Name: Rhazien Cromwell
Gender: Male
Age: 19
Birthday: March 16th
Sexuality: Straight
Special Characteristics: N/A
Personality: Only just a year ago, Rhazien was much different then how he is right now. Rha use to be apart of Eclipse Soul and was one of their common members though he was a nice young boy, he was somewhat shy but there were many times where he was outgoing and made friends. At one time Rhazien was happy within the guild and overall his actual personality shone through the great darkness within him but that all has changed now. The demon within Rhazien demands he cause despair and misery in order to feed it. Rha slowly started to change personally especially once he realized that his own magic was being inhibited by his very way of life, being happy and having friends was making him weak.
Rha has become dark and aloof over the past year, his dark and brooding though process is slowly starting to screw him up. Rha knows that he should be good but the hold that the demon has over him is so overbearing that he fear it and when it gets angry he loses control, he basically has no choice but to do bad things and feed the darkness inside of him and reveal darkness to others. Rha is often found in a state of surprise when encountered by people, he tries to distance himself from people because his despair is quite infectious and he hates to bring others that are around him down but he has no choice.
Sometimes Rha even now can be extremely shy and tries not to engage in conversation because of the fact that his dark mood can be rather infectious, Often taking several times of saying his name or repeating what someone just said to him before it pierces the seemingly cloud of sadness that hangs over Rha's head. Sometimes Rha himself isn't actually in control, the demon within him does not act as a sort of conscience to him but more like a feeling or influence, there is no voices in his head or anything, he can simply feel the will of the demon asking, wanting, tempting. It is this influence of the demon within Rhazien that brings out a more animalistic and evil side to him, one that he cannot suppress and comes up whenever it pleases. This mostly happens in battle as a defense mechanism but Rha will enter a state where he becomes 'pure evil' The demon within him seems to take the wheel.
The demonic side of Rhazien is very cruel and dark, he enjoys things such as pain, sadness, anger, despair, misery, anything that will draw out the dark nature of the heart. It is almost as if the demon feeds off of it the way it craves it so much. When being demonically influenced, one of Rha's eye's will change bearing a magical symbol on it and tinting his purple eye with a hint of crimson. Rha's voice becomes much more sly and malice, as if you can feel chills crawling down your neck every time he speaks or you may wish to look over your shoulder simply by the feeling of being around the demon leaves someone.
Because of the behavioral changes that Rhazien has been going through, it has caused his normal self to harden up quite a bit, especially from how shy and dismissive he use to be. Rhazien has a somewhat standoff-ishness to him that would make some people certain feel like they don't want to talk to him though Rhazien keeps a certain circle of trust with his specific friends and so he talk to the people he would like to talk to. Rhazien isn't very quick to trust new people right away, it takes time to build a friendship with Rhazien. Towards his old friends from the days before half of his mind was ruled by a demon, Rhazien dislikes running into them not because he wishes not to see them but that he doesn't want people who use to know him to see what he has become since he cannot control it himself.
When it comes to the matter of subordination and subjugation, Rhazien has been listening to a demon basically most of his life and so when Rhazien is being led by someone much like the demon within him, someone who wishes for nothing but destruction and misery, Rhazien becomes the black knight that serves them to the death or until he himself can raise to the occasion and become a dark ruler himself. If the leader is not someone much like his own life leader, the demon within him, then Rhazien isn't really much inclined to want to listen to them, he will seem a bit uninterested while still doing what they say, his effort levels may be severally lacking. When being the leader himself, Rhazien is more of a behind the scenes type of leader, he is no doubt a smart boy and such, he likes to be the one behind everything pulling the strings and setting things up exactly how he would like them to play out, he does not tolerate any form of insubordination and can be quick to anger if you fail the tasks that he gives you.
Likes:
-Sparring: It's no secret that most all mages wish to become stronger, Rhazien too wishes for that and so he must test himself against other mages.
-Power: Driven by the demon inside of him, Rha has a certain lust for power that will cause him to do bad things.
