19 | Actuality as old as the Earth.
Birthday:
September 10th
Star Sign:
Virgo
Sexuality:
Demisexual
Special Characteristics:
Glimmering Hair - only in the light of the moon does this interesting characteristic take place. Her hair, almost to the shade of white, shimmers like stardust under the moon, almost as if her very silky locks are made from the stars themselves. Of course, this does not happen under the light of the sun for some odd reason.
Accent - only from Nayug, it is somewhat like a slur - yet enchanting enough that people are capitvating by its elegant and divinely way of speaking. Infact, the language of Nayug is entirely diverse and it is the reason why her tone of voice is so different from the ones of Earth-land.
Personality:
The daughter of Corenglaw, is nothing like her father.
She strains to be but a nothing, to begin her life as but a regular human, rather than the name her father and his comrades so desperately crave to uphold. To her remark, she sees herself as nothing more than a tool for the balance of the world, urged to operate flawlessly under the blood that she bears. Which, evidently, in unraveling twist, sparked a fluctuating bolt of defiance, bewildering under the hands of gods for a child of such puny power. Tiny fingers once yearning to see the world behind royal walls, while now, they only curl away. Natsuzora is an apathetic, isolated and friendless young woman, dauntless in her father's rule to the point she occasionally goes out of her way to belch utter destruction upon the land, never aiming to harm human-kind, but, to doubtlessly anger her father. Because she does things her own way, evidently means she has never once relied on anybody, or really, has had nobody to ever rely on.
Illia, her brother, describes Natsuzora as rebellious and loner-prone - opposed to the way she was as a child. Her sour and pessimistic attitude is what precisely left a name on the family of Corenglaw, consistently going out of her way to point out the bad in things, or the negative ascepts in ideas or layouts of plans - rather than going about it the more positive and kinder way. The overwhelming temper and distressing power that frequently anguishes the family was only first experienced through her first millennium, regarding how effortlessly with the sway of her own hands to which would only cause many deaths. Because of this, Natsuzora rigidly believes that nothing good will ever come her way, nor will anything good happen too her. Forcing herself not to hope for anything that is non-existent. And additonally, urging a purpose distance.
In-fact, Natsuzora goes out of her way to get others to hate her, belitting them with a cold or rude behaviour that either, makes those hate her, or want to kill her - which usually works in her wish to be kept at distance from others. But, if forced into social interaction, she usually feels as if she is a hindirance, since, her evident mistakes in angering or embarrassing her father have of course, kneaded those words into her mind, therefore avoiding others out of mer concern. She even goes as far as to believe that she is insignificant, willing to take on blames, no matter how large, to keep those around her happy and hopefully normal. Even though, taking on the stress and hurt onto her own self for the sake of others only hurts those who are aware of her true intentions, she sees no need to burden over any of it. And with that, she refuses to change her ways, especially if it means the continuance of angering her father.
Her personality stems from her child-hood, where her ditzy behaviour and mistakes became a joke amoung her family and the other deities hidden within the world. Which in turn has led her into blaming society for how she acts, rather than herself. Because she was so weak, and clumsy, her father did not have as much patience for her as her brother, Illia, who overwhelmed Natsuzora in power. But, her brother was not as rebellious or couragous as his sister, and therefore, she took the burdens of his mistakes onto her own, because, to her, she herself was already a mistake. As a first reflex of a typical loner, she consistently denies all invitations and avoids engaging in all social events as much as she possibly can. Because her divinely being practically screams out - "look at me" - its a bit of nuisance when she yearns to blend in with human society.
Despite her so called rotten attitude she has evidently been exposed with unvieling sparks of kindness underneath her exterior, shown in multiple cases and methods she goes through for the lengths of protecting other people. However, this always seems to end in the case of only getting herself hurt, shattering relationships or harming her own emotional heart with nothing but a dull expression to conceal it. But, she is mostly self-oriented, and hence, she is not bothered by anything as long as those somewhat close to her, do not get hurt, and she reaches her desired results.
Natsuzora grew up alone. Her father was busy, Illia was more appealed through matters while her very existence was regularly concealed from the display of others. Because of this, she never knew how to rely on anybody, and still does not. She even does not understand the feelings of others as she judges by reasoning alone. Natsuzora may express herself as a dense person, but, it is actually just a facade to avoid any hard feelings from her harsh experience with her unwanted past. Just like the family, they have a peculiar sense of pride, therefore arousing the refusal of pity or sympathy each and every time it has assumed to come their way.
She is ruthless, and some would often describe her as a wild beast, thrashing back and forth with absolutely no elegance in the slightest. Although it depends on the mer situation, there is never really a moment when Natsuzora is truly regal. Because of her strength, and her form, she is always willing to purposely get hurt if it means protecting others, despite the horrible pain that is precised her way. She will even go as far as to pushing her body to such limits that a mer human being would not even be able to withstand - to the point she passes out or almost risks her life. None of that. Infact, Natsuzora goes out of her way to avoid forming any direct leader-ship onto herself. Because she believes herself to be a nuisance, she likes to do things her own way without screwing up her comrades, or at least not causing them to be harmed in any way. Despite this, Natsuzora actually has much more knowledge and awareness through her time, and is rather embarrassed to interact with others in the form of aiding them in battle - which is something that will not happen right away.
Likes:
Plushies - typically anything, but usually cats. There is no reason for this, but her father, when she was younger, used to make toys for her from his magic as he had the power to create things from his storms. Till this day she still finds the adorable little objects a huge liking to her tastes in things - perferably the ones that are made by humans - not by her father.
