![Novice [250]](https://i.imgur.com/lrYlde6.png)
So yeah. I'm honestly not sure if anybody would actually care about this. In fact, I'm not even sure most you even know how I am, but I feel like I at least deserve to share with all of you why I haven't really been on for the past couple of weeks and maybe why it may become indefinite. This is mostly stem from my lack of interest in the site in general. Now don't get me wrong, I don't have a problem with the site itself, it just lacks the pull to me that it once had.
For the most part, this is from most of the people on this site that I consider friends are either gone, inactive, or just won't post in threads we're in. Which, for someone who finds himself having a hard time making friends, really does put a damper on my muse. And whenever I do try to thread with someone else, they seem reluctant to ever post without me having to nag them about it :( That's not even including the fact that I don't feel like I can really trust the staff here, yet I would prefer to leave that subject there for now.
In short. I feel like there are very few reasons for me to stay on this site, and while I want to give this site another chance, I fear it'll only lead to disappointment on my part. So yeah. I honestly still trying to figure all this out, and I don't know when I'll make my full return, if I even do so. So be it later today, tomorrow, next week, next month, or maybe even next year (though I highly doubt it'll take me that long), I'll see you all then.
Also Nikolai and Daemon, if you happen to be reading this, I know I owe you both respectively starting posts for those jobs threads and I'm sorry about the long wait. I'll look at trying to finally start those up when I make my full return. Though if you prefer to not wait til then, you can go ahead and cancel them if you want. Just PM if you did so that I know when I come back. The same goes for you too Sakura for the two jobs we're doing together. Though I get the feeling that you most likely just forgot about them -_-
For the most part, this is from most of the people on this site that I consider friends are either gone, inactive, or just won't post in threads we're in. Which, for someone who finds himself having a hard time making friends, really does put a damper on my muse. And whenever I do try to thread with someone else, they seem reluctant to ever post without me having to nag them about it :( That's not even including the fact that I don't feel like I can really trust the staff here, yet I would prefer to leave that subject there for now.
In short. I feel like there are very few reasons for me to stay on this site, and while I want to give this site another chance, I fear it'll only lead to disappointment on my part. So yeah. I honestly still trying to figure all this out, and I don't know when I'll make my full return, if I even do so. So be it later today, tomorrow, next week, next month, or maybe even next year (though I highly doubt it'll take me that long), I'll see you all then.
Also Nikolai and Daemon, if you happen to be reading this, I know I owe you both respectively starting posts for those jobs threads and I'm sorry about the long wait. I'll look at trying to finally start those up when I make my full return. Though if you prefer to not wait til then, you can go ahead and cancel them if you want. Just PM if you did so that I know when I come back. The same goes for you too Sakura for the two jobs we're doing together. Though I get the feeling that you most likely just forgot about them -_-
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