-Remaining clam: Rhazien isn't exactly a fan of how he is being forced to live but he has no choice, Rha enjoyed the little times where he is actually calm.
-Certain people's presence: Rhazien has a sort of 'list' of a select few people who, now that he has changed into what he is now, are considered his 'friends' and so he enjoys being around them.
-training: Also in order to get stronger, Rha knows that he must not only test himself against other mages but also test himself period, pushing himself past his own limits so he can become stronger.
Dislikes:
-Rude people: Rha can become annoyed very easily with people who are rude, he is very quick to snap at these types of people.
-Annoying people: People who do not have a filter, people who constantly talk or nag and seem to have no 'off' button, this drives Rha insane.
-Running into people he use to know: Because of the changes Rha has gone through in the past year, he wishes not for his old friends to see him in his current state.
Motivations:
- Power: Rhazien as well as his inner demon both wish to become stronger, the only way Rhazien can become stronger though is to do the demons will.
-Rhazien's demon: Because of the nature of Rhazien's magic, a lacrima which was used to captivate a demon was implanted into his body. Rhazien's goals can be greatly influenced by this demon.
-Satisfying the demon: Rhazien has no choice but to appease the demon within him, when he doesn't feed it despair and destruction the demon begins to play with his mind which could lead him to do things that he would otherwise regret.
Fears:
-Being Consumed: While Rhazien has no choice but to appease the demon within him, Rha does actually greatly fear what the demon is influencing him to do and also fears that he may become the demon one day.
-Death: Of course Rhazien fears his own death because he is convinced that if he himself and his will, or whatever of his own free will is left, that the Demon will take over his body and walk the earth once more.
-Loss of friends: Rhazien wishes not for his old friends and guild mates to see him in the state he is in now. Rhazien is now a lot different and worse person than he use to be.
General Appearance
Height: 6'2"
Weight: 143 lbs.
Hair: Jet black
Eyes: Dark purple
Skin Tone: Pale
Appearance:
Guild/Council
Guild: Black Rose
Tattoo: Center of his chest
Rank: D
Gender: Male
Age: 19
Birthday: March 16th
Sexuality: Straight
Special Characteristics: N/A
Personality: Only just a year ago, Rhazien was much different then how he is right now. Rha use to be apart of Eclipse Soul and was one of their common members though he was a nice young boy, he was somewhat shy but there were many times where he was outgoing and made friends. At one time Rhazien was happy within the guild and overall his actual personality shone through the great darkness within him but that all has changed now. The demon within Rhazien demands he cause despair and misery in order to feed it. Rha slowly started to change personally especially once he realized that his own magic was being inhibited by his very way of life, being happy and having friends was making him weak.
Rha has become dark and aloof over the past year, his dark and brooding though process is slowly starting to screw him up. Rha knows that he should be good but the hold that the demon has over him is so overbearing that he fear it and when it gets angry he loses control, he basically has no choice but to do bad things and feed the darkness inside of him and reveal darkness to others. Rha is often found in a state of surprise when encountered by people, he tries to distance himself from people because his despair is quite infectious and he hates to bring others that are around him down but he has no choice.
Sometimes Rha even now can be extremely shy and tries not to engage in conversation because of the fact that his dark mood can be rather infectious, Often taking several times of saying his name or repeating what someone just said to him before it pierces the seemingly cloud of sadness that hangs over Rha's head. Sometimes Rha himself isn't actually in control, the demon within him does not act as a sort of conscience to him but more like a feeling or influence, there is no voices in his head or anything, he can simply feel the will of the demon asking, wanting, tempting. It is this influence of the demon within Rhazien that brings out a more animalistic and evil side to him, one that he cannot suppress and comes up whenever it pleases. This mostly happens in battle as a defense mechanism but Rha will enter a state where he becomes 'pure evil' The demon within him seems to take the wheel.
The demonic side of Rhazien is very cruel and dark, he enjoys things such as pain, sadness, anger, despair, misery, anything that will draw out the dark nature of the heart. It is almost as if the demon feeds off of it the way it craves it so much. When being demonically influenced, one of Rha's eye's will change bearing a magical symbol on it and tinting his purple eye with a hint of crimson. Rha's voice becomes much more sly and malice, as if you can feel chills crawling down your neck every time he speaks or you may wish to look over your shoulder simply by the feeling of being around the demon leaves someone.