Hibiscus Flower - the flower of her home-land. Her father first said to her that she was like the beautiful plant - its meaning coming from delicate beauty as her own resembled just as similar. Infact, sometimes in her own footsteps she would leave a trail of red hibiscus in her path, unaware of it till her own brother pointed it out to her. There is no reason as to why she likes this flower - she just feels an odd connection tied to it and herself.
Ramen - first tasted while crossing through Midi, it is a certain dish she has fallen in love with. Despite it's peculiarly easy way to make, and messy turn-out, even among somebody as herself she eats it with little to no shame - as she has described it to taste even better than the most finest cooked meals served among royality. Although it's dish is not served everywhere among Fiore as it was in Midi - and because of that she does not eat it as much.
Illia - her brother. A sensitive flower as most would call him. He cared for his sister so much that he would sully his own divinely reputation just to keep her company. Although it was shame Natsuzora left later on and purposely hurt him as to cleave some distance between their relationship, in the end, he only found out her true intentions, and searches for her even till this day in the hopes to bring her back home.
Observing - back in her old home (the realm of Nayug - home of the Gods), every being was much more different there - and despite the land possibly being more beautiful than Earth-land, Xavia, thinks the realm of the humans could be just as alluring. Because of this, she enjoys watching human-kind, despite the distance she has to keep between them, it always interests her to observe them from afar - watching how they interact and live about their daily lives. Although its a rather lonely feeling - one she is used too - it also makes her happy.
Dislikes:
Dishonest People - despite her being purposely cold to create a form of distance - she cannot stand when any living being is not honest about their feelings. It irks her to the point she herself will bluntly point it out to said-person, as she genuinely cannot contain her frustration on this matter. In-fact, some have described her to act somewhat frightening when they try to handle a situation lightly (and by not expressing their true feelings).
Hot-Headed People - they're loud, and angered easily. Despite she herself being easily irritated, the fact these people violently react to their problems or yell to damn much just gives her one big headache to the point she might start yelling herself, or irritably point out that they're being annoying - regardless if they would try to hit her. She is an honest person and is not afraid to express it.
Conflict/Violence - she only uses it when necessary - when a human is trying to touch her, or when she is very very pissed off. Whenever a human is trying to touch her though, it is usually harmless, and she merely zaps them like the comparsion to a porcupine with it's pin-needles. Aside from her getting angry to the point she will hurt somebody, does not happen very often. Even in battle she will go out of her way to avoid unnecessary conflict.
Dragons - there has never been a good experience with these creatures, preferably one in particular - but, she doesn't remember that moment as it happened aeons ago in a place where everything became a blur. It isn't much as a dislike as a bad vibe - as she has no idea why both she and these large divinely reptiles never get along.
Corenglaw - her creator, her Father. Corenglaw was the first to teach her the ways of the world - and the first God to pass by the rules and leave Natsuzora absoutely voidless of all knowledge on the truth of her being. Because of this, Natsuzora rebelled against her Father in utter anger - hurdling destruction and leaving his name in her wake. There is an undying hate formed within her heart when there used to be nothing but love - all because Corenglaw refused to give her answers on who she was - for a reason that is still unknown.
Motivations:
Knowledge - who she is. What her purpose is. Every creature that was created by the Gods had a meaning in life - while she did not. Although she knows her own name, she knows her creator and her home land - ever since that day the realm of Nayug and Earth-land clashed with a hurdle of her power and another, she knows that Corenglaw had been hiding something from her - and she - even today - is determined to find out no matter how long it takes. Despite her lacking of care and lust for Death.
Death - when you've been alive since the beginning of Earth-land - unable to die by even the most powerful of attacks - you start to yearn for death someday. The endless painful memories, unable to befriend anything mortal as it will die in what feels like only a few days to Natsuzora rather than a few years.
Acknowledgement - by the people of Nayug, she wants to be regonized. Despite the many deaths she caused that one day, and her terribly destructive behaviour - she wants to someday be looked up too for the suffering she herself experienced for so many aoens. Although it is impossible as she has found no way back into the realm of Nayug - assumingly she was banished by her Father - Natsuzora has not given up hope that one day she will see them again - and show them how much she has truly changed.
Fears:
Claustrophobia - Natsuzora is a free spirit. Her most greatest fear is to be locked away and trapped forever. Even as a divinely being such as herself, she has her limits in power, and can loose her breath, grow faint possibly even start crying if she believes herself to truly be engaged into the depths of darkness forever.
The Truth - as much as she wants it, she also fears it as she has no idea what to expect when it finally slaps her right in the face. It could be something good, or something bad - she really has no idea.
Acrophobia - there is no reason for this, but it typical is associated with places like cliff-sides or falling from very high heights. Her stomach will grow sick, she will start to sweat and her body will shake. She will even cling onto a solid object refusing to let go - depending on who she is with. Sometimes she will force this fear aside despite wanting to throw-up.
General Appearance
Height:
Five feet and five inches.
Weight:
115lbs
Hair:
Vermillion | Redish Orange
Eyes:
Royal Blue | Deep Blue
Skin Tone:
Healthy Pale
Appearance:
- Typical Wear:
On first meeting the cold girl, most would describe her to be peculiarly beautiful - more alluring than anything they may of ever seen before. Back home, in Nayug, the Angels had even admitted she were more beautiful any Goddess they had met before. Despite her behavior that fouled everything, nobody could ever forget the girl that utterly gleamed with such a divinely presence. Lengthed vermillion hair that reaches just past her waist, and ocean blue hues that could've matched the beauty of a hibiscus flower - even her very skin was like stardust that glowed against the light of the sun. Her very presence bellowed - fragility - and still does till this day.
Guild/Council
Guild:
Infinity Hydra
Tattoo:
Red | Left Wrist
Rank:
C
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