Because of the behavioral changes that Rhazien has been going through, it has caused his normal self to harden up quite a bit, especially from how shy and dismissive he use to be. Rhazien has a somewhat standoff-ishness to him that would make some people certain feel like they don't want to talk to him though Rhazien keeps a certain circle of trust with his specific friends and so he talk to the people he would like to talk to. Rhazien isn't very quick to trust new people right away, it takes time to build a friendship with Rhazien. Towards his old friends from the days before half of his mind was ruled by a demon, Rhazien dislikes running into them not because he wishes not to see them but that he doesn't want people who use to know him to see what he has become since he cannot control it himself.
When it comes to the matter of subordination and subjugation, Rhazien has been listening to a demon basically most of his life and so when Rhazien is being led by someone much like the demon within him, someone who wishes for nothing but destruction and misery, Rhazien becomes the black knight that serves them to the death or until he himself can raise to the occasion and become a dark ruler himself. If the leader is not someone much like his own life leader, the demon within him, then Rhazien isn't really much inclined to want to listen to them, he will seem a bit uninterested while still doing what they say, his effort levels may be severally lacking. When being the leader himself, Rhazien is more of a behind the scenes type of leader, he is no doubt a smart boy and such, he likes to be the one behind everything pulling the strings and setting things up exactly how he would like them to play out, he does not tolerate any form of insubordination and can be quick to anger if you fail the tasks that he gives you.
Likes:
-Sparring: It's no secret that most all mages wish to become stronger, Rhazien too wishes for that and so he must test himself against other mages.
-Power: Driven by the demon inside of him, Rha has a certain lust for power that will cause him to do bad things.
-Remaining clam: Rhazien isn't exactly a fan of how he is being forced to live but he has no choice, Rha enjoyed the little times where he is actually calm.
-Certain people's presence: Rhazien has a sort of 'list' of a select few people who, now that he has changed into what he is now, are considered his 'friends' and so he enjoys being around them.
-training: Also in order to get stronger, Rha knows that he must not only test himself against other mages but also test himself period, pushing himself past his own limits so he can become stronger.
Dislikes:
-Rude people: Rha can become annoyed very easily with people who are rude, he is very quick to snap at these types of people.
-Annoying people: People who do not have a filter, people who constantly talk or nag and seem to have no 'off' button, this drives Rha insane.
-Running into people he use to know: Because of the changes Rha has gone through in the past year, he wishes not for his old friends to see him in his current state.
Motivations:
- Power: Rhazien as well as his inner demon both wish to become stronger, the only way Rhazien can become stronger though is to do the demons will.
-Rhazien's demon: Because of the nature of Rhazien's magic, a lacrima which was used to captivate a demon was implanted into his body. Rhazien's goals can be greatly influenced by this demon.
-Satisfying the demon: Rhazien has no choice but to appease the demon within him, when he doesn't feed it despair and destruction the demon begins to play with his mind which could lead him to do things that he would otherwise regret.
Fears:
-Being Consumed: While Rhazien has no choice but to appease the demon within him, Rha does actually greatly fear what the demon is influencing him to do and also fears that he may become the demon one day.
-Death: Of course Rhazien fears his own death because he is convinced that if he himself and his will, or whatever of his own free will is left, that the Demon will take over his body and walk the earth once more.
-Loss of friends: Rhazien wishes not for his old friends and guild mates to see him in the state he is in now. Rhazien is now a lot different and worse person than he use to be.
General Appearance
Height: 6'2"
Weight: 143 lbs.
Hair: Jet black
Eyes: Dark purple
Skin Tone: Pale
Appearance:
- Rha a year ago:
- Rha currently:
- Sathanus/Inner demon:
- Rhazien's attire:
Guild/Council
Guild: Black Rose
Tattoo: Center of his chest
Rank: D
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